"Step by step, I am completely defeated."
Wang Hui shed tears, wiping the tears welling up from the corners of my eyes, looking at me with pain, "I can actually love you like this."
I cried and hugged his body again.
I could feel his helpless struggle.
From the beginning of knowing him to now, he really fell into despair step by step as he said.
In the end, he said with the help of wine.
The word love means more than just liking.
Probably because he drank too much, he thought impulsively, if he wants me at this moment, I will give it to him willingly.
Wang Hui was sent to a city far away, and it would be difficult to come back.
Presumably, what he just said about coming back would be a beautiful promise that will be lost in memories.
I'm afraid that our relationship will be like the legend I once heard, the heart-wrenching love affair between the lady and the guest, and the fate will come to an end after a beauty.
Coupled with this gratitude for his confusion and infatuation, this ambiguous love that goes beyond friendship but is not yet love, I want to give him the first and last tenderness.
From now on, there will be no future, and there will be no debt.
"Don't be like this."
Wang Hui noticed what I meant, and gently opened my hand holding his body, and gently raised his hand to stroke my cheek, "This is enough.
If I don't have the ability to protect you, I won't I'm going to want you."
As he said that, he kissed my forehead, turned around and lay down next to me, put his arms around my shoulders, and let me snuggle into his chest.
Inexplicably, I burst into tears again.
Is he making it impossible for me to forget him?
Will I meet this kind of man again in this way?
I have the urge to catch him, but he can't catch me at this moment.
"Wait for me to come back" That night, we lay in this balcony all night, feeling the baptism of pure moonlight and the sincere love.
Wang Hui didn't say too many words.
In the end, he only left these words.
The next day, when I woke up, Wang Hui was gone.
His warmth seemed to still linger around me, and I lay there for a long time reluctantly.
He didn’t want me to send him off, and I didn’t want to send him off either.
I don't know if it was fate or someone's hand that was turning the clouds and rain.
It was just such a strange combination.
When I had the urge to catch him, he had to leave.
But on the other hand, if he hadn't left, I wouldn't have had this urge.
It seems that it is destined to be missed.
The next day, I decided to go to work.
Before going to work, I met Wan Niang.
Wan Niang was placed in a small room in her home by Wu Li.
After talking to Wan Niang for a while, I felt a little relieved and left Wu Li's house.
But what surprised me was that Chen Jiahao was waiting for me in front of his house in his car.
I got in the car with a straight face, as if I didn't want to say a word, but I kept thinking about how to express my true feelings to him.
He was the only one who could help me.
"I'm just taking you to work on the way."
Chen Jiahao suddenly spoke up, breaking the quiet and depressing atmosphere at the moment.
"I know, don't worry, I don't have any expectations for you, it's not worth my expectations," I responded with a wry smile.
"I'm sorry" Chen Jiahao struggled for a while and couldn't help but say these three words, but his attitude was really unacceptable, especially when these three words came from the son of his enemy, it was simply unacceptable.
I had to smile and respond, "It's okay, Wan Niang is asking you to help take care of her too."
"I'm not at home often."
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Chen Jiahao responded, but he seemed to realize that he was a little too ruthless, and reluctantly added, "If I were, I would, just go to work with peace of mind."
"Your mother is forcing girls into prostitution, do you think this is really okay?"
I finally couldn't hold myself back and choked, my mind was gone, and I went to work peacefully.
These words deeply stimulated me.
Chen Jiahao suddenly braked suddenly.
As I was not wearing a seat belt, I leaned forward and almost hit the windshield.
He stopped the car on the side of the road again.
"She has her troubles.
Don't you know how Wan Niang bullied my mother back then?"
Chen Jiahao also broke out.
He seemed to have suppressed it for a long time and shouted loudly.
"What does that have to do with me?"
I looked back at him disappointedly and asked eloquently through gritted teeth.
Chen Jiahao was speechless.
"I'm already sitting on the stage, and I'm willing to degenerate to accompany guests.
How can I still be tortured?
Don't you agree with this?
You saved me, and now you're waiting for me in front of your house."
"No, I said, I won't sympathize with you."
Chen Jiahao interrupted me, but his breath began to tremble.
"I can be a lady, it doesn't matter, I'm almost used to it anyway, but can you please stop forcing me like this?"
"Although I don't agree, my mother is right.
It is natural to pay back the money you owe.
If you only pay back the interest every month, it is not a good thing for you.
You will have more youth and make more money.
Pay back the money quickly and you will have more money."
"What's wrong?
I really can't help you.
I can't hurt my mother's heart."
"She won't be sad.
Wan Niang is already like this.
She has already vented her anger."
I quickly retorted, "I'm just her daughter.
This is already the case.
Don't let her force me."
"Do you think she really doesn't mind Wu Tao's matter at all?
Even if she doesn't mind, it's okay for the sake of face.
Anyway, my surname is Wu, my cousin."
Chen Jiahao suddenly reminded.
"You really can't help me?"
I didn't know what else to say, and I regretted it.
"Although I disdain it, I really can't help you."
Chen Jiahao was very calm.
"You want me?"
I was already frustrated, reached out and grabbed his wrist, and looked at him seriously.
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"I will take good care of you."
"What?"
Chen Jiahao was suddenly shocked.
"You can have me, or be your lover, and end all this."
I stared at his face, my eyes dim with tears, and my vision became more and more blurry.
It wasn't until tears welled up that I could see his face clearly again.
Although I least want to be with this man, maybe this is the quickest way to end it all, as long as he says he wants to Chen Jiahao shook his head helplessly and pushed away my hand holding his wrist, "Do you think it's possible?"
I hesitated for a moment and grabbed Chen Jiahao's wrist again.
I stood up suddenly and rushed towards him.
I bent down to unbuckle his belt, but he pushed me away.
Following his force, I lay down on my back on the passenger side.
Go up, I seemed to be crazy.
The moment I lay down, I stood up again and unbuttoned my clothes with trembling hands.
"That's enough, the lunatic didn't even drink."
Chen Jiahao was so angry that he pushed me down again with great force, opened the door next to the passenger side, and roared, "Get off the car and I'll let you get off."
My heart sank, I rubbed my cheeks vigorously, straightened out my hair that had been messed up by those actions, and got out of the car.
Watching his car leave, I cried in humiliation.
I squatted on the ground and beat my chest angrily.
I was so humble but I didn't get it.
Don't all men want it?
If he doesn't want it, does it prove that I am even lower?
I really want to tell myself to stop being impulsive, stop struggling, go out and make money to pay off the debt, take Wan Niang home, and forget about leaving here.
I really don’t have any ability to fight with them.
I can’t fight with them.
Extremely tired But I'm still not willing to accept it.
It doesn't matter if I'm willing to let myself down.
The more I'm forced to do this, the less I want to.
I don't want to, but I have to be naked with men I don't know every day.
Pleasure, what kind of torture and pain it must be, can I still live like that?
I wiped away my tears and told myself that I could not give up any hope and that I could still go to Sister Sha for help.
I quickly straightened my clothes, took a taxi to the nightclub, pulled Sister Sha out of the public relations room, and found a relatively secluded corridor.
"Sister Sha, I have something to discuss with you."
"What's going on?"
Sister Sha asked subconsciously.
"Can you please help me?"
I raised my eyes and looked at her pitifully, "But I don't want to.
If I am forced to live like that, it will be like death.
I have gone through so many obstacles, and now Every step is a dead end, please let me live."
Sister Sha was silent.
She knew what I was saying, "This is really embarrassing for me.
Don't you look down on this?
I was like this back then."
"I swear I didn't look down on her."
I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I knelt down to Sister Sha and said sincerely.
"For the sake of Wan Niang being nice to you, I beg you, I can't let Wan Niang suffer in her place, please help me hide it from Mr.
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Wu."
"This kind of thing can be hidden for a while, but not forever.
You think Mr.
Wu is really a housewife.
He is following Uncle Chen's wife and Wan Niang was brought down by her.
I have been very helpful to you.
Mr.
Wu asked me all the questions I don’t know.
Now you ask me to arrange more guests for you and make money quickly to return it to her.
What do you want me to do?
"Do it."
Sister Sha tried to persuade me again, "It's not like you look down on this way of exchanging money.
How can you be so contradictory?
You're not a young person.
You owe so much money.
If you want to do something, just do it.
Since you can accept it sooner or later, why?
I can’t accept it now.”
In their eyes, this kind of thing is completely normal.
"I" I didn't know how to respond to her.
I was a little confused.
I just wanted to beg her.
Although I felt that her hope of helping me was getting smaller and smaller, I couldn't help but kneel down again, "Sister Sha."
Thinking about it now, I see myself clearly at that time.
It is a person who has not completely fallen, has not been swallowed up by money in the true sense, but has been forced to pay off debts.
This struggling heart finally wants to retain the little boundary, especially when he first entered the nightclub and fell in love with someone.
Man, if it hadn’t been for this love and that man’s stinging words to me, I don’t know if I would have been struggling like crazy on the edge of complete depravity: