"What does this mean" Yin Yulin was a little confused, but he could hear Zheng Yu's dissatisfaction with this matter.
"I know that you don't like to be close to people, but you and " Zheng Yu almost blurted out his dissatisfaction, but he was at least sober, he knew that some things were not what Yin Yulin wanted, he was too careful, and he didn't know what kind of identity to care about.
"That's right, that's right.
It's all brothers, who do you want to be close to, who don't you want to be close, it's just your own will, we, we" "Who are you willing to be close to, who are you not willing to be close to" Yin Yulin found that Zheng Yu's words sometimes cannot be analyzed on the surface, because Zheng Yu's expression is different from ordinary people, and he himself may not know very well what he wants to express, and the complexity of emotions is often difficult to describe in a few words.
"You said it as if I was deliberately getting close to someone and alienating someone."
That's what he meant.
"So, who do you think I'm close to, making you unhappy" If you want to be close, after Zheng Yu appeared, Zheng Yu, who suddenly walked into everyone's life, naturally became closer to him, and if he was estranged, Yin Yulin did not deliberately alienate anyone.
"Still, do you think I've alienated and neglected someone, and made someone unhappy?"
"I, I am" Zheng Yu struggled with his inner self with difficulty, trying his best to express the meaning of "I".
"You, I" "If you want to say that between you brothers, the closest I have gotten is nothing more than you and Xiaochun" Yin Yulin personally admitted that Zheng Yu and Xiaochun were the closest people to him, "When Uncle Di Liu died, it was I who brought Xiaochun back, and he watched his father being torn to pieces by the demon and fainting to the side, and he was timid from then on.
I regarded him as my own brother, and he was willing to trust me, so he was closer than the other brothers.
As for you, you are the son of Uncle Zheng, you have been wandering outside for nearly twenty years, far away from the world, and it seems out of place when you return to Qingwu City, so you want to take care of it more" Zheng Yu pressed his uncomfortable chest, "You, it's because I'm pitiful that you want to be close to me."
"Half and half, the other brothers are all adults, everyone can take care of themselves, and they all have their own independent lives, and naturally they know how to maintain some proportions.
Only you and Xiaochun seem to need someone to take care of the most" Yin Yulin said calmly, all along, he can analyze every emotion so calmly and clearly, so that he can restrain too many unnecessary emotions.
But when he saw Zheng Yu, he still couldn't bear it in his heart, "When you just returned to Qingwu City, when we were collecting clues about walking corpses in the mountains, we mistakenly thought that you were a wolf demon who broke into by mistake, and we joined forces to bring you back."
If there is no sympathy at all, it is impossible, you could have lived well, like each of us, but because of a disaster that year, you lost everything, out of human feelings, and I was thinking at that time, how heartbroken Uncle Zheng would be if he knew that his son had suffered this. ” Zheng Yu also heard Yin Yulin talk about his heart for the first time, and at the same time he was at a loss, he was a little moved.
"Back then, I know very well how my parents survived those days after the Yin family's accident.
I watched my other self die in the fire, I was afraid, I was always afraid to try hard, I tried to stand up, and I told myself that the same thing must not happen again.
Koharu, just like me once was, trembling and fearful, I protected him, and I could feel at least a little comfort.
The people I couldn't protect at the time, when I finally had the ability to protect, I couldn't go back.
If he hadn't died, everything would have been different now, Yin Yulin is alive, Yin Yutang is alive If Yutang stands in front of you and knows that you have gone through this, what will happen.
They must be very happy to know that you are coming back, not deliberately keeping themselves unwilling to get close to them, but when that kind of thing happens, I am afraid, I am afraid, I am also afraid that because of me, it will affect other people."
If it's right, that's fine.
If, as he did at the beginning, he chose the wrong path, and his fellow brothers chose to support him, he was not afraid of his own death, but of fear Zheng Yu looked at him fixedly, his breathing gradually reached the same frequency as Yin Yulin, and there was a dull pain in his chest, at this time, he could clearly feel the pain that Yin Yulin suppressed in his heart.
It turned out to be like this, enough to destroy the delicate and weak body.
"You've always been in this mood, are you alive?"
His eyes were already full of light, but the moment he spoke, his calm mind was shaken.
Yin Yulin barely squeezed out a smile and quietly wiped away his tears.
"Actually, it's not bad" "Yulin."
Zheng Yu suddenly got up and squatted in front of him, Yin Yulin was really taken aback by his sudden move.
I saw that Zheng Yu's eyebrows were full of worry and pain, "I won't let you bear it alone in the future, no matter what happens, I will be with you."
With me, don't be afraid, I will protect you" I'll protect you.
Forever.
It turns out that everything I felt before was not an illusion.
Yin Yulin's despair, his haggardness, has always been there, Yin Yulin, who seems to be the most gentle and kind, lacks a hole in his heart, is so cold that it makes people feel cold, and he keeps falling towards the hell on the other side.
But now it seems that everything is okay, Zheng Yu's appearance, he didn't know anything, but he still used his simplicity to plug the gap in Yin Yulin's heart.
At least, for now, Yin Yulin will not continue to fall I was awakened by a thunderclap in a daze, and it was still dark outside.
Yin Yulin was only wrapped in Zheng Yu's coat, but he didn't feel very cold at all.
Zheng Yu, who was lying together and sleeping in a hug, was sleeping deeply, he was half naked, but perhaps because of the werewolf blood, the temperature from his body was very warm.
Yin Yulin's fingers gently slid across Zheng Yu's brow, stroking the tail of Zheng Yu's brow If you meet him not as Yin Yulin, but as Yin Yutang, will it be different?
In my heart, I like Zheng Yu.
Even if there is no agreement between the two families back then, Zheng Yu's simplicity and persistence will make him excited.
Just like at that time, he suddenly broke into their lives, did Yin Yulin take action to lower Zheng Yu from that moment, and this period of karma was destined between them.
But now, Yin Yulin has a lot of worries in his heart, what kind of feelings does Zheng Yu have for him.
Zheng Yu's promise to him, perhaps, is it just because he is regarded as his closest brother Zheng Yu didn't know that he was not Yin Yulin, naturally, it was impossible to have any reverie about him.
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When the truth is revealed, Zheng Yu's promise will still be there, and whether he is willing to accept the truth behind himself.
Yin Yulin couldn't help but think about these.
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