From the very beginning, Gu Yingge knew that it would not be easy to survive in this place where people eat people and do not spit out bones, but it was the first time that Gu Yingge had realized so vividly that this circle was always more terrifying than imagined.Qu Yiran once cut off his love so cruelly for his future.So now, what position do you have to help Qu Yiran go to Yan Zhengdao Gu Yingge and think, maybe this matter can really only be like this.It's like the love between Qu Yiran and Yan Zhengdao, if you miss that summer, there will never be a continuation."
Don't think about it, that has nothing to do with you."
Nian Yuan said softly.Gu Yingge was stunned and smiled bitterly: "Didn't it actually remind me." ”"What," Nian Yuan asked.Gu Yingge said: "If I used to be young and vigorous, I might be desperate for my career, think about it carefully, maybe it's a sense of self-satisfaction, I feel that I am very great, because I work hard, I can give up a lot of things, I can give up family affection and love, it is because I am running on the road I want, but now when I look back, I will feel that I am quite pitiful." ”Nian Yuan looked at Gu Yingge, and saw the starlight flickering in her eyes, Nian Yuan fell silent, he didn't know if it was because of the touching scene, or if it was because of the whole day today, Gu Yingge really heard too many things, and saw too many life and death partings in the hospital, so he thought of Gu Huaizhi in the past.I didn't see Gu Huaizhi for the last time, I didn't hear the last words he said to himself, even for a strong person like Gu Yingge, it was such a cruel blow.She may not be able to say it, but Gu Yingge will always hide these in her heart and inevitably carry them forward.Nian Yuan didn't know how to persuade him, for such a Gu Yingge, it seemed that all his words had become empty.After a moment of silence, Nian Yuan said: "Don't think too much, you won't need to give up anything." ”If he said something against his will, Nian Yuan felt ridiculous when he said it himself.Everyone must learn to let go, whether it is the hour when they leave work early to spend time with their families, or they have to give up a business trip to spend time with their children, or they may be ruthlessly unwilling to accept a job transfer for the sake of their families.If you are willing to give up, you will have to give up.For a long time, Gu Yingge's world didn't have much to give up, because someone quietly gave up a lot for Gu Yingge in places she couldn't see.Maybe it's pride, maybe it's the ever-decreasing persistence and bottom line."
You and Bai Shao are complementary, you won't be so hard together."
Nian Yuan said again.He felt that he was about to become a confidant sister, Gu Yingge laughed: "Thank you, Uncle Nian, don't say it, if you keep talking, I think I've cheated you, you can do a late-night emotional interview." ”"What kind of emotional interview" for a while, Nian Yuan didn't react.Gu Ying was happy, and learned it vividly: "Sister Zhixin, I want to ask you one thing My husband he, he beats me every day, woo woo, what should I do, I still love him so much, I don't want to divorce." ”"Hurry up and go back to sleep."
Nian Yuan stroked his forehead and said helplessly.He felt that he was worried that Gu Yingge would be sad, and he really thought too much.This person is simply heartless, maybe it's just an occasional sigh.Gu Yingge smiled and begged for mercy: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll get out." ”She said as she ran away with a smile on her face.Back in his room, Gu Yingge slowly took a bath, and then fell back to the bed.The mobile phone fiddled with it in his hand for a while, and finally dialed the phone to Bai Yuchen, and the answer over there was very fast, Gu Yingge smiled: "It's so fast today." ”"Well, but" Bai Yuchen's tone seemed to be a little hesitant, and he laughed for a long time, laughing so much that Gu Yingge's heart was about to melt: "This kind of thing is not good for a man." ”Gu Yingge smiled: "Okay, well, I'll talk about you for a long time in the future." ”"I just wanted to call you, and your call came."
Bai Yuchen calmly changed the topic, and his tone was very ordinary.Gu Yingge asked, "If you have something to do with me, you can tell me first." ”"It's nothing, I just want to ask if you're going well today."
White Feather Dust Road."
It's not going well," Gu Yingge turned over lazily and continued: "When I came back today, I met Qu Yiran, Qu Yiran's father was sick, and I went to the hospital to accompany her for a day." ”Her voice sounded muffled, Bai Yuchen was silent for a moment, and said, "You seem to be a little sad." ”"Well, my dad doesn't know if you remember, it's called Gu Huaizhi, he just passed away not long ago."
Gu Yingge said softly.There was silence again, but after a moment, Gu Yingge heard Bai Yuchen's voice: "Didn't you say, are you Mo Qingge" His tone was so calm, Gu Yingge listened to it in his ears, but he felt cold and cold in his heart: "He helped me a lot, when I was still Mo Qingge, I didn't have parents, and it was because I became Gu Yingge that I found the feeling of being loved."
