Six days ago Hui Niang stood alone by the river, and she hugged herself tightly, almost falling into a kind of powerless despair.
With her hands on her lower abdomen and tiredness on her face, she looked even more haggard.
By noon, the weather was a little warmer, not as cold as last night, and it was so cold that she almost passed out several times.
The shoes were worn out and covered in mud.
There is no way, the medicine she has taken for many years has hurt her body, her ankles have changed, she can't wear shoes at all, half of her feet are exposed outside, and her legs can't walk, this night she can't remember how she dragged these two legs to Qiao's house, and walked back, her heels were grinding to rotten, and the cold wind drilled from the wound to the crack of the bone.
With her physical condition, the child she conceived with great difficulty this time doesn't know if she can keep it.
But she really wanted to give birth to this child, just for Gao Ji, for the sake of her husband, she knew that her body was not as good as day by day, maybe in two years, her condition deteriorated and she would die.
If they can leave a child and let Gao Ji have some sustenance, maybe this is the trust of their four-year relationship.
She doesn't blame Gao Ji.
Sometimes she complains, but she still knows that Gao Ji is just tired, not that she doesn't love her anymore.
Her illness has become his biggest burden, the condition is getting worse and worse every year, Gao Ji has to work harder and do more things, he could have been exempt from this, but he has never wanted to give up, he will be tired, he will want to be free, but Gao Ji dragged his tired body back to her every day, but he never wanted to cut off her medicine once She said to Gao Ji, "Don't buy medicine anymore, I don't want to live as long as I want to take it, just live as long" But Gao Ji didn't give up on her, he stayed by her side, crying like a child.
He was reluctant, and blamed himself for not being able to save him, so he could only delay it for a day, "Just when I'm selfish, when I'm selfish, I know you're uncomfortable, I know you're in pain."
But I'm scared, I'm afraid you'll just leave, even if I know you're hard, I want you to live, I want you to live, I want you to live."
She hugged Gao Ji, and the two of them cried together.
In my lifetime, I was able to meet Gao Ji.
She can bear all the grievances I just thought that one day she would die, and what would I do if I left Gao Ji alone Xiaoyun guarded her door, relaying the words of Gao Ji's mother who insulted her sentence by sentence, and saw her vomit with her own eyes, so Xiaoyun knew that she was pregnant.
Hui Niang didn't want Xiaoyun to tell Gao Ji's mother about this, she hadn't thought about it yet, and she hadn't even recovered from the previous miscarriage experience, she was afraid that the child would not be able to be saved Instead, Xiaoyun threatened her, "If you don't make me new clothes, I won't be able to give birth to your child." ” She was scared.
She always thought that Xiaoyun was just ignorant, and Xiaoyun was just spoiled by Gao Da Niang.
But she didn't expect Xiaoyun to be so ruthless, threatening her with the child in her belly Aunt Gao's scolding continued, scolding her for not being angry and scolding her for being useless. scolded her for delaying Gao Ji, scolded her for spending all the money, and put all the responsibility on her head. plus the threat of Xiaoyun, plus Gao Ji's late return Huiniang gritted her teeth, and when Gao Da Niang and Xiao Yun fell asleep, she ran out of Gao Ji's house alone, and she wanted to beg her father to promise to sell the big cow first, so that she could at least give them a little money, even if it was borrowed. can make Gao Ji not so hard for the time being, she can stay at home to take care of her and the child, she needs money, at least the money to give birth to this child.
The only thing she could think of was that even after Gao Ji learned of her illness, he agreed to her father Qiaobo's conditions and bought a big cow that their family couldn't use as a dowry.
And this is the fundamental reason why Gao Ji is now difficult to turn over and can stop and rest, for that big cow, Gao Ji really owes a lot of money, and he works hard to pay off these debts, and works hard to earn money to treat her.
She just hoped that her father would be considerate of them.
But as soon as she made this request, Erniang was annoyed when she heard that the married girl wanted to sell the only big cow in the family, and even pushed her out of the house.
"It's impossible to sell cattle, there is just such a cow at home, waiting for your brother to marry a daughter-in-law, sell the cattle, what will your brother do, what will the family do" "Dad, Erniang, we don't have so much land, and we don't need such a big cow, and we sell the cow first, and change it to a smaller one, which can also help my father work in the field.
And Rong Gaolang has paid off the debt, let us slow down, and when we have money, we will definitely buy a bigger one for our younger brother. ” "When you have the money, you can't wait until the next life," Erniang shouted, "Anyway, the cow must not be bought, your family owes debts and it is your family's business, your father and I raised you so big, Gao Ji married you, how can you give us some compensation, this is what we deserve, you marry someone else's family, you are a member of someone's family, and you ran back to force your father to sell cattle, dreaming" "Erniang, it's just that it's too tired to replace the big cow with the little calf Gao Lang first, and we have to pay back the money we owe at the time, and we have to treat me again, we really don't have the money to raise a child."
"If the child has no money, don't give birth, just the Gaoji family, they are all poor like that, and they still want children, what are the problems, they still want to pull our family" "You can't say that about you Hui'er" Qiao Bo still felt sorry for his daughter after all, and persuaded his daughter-in-law while pulling him back.
"Come on, you" Erniang is so good at talking, and pushed Qiao Bo away, "The good girl you raised is now married to someone else's family and has become a member of other people's families, but she helped the Gao Ji family to start calculating our family's things, I tell you, the Qiao family's things are all Xiao Zhuo's, don't worry about any of you" "You" didn't wait for Qiao Bo to speak, and the second mother went back to the house angrily, slamming the door shut.
Qiao Bo sighed, "Alas, Hui'er, it's Dad who is sorry for you, if you want to blame Daddy, blame Dad."
Our family did deceive Gao Ji, but this cow is also Gao Ji willing to give us The cow really can't be sold, our family is just this cow, and we are waiting for your brother to marry a daughter-in-law in the future, otherwise you will think of other ways. ” "Dad, I really can't help it.
I have a child, I want to give birth to him, Gao Ji in order to make money to pay off the debt owed by this cow, every day early and late return, I am afraid that if there is a mistake, I and the child will be dead" Hui Niang begged bitterly.
"The child can wait for two years to regenerate, and your current situation is not good.
In this way, after two years, Gao Ji will pay off all the money, and you will give birth to the child again" Qiao Bo didn't dare to offend his arrogant daughter-in-law, so he could only wronged his married daughter.
It's just that she already has a child, and she can't wait for Qingwu to talk about it :