Three days are fleeting, Nie Liansheng lives in contradictions and pain every day, he admits that these three days are very happy, but he has never been able to convince himself to live with Tang Lian, for him, today's happiness is only short-lived, when the money on them is spent, they will start an unhappy and even painful life, plus the child is born, they are simply unable to raise it, now Tang Lian is completely carried away, she can't think of these at all, but he can't be carried away, this child must not be born, Even if you are born, you will not be happy.That's right, you won't be happy when you're born, and since that's the case, then he will end him, it's not murder, it's salvation, yes, salvation.Nie Liansheng told himself in his heart that even though his heart was still trembling, he always believed that this was not murder, but salvation.On the evening of the third day, the two were sitting on a table made of bricks to eat, Tang Lian saw that Nie Liansheng's hands had been trembling, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong with you" Nie Liansheng raised his head, and said with an embarrassed face: "It's okay, it's just that I suddenly got distracted, let's eat" Tang Lian didn't ask anything more, Nie Liansheng was too good to her in the past few days, which surprised her, she always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't say, she felt that Nie Liansheng's kindness to her was not pretended, It's just that sometimes there is a guilty look in Nie Liansheng's eyes, is it because he accidentally got pregnant However, she never blamed him, Tang Lian couldn't figure it out, but the feeling of uneasiness was so strong, it seemed that something was about to happen.After eating, Nie Liansheng did not go directly to wash the dishes like he did two days ago, but simply cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, put them in their makeshift kitchen, and then returned to Tang Lian's side, hugged her and sat down on the bed, with deep apologies in his gentle eyes.Looking at Nie Liansheng's complicated eyes, Tang Lian felt very uneasy, could it be that Nie Liansheng changed his mind and didn't want to live with her Suddenly, Tang Lian began to become nervous, she held Nie Liansheng's hand tightly, her voice trembled a little, but she pretended to be calm and asked: "Ah Sheng, do you have something to tell me" Nie Liansheng looked at Tang Lian's eyes full of horror, Tang Lian looked at him suspiciously, not understanding what he was afraid of, the more he didn't speak, the more nervous and frightened Tang Lian became, or said, Nie Liansheng saw what she couldn't see and came over for a while, the horror in Nie Liansheng's eyes disappeared without a trace, he smiled and rubbed Tang Lian's hair: "I'll go to the toilet" Tang Lian nodded obediently, Nie Liansheng's smile did not make Tang Lian's uneasiness disappear, but it became heavier, she lay down on the bed, stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, the four corners of the ceiling were covered with cobwebs, and the originally white walls were covered with a layer of black dust, as if a layer of black veil was covered on the eyes, Tang Lian suddenly felt tired.Why hasn't Ah Sheng come back yet She turned her head to look out of the door, still didn't see Nie Liansheng's figure, she wanted to get up and go to him, but she suddenly felt unusually tired, and her upper and lower eyelids fought.Tang Lian lay down weakly, and before she closed her eyes, she vaguely saw the figure of Nie Liansheng walking in from outside the door, the corners of her mouth hooked up a smile, she closed her eyes and fell asleep quietly.Nie Liansheng quietly walked to the side of the bed, he stared at Tang Lian's face, and shook his hand in front of her eyes: "Ah Lian, Ah Lian, are you asleep" Tang Lian did not answer, the eyeballs hidden under the eyelids did not move, after making sure that she was not pretending to be asleep, Nie Liansheng took a deep breath, and the humid air in the house made his stomach uncomfortable for a while.Nie Liansheng sat down on the edge of the bed, holding his head in pain, just now, he put sleeping pills in Tang Lianhe's fish soup, so Tang Lian felt sleepy, now that the medicine has been given, even if he doesn't do it, the medicine will probably affect the child in her womb However, even if he thinks so, he is still killing a life, and Nie Liansheng is once again in tangled pain.He took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket with trembling hands, he didn't smoke, but he heard that smoking can calm people down, he opened the cigarette case in a panic, took out a cigarette that the man who learned to smoke put the cigarette in his mouth, took out the lighter, the flame approached the cigarette butt, the red spark burned, he took the lighter away, but the cigarette was not lit.Nie Liansheng frowned, he didn't understand why it wasn't lit, he picked up the lighter again, approached the cigarette butt, the moment the flame and the cigarette butt approached, he took a deep breath, the cigarette was ignited, a burnt smell filled his mouth and lungs, he coughed violently, and his whole face turned red.Damn, he was tricked into throwing cigarette butts out of the window and angrily throwing cigarettes and lighters on the bed.Tang Lian lay quietly on the bed, motionless, like a dead man.Nie Liansheng stood up suddenly, squatted down and pulled out the things he had already hidden from under the bed, fortunately, Tang Lian was quite honest and hadn't rummaged through anything in the past few days, so the tools he had hidden were not discovered by her.When he opened the black bag, there were all kinds of tools inside, and he didn't know that the tool was useful, so he brought everything he could.Nie Liansheng rummaged in his bag for tools that could be used, and he first took out a rope that could tie Tang Lian up, so that she wouldn't suddenly wake up and struggle and delay things.Then he took out the surgical forceps, scalpel, and other tools, and laid out all the things that could be used on the ground, and after preparing all this, he suddenly thought of an important problem, he had forgotten the alcohol for disinfection.Damn Nie Liansheng beat the wound hard, he just wanted to kill the child in Tang Lian's womb, he didn't want to kill her, if he killed Tang Lian because of the infection, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life.By the way, fire, fire can also be, don't those desperate heroes in the movie use fire to disinfect after being injured Thinking of this, Nie Liansheng had hope again, he took off all Tang Lian's clothes, looking at her bulging abdomen, there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart, that feeling made his blood boil all over his body, almost gushing out, he couldn't wait to cut open her abdomen to see what the fetus inside looked like.Nie Liansheng was taken aback by his sudden thoughts, how could he have such a perverted idea He tried his best to suppress it strongly in his heart, but it was useless, the more he suppressed it, the stronger it became.Nie Liansheng couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart, he couldn't wait to separate Tang Lian's legs, and then took out the rope that had been prepared to hang his legs, and Tang Lian had been asleep because of sleeping pills, she didn't know that soon, her child would be killed
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