Although he shouldn't lie to you, he is still a very good person in this world to me after all. ”Once Gu Yingge gets angry, his tone will become a little stiff, and his speech speed will be a little too fast.In the past, Bai Yuchen would always easily feel Gu Yingge's emotions.And now that the times have passed, Bai Yuchen didn't react at all, just responded lightly over there.Gu Yingge was silent for a moment: "Well, it's nothing.You go to rest. ”"You're angry," Bai Yuchen finally realized it.Gu Yingge felt that his tears were about to fall, it was a very subtle feeling, obviously you know, Bai Yuchen has changed, he is no longer as gentle and obedient to himself as before.But after handing himself over to this person, to this person who he thought was the most important person in his life, Bai Yuchen became exactly the same as everyone else, and he could no longer say everything from the bottom of his heart.Gu Yingge suddenly felt very aggrieved, and that kind of grievance almost overwhelmed her.After a moment of silence, Gu Yingge said: "Actually, it's nothing, you are doubting me, I understand, after all, compared to your father, I appeared much later."
And more importantly, what my uncle said was not all false, many of his words were true.You're doubting me, I can understand, really, it's fine. ”Gu Yingge felt that he was a little incoherent, until Bai Yuchen's voice came from the other side: "I don't doubt you, I'm sorry I have a lot of things to sort out, there are many things I still can't remember now, but I will do it as soon as possible, you have to believe me." ”Bai Yuchen's voice was very deep, calm and reassuring.Gu Yingge endured it, but still endured the tears that were about to reach his eyes: "Okay." ”For a long time, she heard herself whisper.Even in the face of so many doubts, Gu Yingge has never felt such unwillingness and pressure.Only with Bai Yuchen would Gu Yingge have such a sudden emotional breakdown, perhaps because Bai Yuchen was too important, too important, that his emotions would suddenly collapse."
Feather Dust."
Gu Yingge took a breath and said softly, "Until you decide, let's not meet for the time being." ”Bai Yuchen was silent over there for a long time before he said softly: "Yingge, are you going to give up" I don't know why, Gu Yingge actually felt that he heard a little uncertainty from Bai Yuchen's tone.Would a proud person like Bai Yuchen also have such an uncertain tone Gu Yingge smiled: "No, I just think we need a buffer for each other." ”"Okay, I accept."
Bai Yuchen said calmly.I don't know why, when she put down the phone, Gu Yingge suddenly felt unprecedented tiredness, and she had been separated and combined with Bai Yuchen so many times, but now Bai Yuchen made her overwhelmed.The former Bai Yuchen clearly believed that he was deceiving him, but he would still say nothing and not let go.What about Bai Yuchen now, why do you obviously live together and become the closest people to each other, but still feel so strange Gu Yingge turned over, and suddenly found that he was crying at some point, and the pillow was a little cold, Gu Yingge smiled bitterly in his heart, it was really useless, obviously decided not to be sad for him anymore.But all the Ming Ming suddenly burst the embankment at this moment.Early the next morning, Gu Yingge went out to buy breakfast, and when he came back, he carried a bunch of large bags and small bags, and Wen Cheng, who was about to go out to buy breakfast, suddenly felt that he was unemployed.Nian Yuan opened the door and was successfully startled by Lin Zhuyin and Gu Yingge: "What's going on?"
"Well, I was just going out, so I bought a little." ”Gu Yingge said lightly: "I haven't been secretly photographed, really, I promise you" Gu Yingge raised his hand and said seriously.Nian Yuan was helpless: "When have you ever seen a big star and an assistant run out to buy breakfast, do you think there is little news recently" "I wore a baseball cap," Gu Yingge continued to say seriously: "I also changed into sportswear and flat glasses, and I look passerby." ”Nian Yuan glanced at Lin Zhuyin, and said while picking up things: "Don't mess around with her next time." ”Lin Zhuyin nodded helplessly.She also felt that Gu Yingge, who came to her room mysteriously this morning and knocked on the door just to go out and buy breakfast for everyone, was too wrong, but it was precisely because Gu Yingge had never indulged herself once, the only such request, Lin Zhuyin thought about it and kept up.Is it a big deal to be photographed Lin Zhuyin thinks it's nothing, Gu Yingge came out to buy breakfast, this is life."
You have to be careful with every move lately, there are too many people staring."
Nian Yuan persuaded again: "But forget it today, Xiaolongbao is good." ”He sighed with emotion, Gu Yingge smiled, but the person was distracted, and his eyes were about to stare at Xiaolongbao out of a hole.Nian Yuan sighed in his heart, retracted his gaze, and sure enough, it was still very wrong, unfinished n130418: