Mother also said: "Rushan, because of you, isn't our family messy enough, you don't want the title, the people in the fourth room can compete for it."
The title that our family has obtained is what our Wen family has exchanged for several generations with military exploits and blood, you don't value it, and you can't trample on it, this is the highest honor of our Wen family.If everything you have done is known to them, you know how much impact it will have, not only your father will be ruined, but even our family, you and you and your two younger brothers will also be ruined" Although the mother's words were reproachful, they were full of pity and disappointment, which made him unforgettable in the dead of night.His father's anger and his mother's tears turned into an invisible mountain and weighed heavily on him.He suffers, but he can't take away the responsibility from himself.He admits that he is cowardly, and when facing feelings, when facing Qingchen's abandonment and betrayal, he can only escape.Without her, his happiness and joy would be gone, but he still had to live, he still had to have dreams and pursuits, just as his mother expected, he should take on the responsibility of the family.Therefore, he knelt in front of his father's knees: "Dad, please deprive your son of the position of the son of the world and let the second brother be the son of the world." ”"Alas" my father seemed to have aged a lot in a few nights because of his affairs, "Go, if you want to go to Qingxi County, I will keep the position of the prince for you, and give you three years."
Three years later, if you don't change your mind, I will ask the court to appoint the second child as the son. ”Jiang Ruoning saw that he was deep in thought, that woman was dead, even if she was really gone, she Jiang Ruoning didn't want to be someone else's stand-in anymore.Can't make a mistake, he poured all his body and mind into that woman, what is he Jiang Ruoning said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned her, it made you sad."
But "she cut the shredded turnips so swiftly that by magic, the slices of turnips became a symmetrical filament in her hand, but for a moment."
The shredded radish has been cut, put the shreds in a porcelain bowl, sprinkle with salt, and mix well.Her movements are skillful, and it can be seen that she often does such things."
Brother Wen, I think no matter what the reason is, we are still reconciled."
What did she call him Brother Wen to "marry" Yu Jiang Ruoning, it has always been a mistake.If it's wrong, you shouldn't go on.She is not a virgin and does not have a great spirit of sacrifice to fulfill the happiness of others by sacrificing the happiness of her life.She just wants to hold the happiness in her hands, she just wants to fulfill her promise to Li Guan, and she wants to marry Li Guan.Wen Rushan said: "You still want to reconcile" Jiang Ruoning held his chin with his hand and rolled his smart eyes: "I want to end a meaningless marriage."
The wife you never wanted to marry was someone else, I don't know what kind of hardship you have, you need to borrow my name and identity to be married to her, but have you ever thought that no one wants to bear someone else's name.And I don't want to be a stand-in, it's not fair to her, it's not fair to me. ”"I can give you more than not being able to give you the love you want."
In the past few years, she has tightly bound her person and heart for four years, because she did not dare to accept the pursuit of others and even dare not tell everyone the truth, all this is enough for her to have had enough "four years, because of a marriage letter."
I was afraid that people would know about my marriage, so I didn't dare to marry.I don't want anything, I just want to be free, and I want to marry the man I like.You can walk on the street hand in hand with her head held high, and you can be a husband and wife with her. ”She didn't want her to refuse him.He came with confidence, thinking that if he couldn't be a husband and wife with Song Qingchen, it would be better to be a husband and wife with a substitute.He wanted to give Jiang Ruoning a name and give her a distinguished status, but she didn't want it.What she wants is freedom, and what she wants is to be able to marry the person she likes.Obviously, the person she likes is not him.Aren't all women in this world who love glory and wealth With his identity, a background like Jiang Ruoning is Gao Pan, even if he is a concubine.He promised hers, but he was a wife.Jiang Ruoning really doesn't know the height of the sky, she doesn't want her, she just wants to be free, she just wants to walk in the sun with the one she likes.The three words "under the sun" deeply hurt Wen Rushan's heart, Song Qingchen also said similar things, he hated these three words very much."
I can give you more than love.The fame and fortune you want, the glory you want" With the power of his Wen family, he can indeed give Jiang Ruoning more things, fame, power, glory and wealth, and being his wife is the wife of the prince of the imperial court, which is the respect that many women can't pursue in their lives.In the eyes of this man, these are actually these.Perhaps, this is the dream of many women, but it is by no means her Jiang Ruoning's."
