The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, Xu Luoyu hugged her knees, buried her face in her arms and cried loudly, if it wasn't for Meilin, there would be no Xu Luoyu now, and she made Meilin lose her life because of her fear, and she couldn't forgive herself in this life.Xu Luoyu is an orphan, he has lived a wandering life since he was a child, until he was twelve years old when he met Zhu Meilin, who was withdrawn and did not like to talk, that evening, the weather suddenly changed, and the downpour fell in an instant, Xu Luoyu hugged his shoulders and shrunk in the corner, Zhu Meilin of the same age leaned on the window to watch the heavy rain, in the dark rainy night, she saw Xu Luoyu who was hiding in the corner with her shoulders to avoid the rain, Zhu Meilin ignored her mother's obstruction, took an umbrella and ran outside to prop the umbrella on Xu Luoyu's head.Xu Luoyu raised her face full of rain, she saw a face as immature as her but smiling, there was no word between the two, Zhu Meilin rushed to take Xu Luoyu home before her mother came out.Zhu Meilin's mother was slightly stunned when she saw Xu Luoyu, who was standing at the door full of mud and uneasiness and refused to enter the door, and then pulled her into the house and took her directly to take a bath.Xu Luoyu's tears fell when she was taking a bath, she never thought that someone would let her enter the house, and she could also take a bath, wear clean clothes, and eat, Xu Luoyu looked at the black water in the bathtub, and lowered her head in shame, she couldn't remember how long she hadn't taken a bath."
Auntie, I'm sorry to make your house dirty."
Xu Luoyu hugged his knees and whispered, tears dripping in the black water."
Silly child, the house will be clean when it is dirty, what about your parents," the aunt asked with concern while bathing her.Xu Luoyu shook his head: "I don't know, my mother died, I lived with my stepfather, and after my mother died, my stepfather said that I had nothing to do with him, so he didn't want me." ”Xu Luoyu was very calm when she said this, and she didn't feel sad at all because she was an orphan, although she was young, but she had been wandering for so many years, and she had seen a lot of people's warmth and coldness, her heart seemed to be as hard as iron, and she didn't feel sad and sad."
Poor child" At the moment when Zhu Meilin's mother put her hand on her face, Xu Luoyu felt a sudden warmth in her heart, she had not shed tears for a long time, she almost shed tears, she lowered her head to avoid her aunt's hand, and tried to take back her tears, the crying she has suffered over the years is unimaginable, these people seem to care about her, but in fact, they just pity her, and will not pay her sincerity, one day they will feel that she is a burden like their stepfather and throw her away like garbage, these years, She doesn't know how many times she's been discarded.What Xu Luoyu didn't expect was that this time the Zhu family did not abandon her, but treated her like a daughter, because of Xu Luoyu's arrival, even Zhu Meilin, who didn't like to talk, became talkative, laughing and making trouble, the two were like sisters, and the Zhu family also sent her to school, although she hadn't been to school for several years, but Xu Luoyu was very smart, and she didn't come up with all the courses she had pulled down before, she was one year younger than Zhu Meilin, so she was one grade lower than Zhu Meilin, but because of her personality, It has always been Xu Luoyu who is protecting Zhu Meilin, if someone dares to bully Zhu Meilin, Xu Luoyu will definitely beat that person with a blue nose and swollen face, so many parents bring their children to the door to ask for an explanation, but the Zhu family has never abandoned her.Gradually, Xu Luoyu opened her heart and began to accept this family and this sister, and their relationship is getting better and better, including Zhu Meilin's love for Lin Tianlei is also a love letter that Xu Luoyu helped deliver, she protects the fragile Zhu Meilin like a boy, although she went to college and Zhu Meilin also had a boyfriend, but the two are still inseparable, even if Meilin goes out on a date, she will take Xu Luoyu with her, sometimes it can't help but make people think that Lin Tianlei has a girlfriend but gets two girlfriends.At first, the only person who was selected to carry out the mission was Xu Luoyu, and she didn't believe it at all, until she knew that there was a mystery research club in the school, and the moment she joined the research club, she knew that there were really ghosts in this world.During that time, she became a little depressed, Zhu Meilin asked her to go out to play together, she always said that she was uncomfortable and refused, and then she couldn't stand Zhu Meilin's questioning, so she told her everything, and Zhu Meilin told Lin Tianlei about it, but Xu Luoyu didn't know that this would involve the two of them, and later Zhu Meilin and Lin Tianlei were also selected, but after being selected, they never received a task, this was the first time, and both of them died."
I killed Merlin."
Xu Luoyu's face was full of tears, from the moment she opened her heart to accept the Zhu family, she regarded Meilin as her own sister, so no matter what happened, she tried her best to protect her, but just now, in a moment just now, her hesitation killed Meilin.Gong Xueyi comforted Xu Luoyu and said: "It's not your fault, the mission is already very dangerous, and you also saved her at that time, but you didn't save it, you don't need to blame yourself." ”Xu Luoyu suddenly grabbed Gong Xueyi's hand: "No, I killed Mei Lin, if it wasn't because I was afraid of death, I felt that if I didn't let go, I would be dragged down like Mei Lin, and if I let go, she wouldn't be dragged away." ”Zhang Hengyuan then understood why he suddenly felt that the power of the drag increased, it turned out that it was not because the power of the female ghost was greater, but because Xu Luoyu loosened the strength, which caused Zhu Meilin to be dragged away, however, this can't be blamed on Xu Luoyu, after all, everyone doesn't want to sacrifice their lives because of others.Gong Xueyi was slightly stunned, patted Xu Luoyu's shoulder and said: "You don't have to blame yourself too much, being afraid is an innate human instinct, I think Mei Lin will definitely not blame you, after all, you saved her, not turned around and fled the moment she was caught, and even if you didn't hesitate at the time, you couldn't save her." ”Who can rescue people from the hands of ghosts Xu Luoyu turned his head to look at Gong Xueyi: "Is what you said true" Gong Xueyi nodded: "That's right, it's true, there are many people who died in the mission, and very few can survive, sometimes I feel that it's better to die, at least I don't have to experience so much horror, so I think, Mei Lin and Tianlei won't blame you, they must hope that you can live well, and live with them." ”Xu Luoyu wiped away the tears on her cheeks and held Gong Xueyi's hand: "I understand, thank you, Yiyi":