Xue Xi continued: "When I saw with my own eyes your ruthlessness towards Mrs.
Han, Murong Lin, and even Ruo'er, it made me feel that you, who seem to be affectionate, are actually the most ruthless person in the world, and you don't even have Murong Di's compassion.I told myself: I used to love the wrong person.Even if you have amnesia, you should not give away a woman who loves you deeply as a concubine, nor should you humiliate or scold a woman you do not understand at all.Even if Murong Lin didn't grow up next to you, you can't deny that it's your son.Even if you don't like Ruo'er, shouldn't you have a little intention of making up for it, the tiger still has mercy, and you don't.You are amnesia, but you should not lose your conscience and principles of being a man, you don't even have the least concept of distinguishing between good and evil, right and wrong, how can you be considered a man, although you are heartless, you should not be ruthless everywhere, ruthless, ruthless to the point that people think you are not close to people.You say that you were victimized by the Xie family, but in my opinion, it is your nature.The more I know, the more disappointed I am in you, and suddenly I think back: loving you is also like a previous life. ”Murong Zhi smiled bitterly, in her heart, he was so useless.Xue Xi said indifferently: "Murong Zhi, all kinds of deaths in this life in this life, and all kinds of future lives in the next life, you and I will end this life."
For you owe me, I don't expect you to repay it in the next life, and if you meet again in the next life, you will only be strangers, and you will not know each other when you meet. ”Murong Zhi's heart seemed to be torn apart by life."
If you unravel the Gu poison for me that day" "But you don't even have a chance for me to get close to you, how can I detoxify What's more, I have lost my life pill and have fallen into disrepair, and I have no ability to solve the Gu for you."
Murong Zhi, you said that I should have solved the Gu for you earlier, but in fact, you are just your own selfish thoughts.Have you ever thought about it, again and again, why you must have asked me to save you, you obviously have a chance to save me from trouble, what have you done to me" Xue Xi's suffering.It was he who planted it.She came to the capital to look for him, he forgot her, and cruelly gave her to Xie Liduan.How cruel he was to a young and beautiful woman.In the backyard of Xie Mansion, he also met Xue Xi several times, as long as he said a word.Xue Xi was able to leave the backyard of Xie Mansion, but he suddenly didn't see it, and he looked like a stranger.What a proud and noble woman she was, reduced to dust, and yet proud never to ask for help."
When I appear before you.Even if you don't recognize it, how qualified are you to send me to Xie Liduan to be humiliated" "Xue Xi, why didn't you resist at that time" "I didn't resist because I understood that it was the calamity of my life, and I was destined to have three years of concubine suffering, and I couldn't escape or hide.Who let me meddle in Jiangnan back then, save you from trouble, this is the punishment I got in exchange for saving you from disaster" and the secret.She wouldn't say it.This is the truth that she later realized."
Murong Zhi, how did I get pulled down from the world by you, I talk too much and I am confused, you sit in front of that wall, cross-legged and closed your eyes to find the answer."
Xue Xi is lazy with explanations.Murong Zhi went to the wall according to his words, closed his eyes, it was a phantom wall, and he returned to the familiar room, which was the inner room of Yuehua Courtyard, and he was a dying old man.The sunset shines in through the window and falls on the ground, reflecting the flowers.Next to him, there was a boy of fifteen or sixteen years old.Holding a book in his hand, he was reading to him, this child's eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to Murong Lin, his voice was neither high nor low, and he was very good.After reading the biography once.He closed the page: "Grandfather, you have regrets in this life," he recalled, and he had not risen from his bed since the beginning of winter."
It's a pity," Murong Zhi groaned, "That year, I was young, and for the first time I left the capital to travel the world, I met a girl dressed in white like a fairy in the West Lake Rain Shelter" That girl is very beautiful, intoxicating when she laughs, and has a pair of beautiful dimples.He couldn't help but look at it a few more times, but the slightly smaller girl next to the girl in white shouted fiercely: "Stinky boy, what do you look at my sister, you look at it again, believe it or not, I will pick out your eyes." ”Murong Zhi looked away, but they were all sheltering from the rain in the rain pavilion.At that time, a young man came in, waved his hand and said to the girl: "When Li Yun came in to avoid the rain, he took the two girls, please forgive me." ”The fierce woman glared.The girl in white was blessed and said, "Little girl Xuexi, the son doesn't have to be rigid when he goes out." ”Li Yun smiled and laughed, and talked with Xue Xi gently, and the two of them met very happily.A few years later, Murong Zhi had married a wife and had children, and he still remembered the white-clothed girl he met when he traveled the world back then, until he turned 40th birthday that year, and the birthday banquet was very lively.There was a middle-aged couple among the visiting guests, the woman was Xue Xi, and the man was Li Yun, a famous man in Shu, Li Yun and Wen Siyuan were confidants and friends, and this time they entered Beijing to celebrate Mrs.
Wen's birthday.In the following years, he often thought: It would be good if her fierce sister was not there that day, or if Li Yun didn't go to Jiangnan to study, so that Li Yun would not meet Xue Xi, and Xue Xi was his.When Murong Zhi opened his eyes again, the others were still in front of the wall, because of his own greed in that life, thinking that he met Xue Xi first, and thought that falling in love with her would be a good relationship.It turns out that even if she meets Xue Xi, she will only be her calamity.And if Xue Xi doesn't meet her, she will have to meet Li Yun, and then have a happy and happy life.Murong Zhi got up and realized in his heart that it wasn't Xue Xi who couldn't stand him, he looked at Xue Xi deeply: "It's me who failed you, you're right, I'm not worthy of you." ”Xue Xi nodded slightly, "I'll leave if I understand."