Except for freedom, other than marrying someone I like, nothing else means anything to me anymore.gold and silver, I can earn with him; Power, over the years, I have seen too many deceitful people of rich and noble families, and I have also seen the hypocrisy and coldness of wealthy families, which is not the family I yearn for.I'd rather marry an ordinary man, he likes me, I like him, so it's enough for Wen Rushan, in your opinion, it's a gift to me, but I don't need to start with you calculating me, I'm not interested in you.Do you know because of your calculations and framing, because of that marriage paper, I could have married three years ago, but because of it, I hesitated.Wen Rushan, money may be able to buy a lot of things, but it can't buy true love, nor can it buy time and youth.I'll tell you: between you and me, it's never an equivalent deal" Wen Rushan was silent, he thought he knew Song Qingchen, until she left, he realized that he had never understood.He thought he could convince Jiang Ruoning.Now I know that Jiang Ruoning doesn't want the gold, silver, and glory he promised at all.Ah Bao ran over from the yard at the moment and said loudly: "Mother, is it okay to change the meal, I want to eat the eggshell soup made by my mother." ”"Just a little while."
Wen Rushan looked at Bao, the child hadn't been so happy for a long time, although he was crying just now, he would soon be happy again.Since Qingchen left, Ah Bao has asked from hundreds of times a day, to dozens of times a day, and then to more than a dozen times a day: "Daddy, let's find my mother, didn't you say that she is in another place, Daddy, I want my mother, I want to sleep with my mother like my brother and sister." ”Every time at that time, Wen Rushan wanted to hug Ah Bao and cry.But he, a man, is a mature man, how can he cry like a child.Ah Bao asked less about his mother later, but Ah Bao suddenly became a little less like a child, and lost the laughter of the past, even if he played with several young masters and young ladies in the house, Ah Bao would look at other children with envy.This is also the most unbearable thing for Wen Rushan, he always feels that he owes Ah Bao too much.Wen Rushan clasped his hands around him, as if he was pondering, and a decision burst out of his mouth: "Stay" "What" Jiang Ruoning thought that he had heard it wrong."
Stay and stay for Ah Bao" Ah Huan sat in front of the stove and watched the fire, listening to them talk, and at this moment he had roughly sorted out what was going on, a few years ago it was Wen Rushan who calculated Jiang Ruoning.Jiang Ruoning was picking the vegetables in his hand, and when he heard him say this, he put his hands together: "Brother Wen, don't be so domineering, I can't go against my will." ”"Stay," he continued, "will prove in the future that you made the right choice."
Even if I can't give you the love you want, but I can give you more" His voice carried a majesty that could not be ignored, and it had endless charm: "Stay and I can make you fame and fortune, wealth, glory, money, as long as you want, I can give it to you, and even I will help you become a strange woman in the Great Yan Dynasty, but, in addition to love" In addition to love, especially after loving and hurting, he has no strength to move his heart anymore, but he can give her more.For example, to help her become famous, and to give her a noble status that many women envy.Jiang Ruoning hooked her lips and smiled bitterly, "I don't want the love you give." ”In her past life and present life, what she longs for most is a true love in the world, in her eyes, love is the most important thing, but now she just wants to be an ordinary girl, she can talk about a vigorous love in Ruhua Miao Ling like them, marry the man she likes like them, and then fight for their home together.If the man is a farmer, she can carry a food box to his field to deliver food; If the man is a merchant, she can accompany him to check the books and discuss with her how much more money can be made; If the man was an official, she would be by his side, occasionally giving him some advice and so many fantasies, but none of them were the case at the moment.This is far beyond what she can accept.Before she could say more, he turned and walked out of the kitchen.Ah Bao looked at the pot and stood at the door: "Mother, when will the egg brother soup be good" swallowed a mouthful of saliva unconsciously.One moment the eggshell, the other egg brother screamed, and when he heard it, it made people want to laugh.Such a cute doll, her face is slightly haggard, even if her mother is gone, she can't let the child suffer, and I don't know how the father and daughter survived.Jiang Ruoning took out the egg custard from the pot, Ah Bao stretched out his little hand, and couldn't wait to catch it, Jiang Ruoning called out "Ah Bao" softly, Ah Bao was so frightened that he immediately retracted his hand, and a delicate little face looked at her timidly, scared, expectant, and more eager.Jiang Ruoning said softly: "Bao, you can't eat it yet, it's very hot, count to twenty, and after twenty breaths, my mother will feed you" Mother, I actually used these two words for him.Such a young child has no mother.Before the crossing, when she needed her father's love and mother's love the most, it was her grandmother who accompanied her; After the crossing, her father and mother rarely appeared, and He Dexiu only went home once in a few years, leaving a few taels of silver or a few bags of new and old clothes every time he came back.The son wants to be raised, but the parent is not there.What a pain it is.To be continued.4209051: