Jin Zhi was stunned at first, and did not speak or respond for a long time.
The atmosphere froze at that moment, and after Song Yuchen asked, he didn't wait for Jin Zhi's answer for a long time before he gradually became conscious, realizing that what he said just now might have been a little too much, "I didn't mean that" "Aggrieved."
Jin Zhi smiled with relief, but gave an answer that Song Yuchen didn't expect at all, she admitted.
"How can I not be wronged, I like him so much, I only like him since I was a child.
I'm a girl, too, and even if I know he doesn't like me, I like him, and I want to be reciprocated. ” She's not that great, she can give everything, just say lightly, I don't care, it's enough that I like him.
What's wrong with wanting to be with someone you like?
From a very young age, when she was very young, she was extremely firm in her heart to like Yin Yulin.
She likes Yin Yulin, and she wants to walk with him for the rest of her life.
I hope he can see his efforts, I hope he can feel his grievances, and I hope he can be moved like himself.
"It's good if he doesn't like me, but it's not like this, he likes me, but he doesn't like me so much When I saw that Brother Yulin liked Xinlan, I thought about giving up.
It's not that it's good for him, it's just that I'm too tired to continue, but I clearly feel that he doesn't like Xinlan so much, and I still have a chance to enter his heart.
I will be hurt, I will be tired, I will feel very bad because he looks at Xinlan, I told myself to grow up, but he replied with a word of concern, and I was reluctant to let go.
I thought that since I've been doing it for so many years, maybe I can hold on a little longer. ” Yin Yulin is her life, her past, present and future accustomed to her love and admiration, if she just leaves it behind because of this moment's grievances.
Then I will regret why I can't hold on a little longer "What if he never marries you."
And Song Yuchen happened to be a person who didn't have so much empathy, and his words were undoubtedly rubbing salt on Jin Zhi's wounds.
Jin Zhi stiffly smiled, "If you don't marry, you won't marry, anyway, I never thought about marrying someone else, if it's just for a while, I hurriedly hand over my life to another person to seek relief, then this quilt is unfortunate."
Guarding the people you like, doing what you can do, waiting for two or three more years, what does it matter if you wait for twenty or Chinese New Year's Eve years.
Even if he doesn't marry in his life, or marries someone else, can I watch him from afar and accompany him?"
"Brother Ziyou won't agree."
After listening to Jin Zhi's words, Song Yuchen actually felt that he had never really understood Jin Zhi.
In their eyes, Jin Zhi is a big lady who is well cared for, and she is Chen Ziyou's spoiled sister in the palm of her hand, she is proud, rude, obedient and even a little willful.
But such an eldest lady can actually say that she is willing to guard him for the sake of Yin Yulin, who she likes, and it seems that when looking at feelings and life, Jin Zhi has her own broad vision.
"But this is my whole life, if my brother really likes me to be happy and wants me to be happy, he won't force me to do things I don't like."
Jin Zhi smiled innocently, her eyes seemed to be flashing with countless little stars, her open-mindedness was just to make herself better, what could she do, the one she liked seemed to be born not to like anyone.
"Things in this world, is there only right and wrong, I like Brother Yulin, I chose a path that looks lonely, but allows me to breathe a sigh of relief, and I can live this life in a very relaxed way, what's wrong, it's just that it's different from thousands of people, but those people, who are married and have children, do they really have feelings and live happily in life, it's not terrible to lack a person in life, what is terrible is that there is no emotion for a long period of suffering, and each other is torture" In the car, Gao Ji had already woken up vaguely when Jin Zhi walked out.
He couldn't make a sound, so he could only lie groggily, but he listened to the words of Jin Zhi and Song Yuchen into his ears.
It's not terrible to lack a person in life, but it's terrible to have a long torment without feelings, and it's torture for each other Gao Ji felt depressed in his heart, and there was a particularly sad emotion that kept churning, but he couldn't express it anymore.
It was uncomfortable, as if a large piece of my heart had been taken away, and there was a pain in my chest.
He couldn't make a sound, he didn't know how to put it into words, he didn't even understand why it was so uncomfortable all of a sudden.
It seems that in the past, which has long been forgotten, there was also a girl who was as innocent as Chen Jinzhi, as weak as if she needed someone to protect her to survive, but she had an unusually tenacious heart, and their strength made an old man who was bowed down in front of the world and life feel ashamed.
Yes, Hui Niang was also such a woman. lost his mother since he was a child, lived with his father, and until his stepmother came in, even his only father changed There is no comfort and understanding in life, and she has to grow up quickly from a small child in a short time so as not to attract disgust.
But no matter what she does, she can't get care and love Huiniang's father doesn't really care about her, it's just that he cares more about his wife and children, and for this daughter who seems to be "very sensible", he can only accumulate more and more debts little by little, until this guilt is like a wound engraved in his heart, gradually healing, gradually scabbing, becoming more and more hard, and it becomes a matter of course, and it becomes a blind eye.
But Gao Ji is not like this.
"But what happened to him during this day, he was still begging in your house yesterday, hoping that you could help him catch or even kill Hui Niang's soul.
Leaving Qingwu City is also almost before dinner, with his temperament, he must rush back to make dinner for his mother and sister, make a good meal, eat a good meal, clean up, and then go back to rest Is it last night" Jin Zhi pondered repeatedly when something might go wrong, "Could it be last night, Hui Niang's soul came back and frightened him, so he insisted that there was a ghost" "When he found Chen's house, it was this afternoon, and didn't Uncle Chen say that he stood at the gate for a long time before he came up and knocked on the door, if he bumped into Hui Niang's ghost last night, he must have rushed to Qingwu City early in the morning to find us for help, and it would not have been delayed until the afternoon.
Besides, what was he thinking during the time he was standing outside the gate, and since he was here to ask for help, why didn't he go in and make it clear.
Song Yuchen gave her a wake-up call.
"That's right," said Jin Zhi, "since he came to ask for help, he must have come as soon as he had an accident."
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