On the third day of the Yin family's funeral, Yin Yulin woke up early in the morning, stood in front of the bronze mirror and saw his emaciated appearance clearly, and pressed his red and swollen eyes, but it seemed to have no effect.
Taking a deep breath and trying to hold back the tears that kept pouring out, I opened the door and walked out.
Jin Zhi came very early, waited at the door, and heard Zheng Yu say that it was easy for him to cry all night before he fell asleep, so he couldn't bear to disturb him.
"You're here."
The tone is as bland as possible, and it inevitably reveals some emotions.
"Hmm."
Jin Zhi nodded, and couldn't help but confirm behind him, everyone else was busy in front of the mourning hall, and there were too many things to prepare, Chen Ziyou told her that two days ago, people in Qingwu City who had been favored by the fourth uncle came one after another to send the fourth uncle on his last journey, and today, probably a few people from the surrounding city should come.
"Are you alright?"
"It's fine."
His eyes hardly dared to look directly at the golden branch, for fear that he would not be able to help but waste his efforts again.
"Actually, it's useless to persuade you at this time.
But you have to come out on your own and don't be too sad.
Jin Zhi was distressed, if it weren't for fate, now the Yin family in front of Yin Yulin, who had lost a lot of weight in just a few days, was once the "man" she had admired for many years, thinking of this, Jin Zhi was still a little uncomfortable.
"Actually, I'm worried about you.
I also deliberately chose to come when they were not there, for fear that if someone else was there, I would inevitably show some embarrassment, and it would be bad if people noticed.
But, it seems, in front of you, I still can't act as if nothing has happened."
"Golden Branch" Yin Yulin knew that by this time, it was too late to say anything.
The apology to Jin Zhi is no longer something that words can express.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me."
Jin Zhi is very generous, and after experiencing so many things, she also sees it.
"I think, I've loved you for so many years, and it always takes time to downplay it all.
I believe that one day, I can stand in front of you with a smile, as carefree as before, but until then, please, you must take care of my Yulin brother, can you not let him get hurt, don't make him sad Please you, otherwise I will always be worried and can't help but want to care. ” "Okay."
Two lines of tears fell, and putting it down is sometimes far more than picking it up.
"Can you hug me," Jin Zhi said cautiously, "just once." ” Just once so that she can say goodbye to the person she has loved for so many years.
Forever bury "Yin Yulin" and some past events in my heart, they have been together for many years, but they haven't even had a formal hug, if you look back on it many years later, it will be a pity.
Let her leave a happy ending in this youthful memory.
Yin Yulin hesitated a little and stood there in a daze.
Jin Zhi's eyes were filled with tears, and he barely squeezed out a smile, walked over, and leaned on Yin Yulin's arms.
When she put her head on Yin Yulin's shoulder, she couldn't stop crying anymore Jin Zhi sobbed softly in his arms, and Yin Yulin swallowed his tears and slowly, wrapped his arms around her shoulders Once, she fantasized countless times that she wanted to marry into the Yin family and become this man's wife. wants to be with him for the rest of her life, to guard him, to have children for him, but now, she has to say goodbye to this relationship and has to let go This is the first time, Yin Yulin hugged her simply because of her, and it will be the last time, after today, everything is back to the beginning, and she must let go.
Spring drizzle, morning mist Before I could explain it clearly, the daughter's heart was over How she longed for this embrace.
How much I long for Yin Yulin to be able to hold her quietly like now At this time, he was dressed in plain clothes and filial piety, so pale that he was not real.
Jin Zhi suddenly jumped away from his embrace, caught off guard, put away her sadness, and wiped away her tears, as cheerful and kind as she had always been.
She smiled, how beautiful it was in the breeze Yin Yulin's heart was a little sour.
"If you were a man, would you like me?"
Jin Zhi couldn't help it, but still asked.
Yin Yulin hesitated slightly, obviously not ready.
But Jin Zhi's eyes were so bright, so expecting him to smile slightly, "Yes." ” Jin Zhi breathed a sigh of relief and was satisfied.
"The next time we meet, we're going to forget about today and become friends again in a new capacity, okay?"
Yin Yulin nodded, "Okay." ” Jin Zhi had no regrets, she turned around and walked out, but the moment she turned her back, tears suddenly flowed out Didn't stop, just kept walking, how could it not matter if you continued to walk.
For more than ten years, liking him has become a daily habit of her life, and for him, she strives to become a person who can walk into their lives; For him, she tried to make herself good, just to be able to look at him more closely; For him, she did some wrong things, and thought that neither of them would forgive her, but he forgave her; For him How many memories can there be in more than ten years, and how much time will it take to erase all this from memory little by little.
Today, let her treat him as the personable Brother Yulin for the last time, love him greedily for the last time, and then hide this heart forever Walking out of the courtyard and walking along the corridor to a secluded place, when he was sure that Yin Yulin would not see it, Jin Zhi suddenly collapsed and cried loudly.
What to do, what to do Her Yulin brother really won't come back.
Every moment in the future, she will see an identical face, but it is not her Yulin brother Song Yuchen didn't expect to meet Jin Zhi here, let alone see Jin Zhi crying so embarrassed.
However, he could probably imagine that Jin Zhi's mood walked over at this moment, standing silently behind Jin Zhi.
Jin Zhi noticed someone, turned around, and saw a familiar figure with teary eyes, but now, she didn't have time to stop the tears from continuing to flow, her heart hurt so much that it hurt even when she breathed, so she could only lean on the side weakly, "I, I know, I should let go I know better than everyone else, how good he is to me, it's just that he can't like me, he can't marry me, I know, I should let go generously, and then wish him to find his happiness, but I really can't do it now, I can't help it, Yuchen, what should I do" "If you can't do it, don't do it, and wait until one day, when you can accept the truth calmly, and then remember all this."
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Thinking of the underworld, Yin Yulin struggled to break free from the illusion, "Jin Zhi, in the past ten years, you haven't liked the wrong person, Yin Yulin is good enough, and it is reasonable for you to like him."
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