Goji sat in the courtyard for a whole night, and he used this night to remember all four years of his life.
From the surprise when he first met Hui Niang, the youth and twist when he was married, the pretending to be calm when he gave her earrings, the joy and tears when he married her and entered the door, the recklessness when he first lived together and the collapse when he lost his first child gradually became tired and cooled happiness, he turned over and pretended to be asleep and deliberately left Hui Niang behind him at a loss In the past four years, all these big and small things have appeared one after another in the memories, some are happy, some are sad, some are sweet, and there are silent Gao Ji moved his mouth, stayed up all night, his mouth was dry, and he couldn't speak, he tried to stand up, but he struggled several times, and had to give up because of powerlessness "Do you want to help him?"
Jin Zhi is still kind after all.
"Let him do it himself, for now, we can't help him with anything."
Song Yuchen said.
Finally, after tossing for a long time, Gao Ji turned over and lay at the mouth of the well to startle Jin Zhi, thinking that he was looking for a short time, but before Jin Zhi was about to rush up, Song Yuchen stopped her.
Jin Zhi was so anxious that he could only continue to watch.
Fortunately, Gao Ji held the well, and it was not in vain to make a long day's efforts, and finally let him stand up, looking at the weakness of his legs and feet, and the appearance of blackening his eyes, this night, Gao Ji from a young man who didn't know anything seemed to suddenly become a middle-aged man with vicissitudes of pace "Where is he going?"
Jin Zhi watched Gao Ji leaving, not knowing what he was going to do.
"Let him go."
Song Yuchen seemed to know everything, and he had expected this from the beginning, "What you lose by yourself, you always have to find it yourself." ” "What I lost" Jin Zhi thought carefully about Song Yuchen's words, and vaguely thought of something.
They followed Gao Ji, who stumbled all the way, fell to the ground several times, rolled around, or lay on the spot for a while, rubbing his face vigorously to sober himself up, and after a while, he got up again and continued to walk forward.
This section of the road was not long, but Song Yuchen and Jin Zhi walked far behind Gao Ji, stunned for almost half an hour.
Seeing Gao Ji walk to the shed where Hui Niang's body was displayed, Jin Zhi's guess was once again confirmed Gao Ji did not rush in directly, but fell to his knees in front of the shed with a thud, his hands covering his face, crying so hard that he could not straighten his waist, this time, only the tears that fell from between his fingers from time to time, but he no longer howled and cried as he did the night before.
Kneeling in front of the shed and crying for a while, Gao Ji staggered to the side and stood up, and then walked in slowly, step by step.
Song Yuchen stopped Jin Zhi, who was about to follow, "Let them stay by themselves for a while." ” Jin Zhi turned his head, looked at Song Yuchen's eyes, and suddenly understood that Jin Zhi suddenly smiled, and then dispelled the idea of going with the past, "Actually, you already knew what was going on." ” "Hmm."
Song Yuchen responded.
"When," Kanezhi asked.
"That day, he knelt down and begged me to let me take Hui Niang's soul."
Song Yuchen said.
Jin Zhi recalled, she probably remembered what happened that day, "How come, what Gao Ji said that day was obviously very excessive, you really saw it from that day" "At that time, I was just suspicious, although he begged me to take his wife's soul, but when I saw his eyes, he didn't want to kill his wife."
Song Yuchen said, "When you want to kill someone, you won't be so hesitant, but it's never as vicious as Gao Ji shows."
He was afraid that Hui Niang was true, but more, maybe he was afraid that he would never see him again. ” "What are you talking about" Jin Zhi became more and more confused, what did Song Yuchen mean by this, what does it mean to be scared is true" What do you mean, in fact, although he was afraid that Hui Niang would turn into a demon and come back to ask for his life, but in fact, he was afraid that he would never see Hui Niang again, so he came to beg you to help him catch Hui Niang" Why is this so winding, just like Gao Ji's mind, she has never understood it.
"Gao Ji loves his wife deeply in his heart."
Song Yuchen stared at the grass shed, even if there were more words, there was only a sigh left.
The people who love the most are always owed to each other, Gao Ji refuses to admit that he has treated Hui Niang badly, why not want to relieve the regret he left in his heart, what he has done to Hui Niang, in fact, he doesn't know in his heart, it is precisely because of those behaviors that he thinks he is guilty, so that he is weak. obviously wanted to see it in her heart, but she was afraid that she would hate him and refuse to appear.
"People are contradictory."
After Song Yuchen finished speaking, he looked at Jin Zhi with an unfathomable smile.
Jin Zhi seems to understand whether he understands or not, "You people seem to be living a clear life, but in fact, you are all stupid." ” Song Yuchen's smile became clearer, "How do you say it." ” "Confused, what's wrong."
She said.
"The facts are all figured out, aren't you tired?"
"You're right."
Song Yuchen actually agreed with Jin Zhi's statement, "But some things, if you figure it out, it's better than being encouraged for the rest of your life."
Just like Gao Ji and Hui Niang, if they had made it clear from the beginning, wouldn't there have been so many misunderstandings?"
"Then do you know why there are always so many misunderstandings between people, especially between men and women" Jin Zhi rarely put on a preachy appearance in front of Song Yuchen, "Some relationships don't have to be so reasonable, because it doesn't make sense in the first place, not everyone can be like Yu Ji Xiaochun, the more you care, the easier it is to worry."
For example, Brother Yulin and I, I am worried about whether he eats or not, I am also worried about whether he drinks water, I am even more worried about the smell of alcohol on his body, who he drinks with, which restaurant he went to, when he drank, who is with him, when they start, when they end, how much he drank, whether he drank more or less than the people at the same table, what they talked about, why they talked about this, what kind of clothes did he wear today, did he wear the one I gave him, Did he wear the one I gave because he accepted me, so he was willing to wear it in front of his friends, and he didn't wear the one I gave because he didn't like the eye style I sent, or because I gave it to him, and he didn't want to wear it in front of others" Song Yuchen listened to Jin Zhi's chatter about those intoxicating troubles, and couldn't help but reach out and support his forehead, "Are girls like this?"
"Nope."
Jin Zhi sighed, "Only the one who likes you especially in his heart will be like this."
It seems that they are mediocre people who disturb themselves, and they won't even say anything in front of you, and they will treat you coldly, but in fact, in my heart, I have already thought about all the problems.
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