It is precisely because of this sense of superiority that all this is like a game in his eyes, and he is just playing a role.
That night, they slept in a few houses in the village, the owners of which were dead, all at the hands of the Japanese soldiers.
Lying on the bed, Chang You thought a lot, he felt that he might be sick, it was crossing syndrome, and if it didn't sound good, it was mental illness.
This disease is similar to the battlefield syndrome of those veterans, because they are familiar with the battlefield life, they suddenly return to the metropolis, all kinds of unnatural, unsociable, and even depressed suicide, this kind of thing is not uncommon, especially in modern times, Eagle Sauce soldiers, it is not uncommon to commit suicide after returning from the battlefield.
Chang You remembers one of his elementary school math teachers, who fought in the Vietnam War, often tells them stories on the battlefield, and listens to him that he will often wake up in his sleep, and the sound of artillery in his ears is still non-stop, and the shouts of his comrades are still the true story of the author.
Chang You's symptoms are more complicated, from a peaceful and stable future, suddenly appeared here, he didn't go crazy is that he has read too many novels, and he has a strong ability to accept it, but if he wants to integrate into this environment, it is impossible, not even in this life.
Because he knows a lot, knows a lot, and is conservative on the Internet, he has already had his own fixed ideas and concepts in his heart, how can he be overturned so easily Then, if he wants to be gregarious, he can only put a mask on himself, and maybe one day, that mask will really become his face Tossing and turning on the kang, thinking about it for a night, in the early hours of the morning, I forced myself to sleep.
The next day, as soon as it was dawn, all kinds of cries sounded in the village, after all, there were many dead.
The female reporter also took a lot of photos, and even threw up, making Chang Youting wonder if she was a war correspondent.
Early in the morning, Chang You woke up, which has already developed a biological clock, and he will wake up at the end of the day.
When he woke up, the first thing he did was to go to Ge Zhong and put on his mask.
"What's the matter" Ge Zhong didn't even look at him, and took care of his own salute equipment.
In his eyes, Chang You was almost a traitor, if it weren't for what he did, he would have been escorted up and ready to be handed over.
"I thought about it all night last night, and I felt that what I said yesterday was wrong, and I was guilty of rightist thinking."
Chang You said sincerely.
Hearing this, Ge Zhong's hand moved, and he looked at Chang You with a little surprise, "You know what you are doing wrong" "Well, as a fighter of our party, I should put the interests of the people in the first place, and at any time, the interests of the people should be the main thing."
Chang You nodded and said.
Hearing his words, Ge Zhong was a little happy, it was rare that he could figure it out, patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's good that you can figure it out, good comrade" "Yesterday I was too radical and made a mistake in my thinking."
"It's okay, people make mistakes, it's good that you can figure it out after making mistakes, this thinking mistake is much more difficult to change than ordinary mistakes, you can change it, it means that you are still a Red Army soldier" Chang You apologized, Ge Zhongyuan forgave him, this matter was revealed, and no one wanted to mention it again.
Regarding the wounded soldiers, Xiao Liuzi and Tian Erniu could not continue to walk, there was still a long way to go, and it was undoubtedly a burden for the two to go on the road, and it would aggravate the injuries.
So the two stayed for the time being to recuperate from their injuries and returned to the village when their injuries were almost healed.
Ye Qingshu's broken foot is almost healed, and as for Ye Qingshan's back wound, it has also been treated, but there are still some small fragments that can't be made.
They saw if they could cross the Yellow River, went to the hospital where Hu Yidao was looking for the rear, visited Hu Yidao, and operated on Ye Qingshan by the way.
The reduction of two people made the team of 11 people become 9 people, and the most important thing is to lose Xiao Liuzi, the machine gunner, so their road behind them is to be obscene and obscene, and then talk about it on the bank of the Yellow River.
"Uncle, uncle, I'm going to be a soldier to fight little devils" Chang You, who came out of Ge Zhong, thought as he walked, and went to see the injuries of the two of them, and just after coming out, a little ghost rushed to his side and shouted loudly.
"Little ghost, how old do you want to be a soldier, what is your name, why do you want to be a soldier" Chang You looked at the somewhat thin little ghost in front of him, and asked casually.
"My name is Wang Jiahua, and I'm 15 years old, because, because my father and mother were killed by the little devil, and I want to avenge them," the little ghost said loudly, with a strong hatred in his eyes. "15 years old" Chang You looked him up and down suspiciously, no matter how he looked at it, his body was very thin, like a bean sprout, the prominent face bones, and the vegetable-colored face showed that he had been malnourished for a long time, but his height looked like he was twelve or thirteen years old.
Seeing Chang You's suspicious gaze, Wang Jiahua explained loudly, "I'm really 15 years old, if you don't believe it, you can ask the adults in the village." ” The little ghost's expression was a little excited, for fear that Chang You would not believe his words.
"Okay, I believe it, but you're not good at this body, you can't even hold a gun, and you're too young, at least after the age of 18."
Chang You shook his head lightly and said.
"I can't wait for that time, my father and mother were killed by the little devils, and my sister, she was gang-raped to death by the little devils, she was only thirteen years old.
I hid in the kang and listened to my sister's screams, but I didn't dare to go out at all, I didn't have any courage at all, so I listened to my sister's screams, she kept screaming in pain, calling my brother for help, but I couldn't do anything at all.
Wang Jiahua said loudly, tears couldn't stop flowing down, and his voice couldn't help but tremble.
"So I'm going to be a soldier, I'm going to fight little devils, please, you must let me join you, please" Looking at the tears on his face and his eyes full of longing, Chang You couldn't get up the idea of refusing in his heart, his words touched Chang You a lot, he could imagine how much this little ghost was hit at that time, it was good that he was not crazy.
Especially her sister, who is only 13 years old, these beasts, it's really cheap for them to let them die like this.
With a long sigh, Chang You calmed down and looked at Wang Jiahua, "Are you sure you want to become a warrior?"
Wang Jiahua gritted his teeth and said, "I'm sure I'm not killing them all the time now, killing them one by one."
"Okay, on behalf of all the warriors, I welcome you," Chang You announced in an affirmative tone, glancing at Ge Zhong, who was standing at the door.
He also heard the words just now, and he did not block Chang You's decision in the slightest, but affirmed it
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