Yu Ce woke up from his sinking dream again, and when he turned his head sideways, he saw Yin Yulin sitting on the side.
This is probably the best consolation after the nightmare.
Today's situation is good, he is no longer as unable to restrain his emotions as he was two days ago, and after gradually calming down, he keeps recalling what he said to Yin Yulin that day. thought that Yin Yulin would never see him again.
Tentatively, Yu Ce stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to hold something.
Yin Yulin, who was out of his mind, immediately noticed his movements, "Yu Ce, you're awake" stepped forward and helped Yu Ce up.
"Why are you here" Yu Ce's voice was hoarse and very weak.
He hadn't eaten anything for the past two days, but he was poured a decoction, and his mouth was so bitter that his throat seemed to be on fire.
"Jin Zhi went to grab the medicine, and everyone else was busy, so" Yin Yulin probably thought that Yu Ce might not be ready to face him again, after saying those words last time, there was a lot more life between them.
"I see."
Yu Ce's answer was careless, obviously coping, and he couldn't help but want to explain the events of that day, "You, are you okay?"
"I'm fine."
Yin Yulin thought he was asking if he had nothing to do today.
"I've taken care of everything, you don't have to worry, let's take a good rest.
Are you hungry or not, or I'll let someone."
"That's not what I'm asking."
Yu Ce looked away, since he had to make it clear sooner or later, he didn't want to drag it out any longer.
The longer it drags on, the more difficult it is to talk about some things, and he doesn't want to continue to be separated from Yin Yulin.
Yin Yulin also quickly reacted, and Yu Ce had something else to say.
"Is there anything you want to say?"
Yu Ce asked.
Yin Yulin's mood was not good, because until Yu Ce said those words, he didn't realize that Yu Ce was in the know, and Yu Ce had always known his secret for so many years, and he had always kept it a secret for him because of it.
"Maybe there is, it's just that it's too sudden, and I want to say a lot, but I can't even figure it out for a while.
I didn't expect it to be really unexpected, so it was very unexpected and very" The expression on Yu Ce's face was a little struggling, "Is it because I know about you, or because I said I love you" "Both."
Yin Yulin did not hide all his feelings about this matter.
"All the while I thought I was hiding well enough that no one found out.
Even I was about to believe that I was Yin Yulin.
Until you say" "I didn't mean to know your secret."
After Yu Ce finished speaking, he said, "However, I don't regret it. ” "I understand." understands Yu Ce's situation, after all, Yu Ce has never told anyone, not even his own brother Yu Jie doesn't know.
Yu Ce was still young when he learned this secret, and you can imagine how helpless he was at that time.
This matter itself has nothing to do with Yu Ce, it is nothing more than because Yu Ce accidentally knew this secret, so it has more relevance from then on.
"Thank you for not telling anyone about it."
Yin Yulin is at least grateful from the bottom of his heart, eighteen years, how difficult this secret is, he understands.
"Yulin, I'm not for Qingwu City, I'm for you."
Yu Ce still said, "Even if it is the only selfish act in my life, I want to help you." ” Even if he betrayed everything, he still chose to stay by Yin Yulin's side without hesitation.
"I'll look for an opportunity to make it clear to everyone.
Don't worry, I've already planned to wait until this time is over, and I'll find a suitable opportunity to tell you this secret.
"So, there's no need to hide it anymore.
"Yulin, I'm willing," Yu Ce said.
He did it for Yin Yulin willingly, and it had nothing to do with anyone else, even Qingwu City.
"I made it very clear that day.
Even if I was at the time" "Yu Ce, you were affected by the mandala poison that day, and you were delirious, and you didn't know what you were talking about.
I can understand, therefore, I will not take your words on that day seriously, and you need not mind because of this, and there will never be a third person besides you and me who knows what you said on that day.
Yin Yulin assured him that Yu Ce had hidden it for him for eighteen years, and he was willing to protect Yu Ce's face.
"No, what I said that day was certainly caused by emotions, but it was also sincere." thought that he would never have the opportunity to say something in this life, but it was precisely because he was poisoned and his emotions were out of control and his feelings were not suppressed that he was able to indulge in such a time.
Just this once, and probably only once in a lifetime.
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Yu Ce didn't think about covering up the past as "sick", even if it was only this time, he hoped that Yin Yulin would remember.
"Yulin, I don't ask you to accept me, and I don't want you to force yourself to do something, I just want you to understand that I like your heart, and I don't need you to reciprocate anything.
All of this, all of this, I willingly did for you.
Even just doing things with you as a friend is enough to satisfy me, and I don't dare to expect too much from that.
Yu Ce is very self-aware, and now he has lost the passionate emotions of that day, and he has calmed down a little, but there is a burst of bitterness in his heart, "Yulin, I said, no matter what decision you want to make, I will help you." ” I thought that Yu Ce would also take this matter with the flow and pretend to say it when he was out of control that day, but he didn't expect to "Yu Ce, in fact, I was also thinking about what you said at the time in the past two days, for me, in fact, I have never regarded you as someone other than my brother before."
You trust me enough, if I have anything, I will definitely be willing to discuss with you, for so many years, you are my friend, brother, teacher, family but I never thought that there would be other feelings than that.
In other words, when I decide to live for my brother, I have to give up everything I am Yin Yutang, including feelings, from that day on, I am Yin Yulin, not Yin Yutang, the youngest daughter of the Yin family."
So now, he can't tell what kind of feelings he has for Yu Ce.
Is there really more than friendship on the mind?
"Then you" Yu Ce suddenly reached out and grabbed him.
"I'll think about it again," Yin Yulin solemnly promised, unwilling to let Yu Ce's sincerity down so easily, "Now that I've decided to make this secret public, thinking about it, it will naturally take some effort to always go back to my original life, but you'll still help me, right?"
"Hmm."
Yu Ce will help him, no matter what happens.
In an instant, he noticed an unusual aura outside the door, "Who's outside." ” Yin Yulin looked sideways and went to open the door.
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