Some people are not what you should be delusional. ”"I hurt you" He looked indifferent, but he was clearly a little unwilling.What other face is entangled with her, she fell into the mortal world because of him, she should have been married to Li Yun, and it was he who harmed her.It's his fault, it's all his fault."
Xue Xi, can you still give me a chance" Today, he still wants a chance Xue Xi is silent, "The secret of heaven must not be leaked, you can untie your heart knot and live in peace, my beloved is not you, I will wait for the right person in another world." ”She looked outside, "Worldly Emperor, if you want to ask or even if you want to ask, come in." ”Xue Yao said loudly: "Emperor."
My sister told you to come in. ”Xue Xi still pointed to the wall, and the emperor looked at the futon on the ground and sat cross-legged.Immediately, he entered the illusion.And how familiar the scene inside is.This is the Imperial Garden of the Imperial Palace, where a beautiful lady dressed as a princess strolls with him."
Suzhen, there is really no more possibility between us" "Your Majesty, if you miss it, you won't come again." ”"Ah Zhi has been thinking about the girl in white for so many years.Even though he respects and values you, he never gives you real affection. ”When the emperor saw the noble lady, his face was surprised, because this noble lady was actually Mrs.
Han and Han Suzhen, the lord of Mingzhen County, she was so quiet and beautiful, as long as she looked at it, it made his heart calm."
Your Majesty, I am Ah Zhi's wife in this life, and Suzhen will definitely be your woman in the next life, that is, for ten or twenty years.I will wait silently for you to marry me in a quiet place. ”He had early feelings for his younger siblings, this is his love for her along the way, this is the second woman he touched after the death of Queen Duanyi, but they moved their hearts and stopped at courtesy.They made an agreement that if there was an afterlife, they would go somewhere.Rong Ning waited for Murong Zhi to come out of the tunnel and was pulled up by the courtyard.The face was gloomy, and the initial sharpness and pain had long been lost, as if all of a sudden, everything had become clear.It was he who pulled Xue Xi into the world, and it was he who let her down.What Xue Xi could do for him had already been done.If it weren't for his unwillingness before his death in his "previous life", he would not have met Xue Xi in Jiangnan West Lake.It's his fault, it's all his fault.Xie Wanjun stood respectfully on the side, and was splashed with two basins of cold water.I thought I would get seriously ill, but surprisingly there was no sign of catching a cold."
Xie Tongfang."
Murong Zhi exhaled lightly, he still loved Xue Xi deeply, and in this love, there was more guilt; He also resented the Xie family.It's just that he won't be so sharp anymore.Xie Wanjun called timidly: "Hou Ye" thanked Tongfang, every sound was like a knife stabbing on the body, hurting in her heart, but she saw too much disgust in Murong Zhi's eyes.Murong Zhi said to the courtyard behind him, "Take her to Xue Xi's bones." ”Xie Wanjun didn't know why, and followed the nursing courtyard into the secret room.When she arrived at the stone room, the emperor was coming out with ease: he and Mrs.
Han were related in a previous life, and even so, he would persuade Mrs.
Han to marry into the deep palace.She is the most suitable queen in his opinion, no worse than Duanyi, they are two completely different people.Facing each other, the emperor showed a little disdain, which made Xie Wanjun's already uneasy heart a little more painful.She is really like heaven and fallen into hell now, and the emperor has never been kind to her, yes, she has done so many wrong things, how dare she expect people to treat her well.Xue Yao asked Xie Wanjun to sit cross-legged on the futon.Xie Wanjun closed his eyes, and when he opened his eyes again, he found that he had returned to Xie's home to watch and watch.She sat in front of the rhombic glasses, stroking the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes with her hands."
Lord, the banquet is about to begin.""
How many guests have come outside," the servant looked embarrassed, "they have all gone to other women's temples, and they are all scribes in their forties and fifties." ”"Forty or fifty years old," Xie Wanjun muttered, "I'm only thirty-two, and the young boys don't come anymore." ”The red face is not old and the grace is cut first, those who say they love her are just emotional words when they are playing, they still marry high-ranking girls, they still have a group of wives and concubines, and they still go to the field of young beauties."
Yes."
She felt sad in her heart, "Entertain them with some good food and wine, and then let the female disciples perform songs and dances, and they will almost disperse." ”"The Lord doesn't come forward to entertain" "Don't entertain, I'm old and yellow, and they don't like it either." ”Xie Wanjun felt bitter in her heart, dismissed the female crown of service, and sat quietly in front of the mirror."
If the prince had chosen a concubine back then, and the Queen Mother had not broken the matter of my Xie family's ancestral illness, maybe I would have married King Rong as the main concubine, and maybe I also gave birth to two sons and a daughter, maybe my son would be as good as Murong Lin, and my daughter would be as talented and beautiful as Murong Ai.If everything is repeated, I will do everything I can to change the ending of loneliness and old age, seek a good fate for a lifetime, and seek a life of glory, wealth, and glamor.Which man in the whole capital is better than Murong Zhi, the king of Rong, he is the person who has a long relationship, and the only princess who loves him the most in his life. ”When she was dying, she made a grand wish, in order to get the love of Murong Zhi for her life, she could leave behind her conscience, and even unscrupulous means, just ask for a long-cherished wish, no regrets in her life, what reserved, whatever fame, she can do without, just ask for a true love, a good fate.To be continued.4209051: