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Chapter 4 Low self-esteem


When I got home, my parents came back.

Before going to bed at night, Lin Ran sent me a message, "Bai Hao, you can change your shoes when you go to school tomorrow."

The shoes you wore today were so dirty, my classmates should laugh at me when they saw me with you. ” Seeing Lin Ran's information, I was quite unhappy.

My family only buys me two new pairs of shoes a year, and I want to wear clean designer shoes, but my family can't afford them.

"I just have that pair of shoes, how do you let me change them."

I sent a message back to Lin Ran.

After waiting for a while, Lin Ran sent me a message and said, "No, you can brush your shoes well."

Looking at Lin Ran's information, Lin Ran's tone was a little impatient.

"Okay, I'll brush it up."

I sent a message back to Lin Ran.

After replying to the message, Lin Ran never replied to me.

The lights in the room were already off, and I stared blankly at the two messages Lin Ran sent me, my eyes a little moist.

Growing so big, this is the second time Lin Ran has taken the initiative to send me a message.

Growing so big, this is the first time Lin Ran cares about me.

The empty text message box only has three messages in it, all of which were sent to me by Lin Ran in the past two days.

Wipe your eyes, I feel quite happy.

It would have been nice if Lin Ran had cared about me earlier.

It would be nice if she could simply say a word to me, or stop sarcastically mocking me with other classmates at school.

Putting down my phone, I went to the bathroom to brush my shoes seriously.

After brushing my shoes, I washed my school uniform, clothes and pants again.

I thought to myself, when I go home from school with Lin Ran tomorrow, don't let Lin Ran feel that I am a loser with me.

Lying on the bed, I turned over and over at the messages Lin Ran sent me, and I fell asleep when my eyelids sank.

I slept very soundly and soundly.

The next morning, after dinner, I took the bus to school for fear of getting my shoes dirty.

It was a little late, and Lin Ran was already in the class when he arrived in the class.

When I entered the class, Lin Ran deliberately looked at my shoes.

Shoes are not famous brands, and they don't shine like good shoes no matter how you brush them.

Lin Ran frowned, not too satisfied, not too dissatisfied, his expression was average.

When I returned to my seat, my tablemate asked me, "Bai Hao, why did you leave with Lin Ran after school yesterday, you are very powerful." ” Lin Ran studies well, looks good, has money in her family, she is in school, and many people like her.

Seeing me and Lin Ran coming home from school together, my table mates naturally envied me.

I thought to myself, she is me Lin Ran, what's wrong with the two of us going home together.

However, my classmates don't know about Lin Ran's relationship, and Lin Ran doesn't like others to know that we are relatives.

I smiled and pouted, "Let's go together, what's the big deal." ” "Hehe, do you want to chase Lin Ran, why didn't you take advantage of it yesterday?"

the classmate looked at me with a smile and jealousy in his tone.

His tone upset me, and I didn't speak to him.

During class, I was a little bored.

In the past two days, I have always taken advantage of Lin Ran, and my hands are a little itchy.

During class, I wanted to test Lin Ran, and wanted to see if Lin Ran could go to a place where no one was with me after class.

Lin Ran can only do it for me at night, and I can't wait for the night. sent a message to Lin Ran, and I said, "Lin Ran, are I okay with my shoes?"

Looking at Lin Ran's back blankly, seeing that Lin Ran lowered her head, I knew that she was looking at my message.

"Okay."

Just two words.

Lin Ran's attitude towards me was still cold, but looking at her two words, I was already very happy.

Because I used to send messages to Lin Ran, Lin Ran never replied to me.

After sweetly watching Lin Ran's reply to my message for a while, I felt that my table mate was peeking.

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Glaring at him, I put my phone away.

"Haha, you still sent a message to Lin Ran."

My table mate asked me lukewarmly.

I ignored him and didn't want to talk to him.

Seeing that I didn't talk to him, I said lukewarmly at the same table, "Wu Di of Class 6 has liked Lin Ran for a long time, you be careful, don't let people beat you up anywhere." ” He said Wu Di I know that Wu Di is very good in our year group, and he has several friends around him.

There aren't many bastards in our school, and there are a few bastards who don't usually go to school.

Wu Di is not a bastard, but he is not an ordinary person either.

Thinking that Wu Di was still staring at me Lin Ran, I felt very uncomfortable.

Lin Ran is popular, but he has no object.

There are a lot of boys who like her and want to fall in love with her, I told me this at the same table, or he also likes Lin Ran, he deliberately scares me, and doesn't want the two of us to get too close.

I had two classes in the morning, and the second class did the exercises.

When I was doing exercises, I kept looking at Lin Ran's back.

I want to talk to her and talk to her.

But Lin Ran and I are used to being strangers, and we can't talk.

My tablemate found out that I had been looking at Lin Ran, so he shouted, "Hey, what are you looking at?"

He shouted loudly, and many of my classmates looked back at us.

Lin Ran also looked back at the two of us, and I was embarrassed to see it.

I got a little angry, I felt like I was cheap at the same table, and I wanted to beat him up.

After I went back, my table mates kept watching me.

I couldn't help but get angry, "Are you sick?"

"Grass, don't you like Lin Ran if you say anyone is sick, I'm afraid that Lin Ran will know," the table mate looked at me with disdain.

When he spoke, his voice was very loud, and the classmates around him looked at the two of us.

I wanted to beat him, but he was taller and stronger than me, and I was afraid that I would not be able to beat him, so I didn't do it.

I deliberately scared him, and I said, "You're waiting for school." ” "Grass, I'll wait for school."

My table mates looked at me with disdain with a smile, and several of my classmates around me laughed.

They know that I am just an ordinary student, and my family is incapable, and I am incapacitated.

What I said is pure bragging.

When I quarreled with my tablemates, I took a special look at Lin Ran.

It's okay, Lin Ran didn't hear us speak, otherwise I would be embarrassed.

The morning passed like that, and when school ended at noon, Lin Ran and her father didn't come to pick her up.

I didn't see that there were many people around, so I followed.

Lin Ran saw that I was following up, and his expression was a little not good.

Maybe she was ashamed, but she didn't want to walk with me.

I saw that she still hated me, so I deliberately slowed down and walked with her.

When I walked to the neighborhood and there was no one in the neighborhood, I followed and asked Lin Ran, "Why don't I buy the set now?"

"Buy it, buy it, you ask me what I'm doing."

Lin Ran looked straight ahead and said to me.

When I walked, there was a pharmacy right next to it.

I said to Lin Ran, "You wait for me for a while, I'll go buy a set."

"After saying this, I regretted it a little, Lin Ran was good for me to go home with her, how could she wait for me outside.

Without saying much, for fear that she would sarcastically mock me, I went straight into the pharmacy.

I was embarrassed to enter the pharmacy, and I was embarrassed to say what kind of medicine I was buying when I was asked what medicine I was selling.

After hesitating for a long time, I whispered, "I want to buy a set." ” "What" sells medicine a little bit unclear.

"I want to buy a dodgy set."

I said to the drug seller.

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After saying that, my face was blushing undeservedly.

"Okay, I'll get it for you."

The medicine seller finally heard what I was saying.

The person selling the medicine was a woman, and she was also afraid that I would be embarrassed, so she didn't look at me much.

She brought me a few boxes of condoms and asked me which one to buy.

Looking at the price, the cheapest one costs seven dollars, and I only have four dollars on me.

Sighing, I said no to buy it, and walked out of the pharmacy.

When I walked out of the pharmacy, I was surprised to find Lin Ran standing in the shade waiting for me.

The weather was hot, and Lin Ran stood in the shade fanning the wind.

Looking at her expression, she was a little impatient.

I walked out, and Lin Ran asked me impatiently, "Why did you come out?"

” "I was a little embarrassed to buy it, so I looked at it for a while."

I whispered to Lin Ran.

"Let's go."

Glaring at me, Lin Ran said.

Lin Ran's house was close to the school, and halfway through, we went home separately.

When I got home, I started looking for money, and the pocket money given by my family was small, which was not enough for me to spend.

Sometimes I save a little money and end up buying food.

I regret it, I regret that I don't usually save some money.

My family gives me five dollars a day, and I don't have enough money in my pocket to buy a set.

If I buy a set, I'll have to buy it tomorrow.

All afternoon, I was depressed because I couldn't afford to buy a set.

After school in the evening, Lin Ran and I walked to her house together as agreed.

After kissing once yesterday, I was a bit addicted.

As soon as I entered the house, I hugged Lin Ran and kissed him.

After a while, she said to me, "Wait a minute, I'll go take a shower." ” "Let's do it tomorrow, I have something to do today, I can't do it."

Because I didn't have the money to buy a set, I didn't have any confidence in my heart when I spoke.

Looking at the panting Lin Ran, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at her, I felt very inferior.

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