Zheng Yu listened attentively, as if he was in the middle of the story, feeling his father's incomparably heroic moments.
"Zheng Yu" Zheng Yu looked up at him when he heard the sound.
"Do you know the Qingwu Order" Yin Yulin thought to himself for a moment and asked solemnly.
"Qingwu Order" Zheng Yu recalled carefully, "What is that?"
"Qingwu Order is the highest honor of our Qingwu City.
Back then, the fathers stopped the conspiracy of the Yin soldiers to enter the realm in the capital, and the award awarded by the Holy Lord to Qingwu City not only proved the status of Qingwu City, but also made an agreement that we could do things outside without any constraints.
Yin Yulin explained, "As soon as the Qingwu order is issued, even the prime minister of the dynasty will be forced to give in."
Although the people of Qingwu City have not entered the imperial court, and there are no officials and no positions, the Qingwu Order is the power that all of us in Qingwu City can be admired in the imperial court. ” "Zheng Yu really doesn't seem to have any impression at all."
Qingwu Order, is it something?"
"Hmm."
Yin Yulin nodded and admitted, "It's a token, this Qingwu Order was originally held by your father Uncle Zheng, but because of its special power, it was coveted by some unscrupulous people After the accident in your family, the whereabouts of this Qingwu Order are unknown." ” "Yes, is it because of the Qingwu Order?"
Zheng Yu had obvious emotional ups and downs, and when he spoke, his breath seemed to have lost its original rhythm.
"Zheng Yu" Yin Yulin just wanted to tell him what he knew, the clues about the Zheng family's murder, but he still overestimated Zheng Yu, but he didn't expect Zheng Yu to act out of control after learning about these things.
He immediately got up and bypassed the bookcase to try to get closer to Zheng Yu Zheng Yu jumped up in one step, hit the wall, and fell.
He stretched out his hand to stop Yin Yulin from getting closer to him, and his face became very bad.
"Don't come here."
"Zheng Yu, I just hope you can understand the truth, I don't want to hide it from you.
I know that these things hit you hard, but you have to cheer up, but whatever is the truth about the Zheng family's death, you must bear it."
Yin Yulin never expected that Zheng Yu's reaction would be so big.
"Don't come here."
Zheng Yu raised his head abruptly and looked at him, there seemed to be some uncertainty in his eyes, his tone seemed to be pleading with Yin Yulin, "Yulin, don't come here, I don't want to hurt you, but I can't control myself now" "It's fine."
Yin Yulin was frightened, and hurriedly looked outside the room, and there was no one who could help deliver a message.
Zheng Yu's reaction was too great, and after learning that Qingwu Ling was related to his Zheng family's tragedy, a wave of fear and anger in his heart almost made him collapse.
Yin Yulin's miscalculation caused Zheng Yu to be hit hard in a moment, he felt very sad and guilty, "Zheng Yu, don't be afraid if it's okay."
I, we're all still with you."
Zheng Yu hugged himself tightly, and some scattered fragments that had been buried in the depths of his memory emerged, and he seemed to have suddenly returned to the moment when the Zheng family was slaughtered Dead people everywhere, everywhere "Zheng Yu Zheng Yu" Yin Yulin approached him carefully step by step, close at hand, looking at his helplessness and fear, but he didn't know how to share his pain at this moment.
The hand reached out to him, longing to cross the barrier of his self-preservation, to reach the soul that needed to be appeased.
Zheng Yu is like a lonely child, the fear of the year invaded again, the death of his family, or the confusion of the unknown, and the anger of the murderer, he wrapped himself up and refused everything from outside.
"Yulin, I don't want to hurt you" "No, you won't hurt me."
Yin Yulin broke through his layer by layer protection, grabbed his arm, leaned forward, and wanted to appease him, Zheng Yu turned around and hugged him coldly to his chest.
Yin Yulin had never been in contact with anyone like this, he was frightened by Zheng Yu's actions, but when he came back to his senses, he couldn't push him away.
He couldn't do it, he could deeply feel everything about Zheng Yu at this moment, and he couldn't easily leave him alone.
Perhaps, Zheng Yu was originally different from others for him.
Yin Yulin let out a sigh of relief, letting go of the dilemma, his hand fell on Zheng Yu's back and brushed it gently.
"It's okay, Zheng Yu has everything in the past.
You have grown up, you are very brave now, no one will come to hurt you again" stiff reassurance, he didn't know how to comfort Zheng Yu from the nightmare.
They are trapped in a nightmare called the past, where a demon is locked, a demon that is so powerful that it is impossible to defeat, and it looks like they were when they were young, but they will never be able to untie their knots to face.
"Zheng Yu, after eighteen years, I know that you can't let go, and I won't persuade you to let go, because I understand your feelings, and I also understand that some things are not so easy to untie and let go.
We carry the weight forward, carry the heavy past, want to hide the incompetent and cowardly self in the memory, we resist from the heart to go back to the past, every inspiration that may mention the past will make us fall into deep fear, do not resist to recall everything, do not resist you try to accept, accept everything that is originally hidden in your memory, relax, little by little to adapt, only then will you not be seen by anyone your weaknesses" That extremely powerful Zheng Yu, who was always able to turn into a giant wolf and fight side by side with them at a critical moment, was now lying helplessly on Yin Yulin's shoulder like a child "Yulin killed the people of my Zheng family, is it really for the Qingwu order in my father's hand?"
"Hmm" Yin Yulin was not ready, but when he heard Zheng Yu's words, he still told Zheng Yu the truth he knew, "Chen Erbo and I both suspect that someone wants to use the Qingwu Order to do something that we can't imagine so far, so in order to get the Qingwu Order, we don't hesitate to kill everyone in the Zheng family." ” "Who is he, who is he, he wants to take away the Qingwu Order" Zheng Yu asked indignantly, he didn't completely calm down, every time he thought that the Qingwu Order was related to the Zheng family's past, his mind frantically integrated many pictures of childhood memories.
"In that story just now, there was a person named Jiang Taiwei.
He once took in Uncle Zheng when he was a teenager, and has always wanted to use the power of demons to complete his ambitions, there is a secret organization in Beijing that is controlled in his hands, and the composition of this organization is the demons who come together for different purposes, they are instructed by Jiang Taiwei to do things Uncle Zheng was initially aware of it, and once wanted to leave him, but "Qingwu Demon Strange Talk
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