When I see this page, I want to tear it up, bastard, bastard, you know I can't do it But I couldn't bear to let him go, as if I was grabbing his last remaining warmth, touching and holding him, not wanting to let go, and even continuing to watch from the beginning.
Before I knew it, I fell asleep.
When it got light and I opened my eyes, everyone was there again, as if I had done something again last night.
When I pressed again and again, Yutong cried and told me that I walked out of the ward last night.
Standing on the rooftop, blowing the breeze, ready to jump.
Fortunately, Wang Hui saved me, but Wang Hui was injured after falling.
"How's the injury?"
I blamed myself.
"It's okay."
Wang Hui walked in from outside, just smiled and showed me his arm in a plaster cast.
I lowered my head, not wanting to face him.
When I see him, I think that bastard is going to give me to him.
"Have you found my husband yet?"
After the silence, I only asked this sentence.
He asked calmly, as if he could accept it.
No one answered me, they all gave me the answer with silence.
I burst into tears.
He had been gone for six days.
There seemed to be no hope of survival at all.
Qiao Sa walked in.
She comforted me anxiously, "Lona, don't think so much.
You have read the diary.
He must have something to say to you.
He doesn't want to see you like that."
"Mom" Qi Jun pushed Qiao Sa away and stood in front of me, "I can't live without you."
That look, that look, was exactly the same as his.
The baby in my belly moved a little, and I felt a little pain, but I seemed to understand something.
It seemed that he really couldn't die.
At the end, he told me that hope was given up by himself, and that there is no hopeless situation in the world.
I told myself that he was not dead, he was with me.
I want to live, live very strongly "Qiao Sa."
I wiped away my tears and looked at Qiao Sa seriously, "Help me make arrangements, but I will never take medicine.
I want to give him a daughter.
She won't inherit any diseases."
"No, but the situation is not good."
Qiao Sa did not agree with this.
"Before, I gave Huo Hanyu medicine in the hope that he would secretly give it to you.
The first time he threw it away.
The last time, maybe he gave it to you."
"Will it?"
I couldn't help shivering all over, as if I had forgotten something.
I hurriedly looked through the diary, but there was no record in the diary whether he had secretly given me the bottle of medicine that Qiao Sa gave him when he left.
I can't remember clearly
My brain hurts.
It was very chaotic, and I had no ability to think at all.
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"I don't remember what he gave me to eat.
I don't remember anything."
"Even if he feeds you, you may not notice it, and he may not tell you."
Qiao Sa seemed to have found an excuse that was enough to convince me to cooperate with the treatment, "So, we can't have this child, and you still have to Wake up, you can be fine.
You are as normal as me.
I have not been sick for a long time, two years ago.
My mentor is ready to go to China to help you treat yourself, I believe."
"Stop talking."
I interrupted Qiao Sa.
I couldn't bear it and couldn't control myself, so I yelled, "Stop talking.
I won't agree.
Even if I give birth to a disabled child, I will still give birth to him.
He wants a daughter."
My voice was shaking, my body was shaking, and it seemed like the whole world was shaking.
Qiao Sa didn't dare to speak anymore and arranged for everyone to go out first, leaving only Qijun here to accompany me.
Qijun also understood everything.
He climbed into bed, looked at me obediently, got into my quilt, hugged me and my belly, "I will definitely take good care of my sister and mother."
"Did you wish to be born?"
I tentatively asked Mr.
Qi.
"Yes."
Qi Jun nodded vigorously, his little eyes filled with bloodshot eyes.
It seems that he has been crying secretly these past two days, but in front of me, he wants to be strong.
"I'm a man, I will take good care of you," Qijun added, holding my belly firmly.
"Dad will be back too."
I couldn't hold back the tears, but I wanted to control myself.
Life and circumstances tell us to be strong.
Qiao Sa persuaded me several times alone, but in the end, I just agreed to ask her mentor to check on me.
I really won’t consider not having children for the time being, even if I risk going crazy.
It's a bit bitter.
Huo Hanyu seems to have never let me really listen to his words until his death.
Because he loves me so much, his words always become meaningless.
On the seventh day after Huo Hanyu fell into the water, Wan Niang and Han Jingqiu came.
I invited everyone out and was alone with them in the ward.
Han Jingqiu's face was filled with sadness.
When she saw me, she accused me, "It's all you who killed my husband and my son.
Why didn't you die with her?"
She cried so sadly that she cried unbridledly beside my hospital bed. .
Wan Niang and the others didn't know my situation, and Wan Niang didn't do much to stop her.
Some negative thoughts came to mind again, and they were stimulated by her words, as if they were going to be sick again.
Qiao Sa was worried about the situation, so she stood guard at the door.
She probably saw that I was in a bad mood, so she hurried in and pulled Han Jingqiu out and talked for a long time.
My emotions slowly eased in Wan Niang’s arms When Han Jingqiu came in again, she no longer wanted to vent her love.
She probably knew that venting was meaningless and she couldn't lose it again.
She hugged Qi Jun and pulled me.
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She just cried and said nothing.
After crying for a long time, she choked with sobs and said, "We have to be good."
When I heard this, I was moved to tears.
If it weren’t for a woman like Han Jingqiu, who else could forgive me?
afternoon.
Qiao Sa arranged for me to be discharged from the hospital and told me that her mentor would arrive tomorrow.
After walking out of the hospital gate, Han Jingqiu went to some shroud shops opposite and bought a lot of things, enough to fill a cart.
"What are you going to do?"
I wanted to stop her.
"First seven, don't burn paper.
He will be very poor in the underworld.
That kid can't be poor.
He will be bullied to death by other ghosts.
He can't do it without money."
Han Jingqiu said blankly, and cried again.
"He said when he was a child that if you don't give him money, he will not live.
He must be waiting for money to use it now.
I am afraid that he will have no clothes to wear, so I bought them all."
When I heard this, I refused.
Those who objected, "He is not dead" have clearly accepted his death, but they still scream like this.
"I have accepted it, why don't you accept it?"
Han Jingqiu smiled bitterly, speaking vaguely and incoherently.
"Go to the place where he died, burn it, and then go to his father's grave.
I think I should introduce you to him.
No, he knew you.
The introduction is right, you are his daughter-in-law."
I felt flustered.
I was taken to the bridge of the river by Han Jingqiu.
Qiao Sa went with me.
She was originally opposed to it because she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it, but I told her that Han Jingqiu was actually suffering more than me.
It’s just that she is stronger than me, and she doesn’t have much to worry about.
She no longer blames me.
I am satisfied.
I will adjust my mentality.
I have to accompany you for this kind of thing.
When Han Jingqiu burned the paper money, I felt dizzy at the spot where he fell into the water.
I couldn't bear it.
I said I accepted it, but how could I accept it so easily?
I didn't know what was going on and ran over and hit the paper money hard with my clothes, not wanting it to ignite.
"Stop being like this."
Han Jingqiu felt very sad, "Do you think I want to?
I'm not afraid that you won't be able to accept it, so I want you to see clearly."
I don't know how to describe how I felt when I heard this.
I stepped forward and hugged her, holding her and crying together.
We knelt together and put on a white flower.
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Burning paper for him together, this kind of pain seems to have reached its peak, because when I am sober, I understand that for me, I have to face it early.
As I cried, the cool breeze messed up my thoughts.
I felt dizzy and fell down all of a sudden.
Everyone was not far away, looking at the long river in silence.
They didn't notice that I had fallen.
I was lying alone on the cold ground, looking at the blue sky and the red sunset on the horizon.
In a trance, my vision was blurred.
Here, his figure appeared.
I laughed.
I didn’t know if I was confused, or if he really appeared, or if his ghost appeared.
In short, it was good that he appeared.
He ran towards me, squatted in front of me, took my hand, and put my hand on his face, which was still warm.
There were injuries on his face, painful bruises, and scratches on his hands.
"Husband" I looked at him, quietly, and shouted out these two words.
I really hoped that he would respond, a real response, a real response
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