After a few bowls of wine, Ren Zhen gradually became a little drunk."
Since you don't want to say it, let me say it."
Unless he has a calculating heart like when he met Mo Yuqing, with his complex personality and life experience, he will hardly take the initiative to confide in his thoughts.But tonight is an exception.On the one hand, he has been experiencing too much recently, which makes him feel tired and lonely, and he wants to find someone to talk to.On the other hand, Begonia, who was by his side, was the first friend who knew his details over the years, not an enemy, and finally dared to confide in him.I have a story, you have wine, it's a good opportunity."
You know, I came to Chang'an for revenge.However, even if I can let go of my hatred, can I not come here, and not become someone else's puppet on the way back from the palace last night, if it weren't for her hesitation, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to wait for you. ”Yuan Ziyi's appearance made him deeply feel the threat of death, and he was scared into a cold sweat.Nanjin raised him to adulthood, this was the first time that he showed murderous intent, how could it not make him palpitate.Gu Haitang blinked, thoughtful.She is not stupid, she can roughly understand, the embroidery shop owner is an involuntary errand, and last night should be just a warning from the Southern Jin Dynasty, and she will not be so polite next time."
People in the rivers and lakes, involuntarily, this sentence came out of the mouth of a sixteen-year-old boy, no matter how I heard it, I felt that I was pretending to be old, hehe, who can understand the hardships I have experienced" Drinking this bowl of slightly cold wine, Ren Zhen's eyes were cold, and there seemed to be a flame burning in his heart."
When I was still an infant, I was raised by a wet nurse surnamed Cai.She has a cold temper and treats me fiercely, and she doesn't care about anything else except feeding me every day, and she likes to call me a little wild seed.At the time, I didn't understand the meaning of the word, but her cold expression was deeply engraved in my memory. ”These few words are not true.It is true that the nurse treats him badly, but his soul comes from time in time, and he has the mind of an adult, and he can understand the chatter and abuse of the nurse, so he is still in the toddler stage, and he has already understood that the future life is destined to be bumpy."
When I was four years old, my wet nurse disappeared one day, and later I heard from my neighbors that she had lost her footing and drowned.But I know that she did not die, but that the mission was completed and she was transferred by the organization.The reason why I am convinced of this is because after I took over the embroidery workshop, I accidentally saw her back.I think maybe they thought that a three- or four-year-old child could not be so impressed," Ren Zhen smiled wryly.Fortunately, he has been a human being in two lives and has a mature mind, otherwise even if he is a natural prodigy, it is impossible to see through the sinister opportunities of adults at such a young age."
Without a wet nurse to take care of me, I was too young to live on my own, so I lived a life of hunger and cold, and I had to rely on the help of my neighbors.You know them all, the ones who live in the courtyard.From this time on, the embroidery workshop began to come into my life. ”Gu Haitang looked at the lights in front of him and looked relieved."
It's no wonder that when you were in Jinling, you gaged under the trees, and it looked tacit and natural, without any flaws.It turns out that you are really neighbors who get along day and night, and you don't get together temporarily. ”Ren Zhen continued: "It didn't take long for another teacher to appear in our alley, and obviously, he also came for me.Unlike my wet nurse, he has a very gentle temperament, and every time he talks to me, he has a smile and a spring breeze on his face, which makes me think that he is a rare good person. ”Gu Haitang looked at him quietly, and had a hunch that there would be a turning point in his next words."
This gentleman made an exception and took me into the school and taught me to read and write, which is my enlightenment teacher.When I was eight years old, one evening after school, he left me alone to tell me about my father's injustice.He also said that the emperor of the Southern Jin Dynasty already knew about my background and thought I was pitiful, and sent him to teach and protect me. ”Gu Haitang suddenly spoke, "About the truth of the year, how much do you know about what they told you, and whether they are all right" Ren Zhen said faintly: "I understand what you are suspicious, don't worry, listen to me slowly." ”He took a big sip of wine, "He told me that if you want to take revenge on the traitors of the Northern Tang Dynasty, you must be ruthless and courageous, and you must temper your provenance to be unfazed."
That night, he took me into the cemetery and told me to practice digging graves, sleeping in a coffin, and keeping the dead company in the company.Of course, he was there all the time. ”With that, his facial muscles twitched and he closed his eyes in pain.Even though he had seen countless sword saints in the world, Haitang's face changed slightly, and he felt outrageous about Mr.
Teaching's methods.It would be too perverted to let a child do this kind of thing.So, I read poetry and books with him during the day, and at night I dug up graves and exhumed corpses, and grabbed coffins from the dead.If you can't memorize a book well, you will be punished.If you don't dig a grave well, you will be whipped.For three whole years, I was tortured by him to the point that life was worse than death, and every time I saw that gentle smile, I felt that he was more terrible than a dead body, and he was simply a living dead. ”"By the way, you've heard his name, it's Cao Chunfeng." ”When Gu Haitang heard this, she quickly looked at Ren Zhen with a shocked expression, "That new Fengyun ninth" At this time, she suddenly remembered that on the day she first entered the capital, when the storyteller Li Fengshou mentioned Cao Chunfeng, Ren Zhen's face was extremely ugly.It turned out that there was such a deep relationship between the two.Ren Zhen nodded.The spring breeze is proud, full of spring breeze, like a spring breeze, the enlightenment teacher has a good name, but unfortunately his heart and means are very perverted, and he is incompatible with the word spring wind."
At first, I thought he was also from the embroidery workshop, but later I learned that his identity was more complicated than I thought.Thinking about it in hindsight, a big man like him personally taught me to read, and he definitely had other plans.Perhaps, he wanted to be around me to observe carefully, whether I had given birth to a third eye" His eyes flickered.In the past few years, he has not figured out Cao Chunfeng's motives.Gu Haitang asked: "That day in Jinling, you showed your left hand in front of me, I didn't guess it for a while, and then I probably realized that your eye is on your hand" Ren Zhen was noncommittal and continued to tell about his past."
Three years later, when I was eleven years old, that is, five years ago, I successfully graduated from the school, was appointed as the owner of the embroidery shop, and stepped into the rivers and lakes.The nickname of thousands of people and thousands of faces, hands and eyes to the sky, spread all over the world overnight.Very few people in the Southern Jin Dynasty only know that I am extremely resourceful and proficient in disguise, but they have never seen me use my left hand in public, let alone understand, I really have my hands and eyes through the sky" Gu Haitang understood.After Cao Chunfeng left, Li Yunlong came again.The emperor arranged me in Fengwutang to make a living by driving cars in Jinling, which is not a kind of house arrest Fortunately, Old Man Li and Fengwutang have treated me very well over the years, and they are not acting.I can feel that. ”Gu Haitang said: "I can see it.If not, you wouldn't dare let them stay with you. ”"After becoming the owner, the first thing I did was to look through the old case files.What surprised me was that about what happened to my father in the Northern Tang Dynasty, the information collected in the workshop was extremely complete, even accurate to some details, it was as if it was specially prepared for me" He knew in his heart that the reason why the emperor allowed him to survive was to let him go to the Northern Tang Dynasty for revenge.As for Cao Chunfeng's perverted training, the vast secret files of the embroidery workshop are all revenge weapons provided for him by the Southern Jin Dynasty."
However, in the secret file, I found a clue.My father was framed and cornered, so he had to flee alone and return to the Southern Jin Dynasty.The Northern Tang Dynasty was certainly the culprit, but after escaping to the Southern Jin Dynasty, his experience was confusing, especially the situation before his death, which was only mentioned in the file, and he didn't seem to want to be known. ”Gu Haitang was silent for a while and said, "Your judgment is correct. ”Ren Zhen's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said faintly: "Later, I tried every possible way to find out this blank history from other channels, but I found nothing, it should have been deliberately erased."
But I still guessed the truth, because I also found that, coincidentally, the records of the Southern Jin Dynasty about the peace between the north and the south are also extremely vague":