I cried, wishing that the knife had hurt me, but he used this cruel method to make me hurt more than him.
He raised his hand and touched his heart, and put his blood-stained hand on my cheek.
He stroked it gently at first, and then grabbed it hard, as if he wanted to invade my cheek with those five fingers like a demon.
Skull and bones, the smell of his blood penetrates my nostrils into my heart I fell on the bed and the towel in my mouth felt as if I had bitten it.
There were so many things I wanted to say but I couldn't say them.
At this moment, everything seemed powerless.
I had long understood that entanglement was just a matter of time.
It will be more painful.
For him, seeing me should be painful.
Huo Hanyu's trembling hand slowly moved away, but he smiled bitterly, as if he had lost the strength to roar.
The effect of alcohol gave him a headache, and he couldn't hold himself up and fell next to me.
He asked as if he was drunk in a dream.
"Are you happy when I'm like this?"
Hearing such questions, I really want to curse, how can I be happy.
"After saying goodbye so hard, you really shouldn't hold me tightly anymore."
Huo Hanyu suddenly burst into tears.
This night, the tears he shed for the first time were so dazzling under the moonlight, hanging on the tip of his nose.
I cried, and my mind couldn't help but recall that in the same room, he told me that he wanted to marry Feng Xueyan.
At that time, he didn't love me that much, but I didn't choose to let go.
At that time, I was young and impulsive and thought that Feng Xueyan was an enemy.
"Before I have the ability, I am not qualified to choose love."
At this moment, the tears had fallen to the sheets beside his face, and another drop welled up in his eyes.
I closed my eyes and could no longer look at him.
I felt so distressed, so helpless, so powerless, and could only shed tears.
“After you’ve gone crazy, all that’s left is mending your broken soul.”
He seemed drunk, but also very sober, keeping quiet.
He choked up and said these three sentences, and then fell silent again.
I never felt that he had such a side.
I didn't dare to look into his eyes anymore, and really wanted to hug him, but at this moment, he was no longer the same person as before.
When he almost ran out of courage, he needed a hug from me.
I lowered my head and shed tears, but I didn't dare to make a sound.
I couldn't help but glance at his dull eyes from time to time.
"Before dawn, if Wan Niang doesn't send the child over, let her collect her daughter's body."
Huo Hanyu's face suddenly darkened, he got up, stood by the bed, and looked at me with a sneer.
I shook my head in a daze, afraid that he would have other thoughts.
Of course, it didn’t matter to me.
He wanted to find Wan Niang and contact Wan Niang.
It was not impossible, but would Wan Niang be able to turn on the phone?
"Goodbye."
Huo Hanyu turned around and walked toward the door.
When he reached the door, he couldn't help but stop again.
He looked back at me with a smile, "I probably won't see you again.
Please pray to Wan Niang to send the child back to me.
Maybe I can remember my old feelings and let you go, but that old woman who has nothing to do with Cang Hu, just wait for death."
My heart was shocked, and I was inexplicably reluctant to let him leave, but he still turned around and walked out of the room.
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The moment the door was closed, the world went dark.
Women are women, and they will never be as heartless as a man.
Is he really heartless?
Quietly, waiting for time to tell me the answer The night is deep, terrifyingly deep.
There's not even a moon outside the window, and there doesn't seem to be anyone patrolling.
The window is open.
Should I run away?
I seemed to be able to touch the bloody knife on the bed easily and find a way to disconnect the rope, but why didn't I want to run?
I don't know what I was thinking.
Some of the feeling of drug addiction came back, but it seemed that there was no way to contend with the pain at this moment, and it disappeared after a while.
"Lona, please leave quickly."
The third brother suddenly walked in quietly and whispered.
"We can't contact Wan Niang.
Mr.
Huo is crazy.
It's really possible that I could kill you in a fit of rage."
As he said that, he quietly untied my rope and pulled me away as if he was about to leave.
I hesitated for a moment, and I did have the urge to die in his hands.
It seemed that life would be quite complete in that way.
"Auntie, stop making trouble, you don't really want to die in his hands, do you?"
The third brother looked at me in disbelief, "Just think about it, what will happen to him in the future if you die in his hands?"
The words of the third brother seemed to make me wake up a little.
It doesn’t matter whether he loves me or not in the future, if he kills me and sees me dead, he will It is impossible to imagine the consequences, or even understand that he will not get better.
"He's angry.
What are you talking to him about?
That kid just drank too much.
Let's go quickly."
The third brother hurriedly pulled me out again.
"Third brother, is this too cruel to him?"
I couldn't bear it.
I knew how angry he would be after I left like this.
If I let him know that it was third brother who let me go, why not?
Vomiting blood due to anger.
"Oh, a big man can withstand it.
Do you really want him to kill you or do you want Wan Niang to bring the child over?
He killed Wan Niang and now he hates Wan Niang even more."
The third brother was a little anxious, "Oh, hurry up, he just went upstairs to sleep, and suddenly woke up with a tremor, I can't I can't stop him.
I'm doing it for his own good.
If he kills someone, he'll be fine, let alone kill you.
Don't even think about it in this life.
Maybe he's really a pervert and a psychopath, and you're here.
Just cry down there.
Anyway, he has me here, so you can go on your own without any worries.
Once he gets over this, he may think about it."
The third brother didn't wait for what I was saying and directly dragged me out of the room.
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He glanced furtively at the stairs on the second floor.
Seeing no one there, he hurriedly dragged me out of the room and climbed up his stairs. car.
After getting in the car, the third brother breathed a sigh of relief and quickly started the car.
The car slowly drove away from Huo Hanyu's house.
I looked back at the bright windows of his house in the dark and reluctantly said goodbye in my heart.
At that time, I guessed that this departure might mean goodbye forever.
It seemed that I no longer had the ability to give him a warm and courageous hug, only hurt.
There have been happy moments, there have been regrets, and there are too many regrets in life.
If this man really becomes a regret, it seems that the rest of his life will be like a walking corpse, without a soul, and the soul is all there with him, allowing him to mend it.
The third brother took out my ID from the small drawer of the car and said, "I just went to your house to find it, so hurry up and leave.
Don't stay here."
My hands were shaking as I held the certificate, and my eyes were filled with tears.
"Thank you, third brother."
"Don't thank me.
I don't want anything to happen to Mr.
Huo.
I've watched you grow up."
The third brother couldn't help but smile again as he drove the car.
"I'm in my late thirties and almost forty, and I'm looking at you two."
Grow up, like your own child."
I couldn't help but laugh too.
I raised my eyes and glanced at the third brother.
I looked at his head carefully, as if I remembered the first time I smashed his head with a beer bottle.
"It's so unpredictable.
I didn't expect that with the third brother, , in the end it was a life-long friendship.”
"Don't say that."
The third brother laughed naively, and I felt a little embarrassed, "If you are not good to Mr.
Huo, I will definitely beat you to death.
If you die this time, the old man, I don't feel anything.
If the old man had been kind to me before he was alive, , I can’t help you.
This thing always has a distance, but it’s still close to you.
I can’t watch you die.”
I didn't say anything, just listened to the third brother's touching and heartfelt remarks.
"We have all lived less than half of our lives, and have experienced more than others.
We all understand that this person has to live.
No matter what happens, he cannot beg for death.
Falling out of love is not a big deal.
He can get through it."
Finally, the third brother stopped saying anything, probably because I was too quiet.
"I'm worried."
The third brother drove the car to the station and then asked me again.
"With Third Brother watching, I feel relieved."
I looked at Third Brother seriously and couldn't help crying.
How could I not be worried?
I just wanted to entrust him to a trustworthy person.
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"Don't worry."
The third brother breathed a sigh of relief.
He doesn't seem to have much confidence either.
"It's best to let him leave here first.
His father's company cannot be left alone."
I deliberately wanted to remind the third brother not to let him go all the way.
"His dad wants him to do serious business."
"I understand.
I won't change my phone number.
You have to be considerate and take the time to call me to say you're safe."
"Yeah."
I nodded, got out of the car, and strode towards the station.
I got in the car and waited for the first train to start at dawn.
I looked at the colorful city at dawn and touched my wrist.
The bracelet he gave me, thinking about the countless tears from the beginning to now, only regret and regret From the beginning of entering the nightclub, wiping away my tears and continuing to do it, I ended up being tortured emotionally, belittled by the world, backed up, threatened, and pampered.
Many touching moments with him also come to mind one by one.
This is probably the ups and downs that I had in the first half of my life that I couldn't escape.
Who made me fall in love with such a man that I shouldn't love.
Everything is a double-edged sword.
I don't know what will happen to me in the rest of my life.
I arrived in a strange small town by car, exchanged some change, sat down at a phone booth, and called Wan Niang's number every few minutes, but the phone was always turned off.
I was so hungry that I bought some steamed buns from the roadside and sat by the phone booth.
After eating, I called again.
I finally dialed the number and asked for the address.
I found out that Wan Niang had gone to the city next to the village where I was born.
In that secret dark hotel before.
Why didn't I expect that?
I shook my head helplessly and returned to the station.
When I arrived at the small black hotel, it was already midnight.
Sitting on the edge of the bed looking at Qi Jun sleeping soundly, I felt like crying several times.
"I don't agree, I can't give it to him."
Wan Niang was very stubborn and said this more than once.
She was afraid that I would take Qi Jun away, so she simply went to bed and held Qi Jun in her arms.
"I can't live without Qi Jun, but" I still want to give him the child because I feel so sorry for him.
But from Wan Niang's point of view, she naturally didn't feel sorry for Huo Hanyu.
"Wang Hui is so good now, so beautiful, so decent, why is he always picking on that half-dead person?"
Wan Niang was already mean when she spoke.
She had been busy in nightclubs for the past few days and felt a little like she was before.
However, she also had a serious illness. , the brain naturally cannot be compared with that of normal people.
I feel a little bitter, Wang Hui, how could I still be with him?
Being with him, if Huo Hanyu knows, whether he loves me or not, there will be another riot.
"Cang Hu is out, I wanted to ask him for help."
When she said this, Wan Niang felt a little aggrieved.
"Mom, Canghu did all this."
I don't want to say too much.
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In the end, Canghu was able to let us go.
To put it mildly, it also had something to do with Wanniang.
Wan Niang didn't respond.
She seemed to understand everything and secretly shed a few tears.
Sometimes, a woman is unwilling to believe that the man she likes doesn't have much affection for her.
She hopes that the man she likes will love her deeply, so much that she is afraid of melting it when she holds it in her mouth, or she is afraid of losing it when she puts it in her hand.
It would be better if the other party died.
Only I know how painful it is to experience this kind of life-or-death love.
"Mom, we two will be very good.
It would be better for Qijun to follow Huo Hanyu so that he can have a good education and a good life.
He will not mess around for the sake of his son."
I also wanted to persuade Wan Niang.
But before I could finish my words of persuasion, Qijun suddenly sat up, his watery eyes gleaming.
The whole person looked very energetic, not looking like he had just woken up.
"Mom, are you crazy?"
"Ah" I was stunned, and couldn't help but be happy to see Qijun wake up.
I quickly picked him up in my arms and let him sit on my lap.
"Why do you keep talking about mom like that?"
"You want to give me a gift to that idiot who can't even do arithmetic problems.
I can still have a future."
Qi Jun looked at me seriously, as if he wanted to convince me with reason, "Did you see his...
He has a few gray hairs.
Maybe he will die before I grow up, and I might be miserable by then."
Uh uh uh.
I don't know what to say, it's the same thing.
His dad would laugh out loud when he heard it.
But just because I thought of this, I wanted to give him Qi Jun even more.
"Mom."
Qi Jun suddenly hugged me, his little face pressed against my chest, looking up at me pitifully, "If you want to give me to someone else, I will miss you and cry every day.
I will cry."
That’s when you feel most distressed.”
I choked up, but it didn't make me give up the idea of giving him to Huo Hanyu.
However, what Qi Jun said next made me completely weak, "I want to be with my mother and take care of her when I grow up.
I want to be my mother's husband and my mother's lover."
My throat was suddenly swollen and I couldn't say a word.
I just wanted to cry, but I gritted my teeth and held back.
I hugged Qi Jun tightly and touched his warm little head with my hands.
Wan Niang wiped her tears and couldn't help but said, "In this life, we two have nothing, ups and downs, only one child.
By following us, we can ensure that the child will not be wronged.
In the future, Huo Hanyu will definitely marry again, find a stepmother, and bully Qijun, he is giving birth to a baby, can he love you so much for the child born to a woman who has an enemy with him?"
Of course, what Wan Niang said makes sense, but who can tell clearly what will happen to Huo Hanyu.
"Mom, please."
Wan Niang cried, moved to my side, stretched out her old fleshy hand to grab my arm, and shook it gently, "Huo Hanyu has a lot of money now, and anyone who wants a child will do it.
Yes.
This is the only treasure we have.
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I don’t believe you will be reborn with anyone else.
Even if you are reborn, you will not be my Qijun.”
"Mom."
Seeing the situation, Qijun hurriedly raised his head and looked at me with his lips pouted.
Finally, tears flowed from his little eyes, "I don't like him, I don't like him."
"Don't dislike him.
If you are with him, you will like him very much.
It's because there is no contact."
I was a little anxious.
I was afraid that if Qijun and I lived together, one day he would grow up and hate Huo Hanyu. , the child doesn’t understand anything.
"Mom, what I love most is you."
Qi Jun hesitated for a moment, and finally said these words.
He let go of his hand uncomfortably, and couldn't help but add, "You don't love me, so you gave me away.
If you get married, your stepmother will bully you."
"Mom, look at you talking nonsense."
I said nothing to Qi Jun, and couldn't help but express my anger at Wan Niang.
Wan Niang pursed her lips and pulled Qi Jun into her arms, "Grandma will not let my grandson be bullied.
What I said is the truth.
I want to send it away, and we will talk about it later."
She had to say this, although I understood that it was just her delaying tactic.
I also want to delay, and I am not willing to pray to you either I just didn't expect that this delay would last two years.
We lived in the same city as our biological mother, Zhao Wenhui, without telling anyone.
We just changed our phone numbers and occasionally contacted Wang Liang and the others.
Wang Liang and the others did not leave the city.
Instead, they ran a small business there with Yu Tong.
They built a new house in the courtyard that had been burned by fire before and lived together with Zi Ah.
It is said that Sun Kai also found a girlfriend.
Want to buy a house and get married When Sun Kai got married, I didn't go either.
I don’t know how to describe my feelings.
At first I really wanted to give him Qi Jun, but as time went by, this idea gradually faded away.
Especially after I called him, the third brother said that he was very busy and was here.
Busy at work Maybe it's time to start a new life, so I didn't contact the third brother too much.
I even changed my phone number several times.
I couldn't care about so many people's fate, life or death, so I simply let go.
Hong Luoyu and Wang Hui stopped contacting me, and no one knew I would be here.
As for my father Zhou Zhenfu, I have never visited him, even though he is very close.
I lived a very peaceful life.
At first I worked part-time and did what I could, but I didn't enter the nightclub.
I felt old, and I prayed that you would be sensible.
No matter how short of money I was, I couldn't fuck the girl for the sake of my child's face, so I saved a little money.
The next spring, I opened a newsstand and sold some magazines and drinks in a small roadside house, which was enough to make a living.
I have been working for about three or two months, and a new newspaper was delivered to me.
When I saw the exclusive interview about Huo Hanyu in the financial section, I was excited and happy for him, because it was the first time I didn't get it from the third brother's mouth.
Get the news about him.
His father's real estate business should be getting better and better, otherwise why would it be reported to the newspaper?
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The huge title seems to explain everything.
He is the youngest chairman of xx Real Estate Company, a mysterious man with a flourishing career.
In the eyes of others, he is mysterious.
But after reading the content of the report, I was shocked again
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