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Chapter 114: Deliberately let go


Qiao Sa told me that the man she liked met abroad, but not all conditions abroad were good.

She even said that the man was very poor and her family had all kinds of obstacles.

They were both young and impulsive at that time.

He is very good, and in his eyes, she is a man that no one can compare to.

He is willing to do things for her that she would never have imagined.

She didn't fall in love with him at first, but gradually she was moved by his kindness.

Facing the pressure and unable to bear it anymore, the two drank pills and committed suicide together.

But Qiao Sa was saved.

Qiao Sa, who had died once, didn't know if she was really committed to this relationship until death.

She also didn't expect that she would not choose to die again.

She felt she betrayed their love She felt that everyone looking at her was accusing her of betrayal.

It seems like she should be dead.

But she didn't want to die.

Her parents were still alive, and she understood a lot of things in a daze.

But she dreams every night.

She had the same dream, dreaming that her boyfriend came to her for revenge and told her that he missed her and she wanted to stay with her.

She suffered from depression and schizophrenia, and had thought about committing suicide many times.

Since the corpse was mummified and placed next to her, she no longer had dreams every day, but she was still in pain.

In this painful entanglement, It took two years before I slowly started taking medicine and treatment, but it was not completely cured.

The situation has also improved a lot.

Hearing her story like this, I actually had the illusion that I felt the same way.

I shook my head vigorously and held Huo Hanyu's diary in my arms.

I didn't know if I still had the courage to read it.

I always felt that there was some pain behind it that I couldn't face.

When the sun rose, Qijun and Yutong came over together and brought me porridge.

I wasn't hungry, so I drank reluctantly, as they said, not only for myself but also for the sake of the one in my stomach.

Wang Hui came over.

After entering the door, we all looked at him expectantly, but he did not bring good news or bad news.

Although no news is good news, the person has not been found for four days.

Wang Hui had to say, "I will start to expand the scope today and will search for a few more days.

If I still can't find it, I have to give up."

"Why give up?

Until I find out, how much tax does my husband pay every year to support you."

I know I said this a bit too much.

But when I heard that I was about to give up, I was so excited that I couldn't speak.

Wang Hui didn't dare to speak for fear of making me unhappy, so he asked Yutong to take good care of me and left.

Yutong also told me that Wang Liang and his people were searching there every day.

To comfort me, she believed that they would be able to find me.

I was very conflicted, crying and drinking porridge.

Certain images couldn't help but emerge in his mind.

What they found was his body.

After eating, I told them that I was feeling sleepy and wanted to rest.

Yutong took Qijun outside.

Qijun wanted to accompany me, but Yutong said he was going out to buy a gift for his mother, so he followed.

Qiao Sa was left sleeping next to my bed, and I continued to read the diary.

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However, what I didn't expect was that his diary was intermittent.

I seem to be too busy to remember later, but what crosses over is my hatred for me.

Dad is gone, and it was Luo Na and Wang Hui who killed him.

This simple sentence made me feel angina, although it has passed.

But this sentence seems to have shed tears.

When I think of him digging out the flesh of his heart in front of me, the scene makes me want to live in pain.

I wiped away my tears and continued watching Mom said she would never agree to let me be with Lorna again.

I answered mom, you agree, but I don’t agree with it myself.

I can feel that I have become determined.

There will no longer be any feeling of tolerance and love for her I never thought that my father had plans for me before he died.

He has paved a bright road for my future, but he himself is willing to be the laborer.

My mother was very sad and confided her feelings to me.

She told me that when she found out her father was dead, she regretted it.

I asked her what she regretted.

She said that she regretted that every time he asked her to have dinner together, she refused.

She said she regretted not attending various gatherings with him.

The banquet left him alone, facing other couples.

She said she regretted not giving him a gift on his birthday this year I hugged my mother as if I were caring for a woman, and gently patted her back, trying to comfort her, but I knew that no one could comfort her.

Only at this moment did she understand.

"I love him, and I love your father even more."

My mother cried, her tears dripping with tears.

She was entangled throughout her life, and finally she realized that she was indeed in love with my father, but because of the death of the previous generation, there was an extra emotional entanglement.

Both men left, which one hurt more.

How could she not feel it.

On the day of the burial, I asked everyone else to leave, and I knelt in front of my father's monument alone and confessed.

Repent for all the things I have been persuading you to do over the years, and repent for the past ten years when I was carried away by love.

However, confessing did not make me feel relaxed at all.

I still felt guilty and guilty.

It seems that my father's death was caused by me.

If I didn’t come into contact with Lorna, maybe there wouldn’t be so many things happening.

I didn’t expect that Lorna would fucking dare to appear in front of me.

I didn't want to pay attention to her.

I didn't kill her immediately.

It was already a kindness on my part.

I left and left her alone on the roadside.

Maybe my mother was secretly watching in the nunnery.

I received news that Qijun was sent back to Lorna.

I am even more convinced that Luo Na and Cang Hu were working together to kill my father.

Although I understand that Lorna loves me, she loves her son even more.

Maybe it was threatened, maybe it was not voluntary, but no matter what the process.

Didn't she do that all the time?

I saw it with my own eyes.

Canghu used Wang Hui to help Wang Hui complete his mission ahead of schedule, and Luo Na's role in the process was unclear.

I understand all this, but I really don’t want Lorna to be bothered about it, no matter what, it’s my father’s death.

Have an indirect or direct relationship with her.

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I want a child, Qijun, I must have it, my father is not there for Qijun, I want to tell Qijun alone, I want to tell him that he has such a grandfather.

Things are never what you think.

I called her to ask for the child, and I promised her one last night, but my last reluctance turned out to be an opportunity for her, Lorna.

The child is gone.

I don’t know where the old Wan Niang has taken the lifeblood of our Huo family.

Lorna was captured by me.

I wanted to torture her, but I really didn't know how to torture her in order to vent my anger.

Every time I stretched out my hand to her, I couldn't help but take it back.

My heart ached and I was so sad.

It seems that only by hurting yourself can you get relief.

I could never get over her.

It hurt me even more when I saw her pained eyes when I hurt myself, as if begging me not to.

She loves me.

I don't know why.

We have so much to go through.

At night, the third brother and I drank a lot.

The third brother kept guarding Lorna's door in a trance.

"Third brother, how do you think I killed Lorna without anyone noticing?"

I smiled bitterly and tested Third Brother.

"Don't make trouble, you are already old, you think you are still young, why bother."

The third brother really disagreed.

"I will kill her early tomorrow morning."

After saying that, I went back to the study on the second floor, pretended to be very tired, and lay down on the sofa and fell asleep.

Hearing the voices of Third Brother and Lorna outside, I suddenly opened my eyes, walked to the door of the study, stood at the corner of the stairs on the second floor, and watched quietly as Third Brother released Lorna.

I walked to the window.

Quietly, I watched the third brother drive and secretly take Lorna away.

My mind went blank and I didn't know what I was thinking.

No wonder at that time, I felt like there was a pair of eyes looking at me from behind.

When I saw this, I was shocked that such a thing existed.

I was touched and distressed.

At that time, he could still do this.

No matter what the reason was, it was shocking.

He deliberately let me go with the help of Third Brother, giving him a reason to let me go and not kill me.

How stupid, you can be so stupid.

No matter what, I will be happy with him in my life, and all the ups and downs will be nothing.

I don't know when the tears started to flow again.

My eyes were so swollen and painful that I couldn't bear it.

I really doubted whether my eyes were going to be scrapped.

If I cry blindly, I would also like to cry back for you

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