Haixiu clutched a pile of rolls, her fingers trembling slightly.
There are still ten minutes to go before the self-study is over, and he needs to send these papers down during recess.
There are twenty-eight people in this class, not counting himself, he only needs to send out twenty-seven papers, which is not difficult.
Time passed minute by minute, Haixiu's forehead was dripping with sweat, and he said to himself in his heart, this is not difficult, it has been a month since he transferred to the school, and he has already remembered the names of several classmates, such as his tablemate Wang Peng, such as Song Jiajia, the school committee sitting behind him, and then remove them, there are only twenty-five people left.
Haixiu's heart was beating faster, he could barely read, he wanted to go to the head teacher and tell her that he couldn't send it.
But the head teacher must be very disappointed in this way, the head teacher is so good to him, he can't do this, as the head teacher said, slowly, try to communicate with others, this is also a step in the treatment.
Yes, Hae-so is sick and socially impaired.
Also known as social phobia.
Of course, he was not born like this, although Haixiu was naturally introverted and shy, but he was not unable to communicate with people normally, and he got this disease because Haixiu suffered from cold violence on campus for a whole year when he was in junior high school.
The cause was just a trivial matter, Haixiu, who had always been among the top scorers, scribbled the wrong answer sheet during an exam, resulting in his English score of only 30 points, which seriously dragged down the average score of his class at that time.
It was the second final exam, and the students' grades were related to a lot of things, not to mention that Haixiu's class was the so-called "fast class" at that time, Haixiu's teacher angrily scolded Haixiu for a long time in front of the whole class, and repeatedly emphasized for a week that because Haixiu's efforts were in vain, he was the "sinner" of the class.
The result of the effort is their own grades, and the average grade of the class is only related to the teacher's salary and face, but the ignorant students can't think of this, and everyone is driven by the teacher's anger and begins to isolate Haixiu.
At first, no one wanted to share a table with Haixiu, no one wanted to talk to him, and when he was free in physical education class, Haixiu would always stand alone on the playground.
This kind of cold violence is often so groundless and illogical, but its lethality is always effective, and in the end, everyone is afraid to avoid Haixiu's things, his homework book is thrown aside at will, and everyone is not allowed to take the water from the public drinking fountain in the class, and some classmates will deliberately bypass it when they pass by Haixiu's seat.
At the beginning of the period, Hae-so thought that this situation would pass soon, and later he also wanted to tell his mother, but looking at his busy mother, he was worried that she would be sad, and the adolescent Hae-so was still a little difficult to talk about it, and the consequence of the delay was that he was not very good at communicating with people.
The teacher's eyes and the isolation of his classmates made Haixiu's grades plummet, and in the next exam, Haixiu did not make the wrong answer sheet, but his score was more than 100 points lower than last time.
Hae-so's teacher was even angrier.
At the class meeting, Haixiu's teacher criticized Haixiu by name again, her words were even harsher than last time, and in the end, she was even vaguely sarcastic, Haixiu was confused and messy because she followed her single mother.
Haixiu, who has always been docile and well-behaved, lifted her stool that day and smashed it on the teacher's head.
Perhaps it was a blessing in disguise that Haixiu was demerited because of this, calling parents, and Haixiu's mother finally knew that her son had endured a year of cold violence on campus.
The strong woman quickly went through the transfer procedures for her son, went to Hae-so's office before leaving, and greeted his whole family by the way after compensating for the medical expenses.
After the transfer, Haixiu's life was a little better, everyone was still a little interested in this transfer student at the beginning of the semester, and then saw that he didn't say a word every day, so he didn't care too much, Haixiu spent junior high school smoothly, and the first and second years of high school.
In the middle, Haixiu's mother took him to see a psychiatrist several times and also carried out some treatment, but the effect was mediocre.
In the third year of high school, Haixiu's mother was transferred to work, and she was not worried about leaving her children alone in her hometown, so after repeated consideration, despite the dissuasion of others, she brought Haixiu, who was already in her third year of high school, to the city where she is now working.
Then I transferred to my current class, and it's been a month.
Haixiu's current homeroom teacher is a woman in her forties, who subverts Haixiu's perception of "teacher", a word that is not so friendly to him.
The new head teacher is very strict and rarely laughs, Haixiu was very afraid of her at the beginning, but after learning about his situation, especially after reading the "confrontation and beating of the teacher" in his file, the head teacher did not be vigilant, did not contact Haixiu's previous school to inquire about the situation, but called him to the office as soon as possible and carefully inquired about his condition.
Haixiu stumbled and described his situation, and the new head teacher thought for a moment and said: "I won't force you to accept everyone at once, but you need to try to face the world again after all, maybe it's not as bad as what you were exposed to before, can you do me a favor?"
Haixiu felt the kindness of the new head teacher, nodded slightly, the always strict head teacher smiled gently, and handed him a stack of rolls: "Can you help me send yesterday's rolls down Our class capacity is small, more than 20 people, I feel you can, if you don't know something, you can try to ask your classmates?"
Hae-so instinctively wanted to refuse, but he still agreed.
There are still three minutes before the class ends, and the first class is the homeroom teacher's math class, and the class is going to talk about this paper, Haixiu's fingers are clenched tightly, and he bites his lip, as if he is about to reach the limit.
The class bell rang, and the class instantly became noisy, Haixiu took out a handkerchief and wiped his hands, his palms were a little sweaty, and he was worried that he would stain his classmates' papers.
Haixiu took a deep breath, got up, and first sent her own, the same table, and the back table curls, and felt a little more relaxed in her heart, Haixiu silently thought in her heart, there are still twenty-five, only twenty-five Haixiu has a good memory, even better than ordinary people, he basically remembers the students who have asked questions in class, and he also remembers the classmates who often walk by around him, fortunately, most of them are out of the classroom between classes, and Haixiu is a lot more relaxed, twenty, eighteen, and fifteen Haixiu suddenly felt that it was not so difficult, when the fifteenth volume was sent, the female classmate who sent it didn't look up and said thank you to him, Haixiu was very nervous at the time, but he didn't delay for long, so he followed up and said "It's okay", although the voice was very small, although the other party may not have heard it, but Haixiu felt that this feeling of normal communication with classmates was very good.
Haixiu's mood was much more relaxed, twelve, seven, five The corners of Haixiu's mouth twitched slightly, and he felt a sense of accomplishment that he had not felt for a long time.
Haixiu stood in the back row of the classroom, looking at the two rolls in his hand, and suddenly became nervous again.
The remaining two scrolls, he didn't know whose they belonged to.
Haixiu clearly remembers the order in which she sent the curls, and now there are only the middle position of the penultimate row and the window position in the second row that are not haired, but who are they One person is sleeping in the two seats, one person is not there, and there is no homework book with his name written on the table, do you want to ask Haixiu shook his head violently in his heart, the two boys were very tall, and he subconsciously didn't want to get close.
The class bell rang, Haixiu woke up like a dream, bit his lip, and sent out the two curls with intuition, he was worried that he would be stopped, worried that he would be laughed at if he couldn't speak clearly, and quickly returned to his position.
The head teacher stepped on the class bell and entered the classroom, she glanced around, looked at Hae-so, and saw that his cheeks were slightly red, and his eyes were a little excited.
The head teacher smiled in his heart and gave Haixiu an approving look, then straightened his face, asked a few words of discipline during the self-study yesterday night as usual, and began to talk about the papers.
Haixiu felt the teacher's affirmation, and he was much happier in his heart, he didn't dare to look back, but no one raised any objections in the past half a day, he should have guessed correctly Haixiu was glad and bowed his head to listen to the lecture with peace of mind.
In the penultimate row of the classroom, Feng Fei sat lazily, rubbed his eyes, picked up the roll, and frowned: "What kind of bird word is this?"
Feng Fei looked at the roll full of crosses on his table, his face was miserable, he turned his head to look at the owner of the penultimate row of rolls, and sneered at the same table: "He Hao's pen, I didn't see that it was my roll", Feng Fei folded the roll a few times and threw it on the back row of He Hao's head, He Hao was deserting, he was startled, he looked up and grimaced at Feng Fei, who was looking at him with a mocking face, and threw Feng Fei's roll back, Feng Fei took it with one hand, turned his head and said to the same table: "Who just sent the roll?"
The same table said blankly: "Yes, the newcomer is called Haixiu." ” Feng Fei raised his eyebrows: "Ask him after class, do I look like He Hao's idiot" gd1806102: