Ever since he was young, Fang Jinghao has always been proud and cold-blooded.
He would never bow to anyone, let alone take the initiative to let others see his weak side.
Therefore, in the eyes of outsiders, he was always so resolute and impeccable. .
However, this time, he risked his life in front of Li Xiaoyun.
He was not afraid that she would laugh at him.
He just wanted to tell her his truest thoughts and ask for her forgiveness.
"So, I sent people to interfere with your work.
I have been anesthetizing myself, telling myself that you are helpless outside.
When you are desperate, you will definitely come back to me.
Maybe the next second you will Appear in front of me.
Every day I start with hope again and again, but always end with disappointment again and again.
I sent people to find out about you, and looking at the photos they took back, you changed.
He was dark and thin, squatting in the corner wearing dirty work clothes.
When I eat instant noodles, my heart feels like it has fallen into a hot oil pan.
I am suffering every day.
I am such a bastard.
I know you suffered so much when you were a child, but I hurt you so much.
Heavy.
But in the face of all this, I am incompetent.
I can't do anything.
I will prepare a table full of your favorite dishes in the kitchen every night at home.
I hope you can come back and you can eat your favorite meals as soon as you enter the house.
Why does it always disappoint me?”
"I once remembered such a saying, asking for something but not getting it, giving it up but not giving it up, and getting it without hesitating it.
This is the greatest sorrow of human beings.
Only now do I realize its true meaning.
I didn't cherish you when you were by my side.
I just I blindly enjoy and squander what you have given me.
Now that you have left, I know the pain of not getting what you asked for."
"Xiaoyun, don't cry.
Why are you crying again?
You know that I hate your tears the most.
Every time I see you crying, I don't know what to do.
Every time I make you cry, I I will secretly tell myself that I will never let you shed tears for me next time.”
"Good girl, please stop crying, okay?
You know that I am most afraid of seeing your tears."
Fang Jinghao said softly, hugging Li Xiaoyun into his arms, his face showing a joy of regaining something.
While gently sucking away the tears from the corners of Li Xiaoyun's eyes, he said happily: "That's great, my baby, don't cry.
I'm really, really afraid of losing you.
Everything is over, let's start again.
Okay, thank God for allowing you to come back to me again."
Li Xiaoyun cried loudly in his arms as if to vent her anger.
Even she herself did not expect that she would have so many tears.
She could no longer control her tears because Fang Jinghao was so unreserved in front of her and told her everything so frankly.
In Fang Jinghao's arms, she could deeply feel his pain.
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And sadness, it turned out that he was immersed in the pain of losing the child just like her, and he was even more painful than her, because it could be said that he killed the child with his own hands.
She couldn't ignore the deep love in his eyes, nor could she ignore the deep regret and regret contained in his words.
Fang Jinghao, this man was the man she had fallen in love with at all costs, and he was probably going to be the only man she fell in love with in this life.
He has an innate coldness, arrogance and nobility in his bones.
He has never spoken to anyone so gently and affectionately, let alone admitted his mistakes and apologized to anyone.
Her heart was deeply shaken.
It is undeniable that the grievances and hurts she had suffered all along were soothed, and the sincerity she had given silently for a long time was also responded to.
It's a pity that God's will plays a trick on people.
When she fell in love with him, he hated her blindly.
When she left, he realized that he had fallen in love with her.
It all came too late.
Perhaps, if that knot is not opened for a day, her heart will always be in pain and darkness.
No amount of tenderness and regret can melt the ice in her heart.
She also knows that pretending to be strong is really tiring.
She really wanted to tell him the pain and grievances she had felt over the past few days without reservation, and she really wanted to tell him that the reason why she was so indifferent and resentful towards him was all due to the hatred she felt for him in her heart.
The deep love that has never been extinguished, she really wants him to know that she is willing to use everything to exchange for that extremely happy time.
She is willing to risk everything and go crazy for their tomorrow, and she doesn't have to care.
Was he lying to her.
However, it was precisely because she was so greedy for this warmth that she was so blinded that she lost her relatives and pushed herself into an abyss of no return.
So, she can't, she can't forgive him anymore Li Xiaoyun steeled herself and pushed away his warm embrace.
"Fang Jinghao, we can never go back again."
She laughed coldly a few times, glared at Fang Jinghao, and asked sharply: "Fang Jinghao, do you know how many things you have done to me that are worse than a beast and unforgivable by nature?
You I thought it was just a few words from you Will I forgive you as stupidly as before if you say affectionate sweet words?
Fang Jinghao, I'm afraid you underestimate me too much.
I'm not as mean as you think, and there is nothing cheap like you think in the world."
Fang Jinghao had a look of disbelief on his face, as if he had never known Li Xiaoyun in front of him.
He suppressed the emotions in his chest and said, "Didn't I say I would compensate you well?
Why don't you believe me?"
"Compensation" Li Xiaoyun sneered and sneered indifferently, "I don't need your so-called compensation.
Do you think money can buy everything in the world?
If you really feel that you can't forgive me before, I'll trouble you and Zhou Yu."
Chen, stay away from me and stop harassing me.
I don’t want to deal with you beasts anymore.”
Fang Jinghao narrowed his eyes slightly, as if Li Xiaoyun's words just now irritated him.
"You two have a deep love for each other, as good as one person.
I'm afraid there's nothing we can't share except Zhao Meng."
Li Xiaoyun shrugged nonchalantly and said, "Forget it, I know it's all in vain.
In fact, it's all in vain.
There is nothing wrong with following Zhou Yuchen.
He is also rich and powerful and has money in his pocket.
He's no less than you, and his looks are no worse than yours.
He just has some special hobbies and a little bit of abnormal methods, but it's not that unbearable.
They say that a couple's kindness lasts a hundred days, and they stay with him for a long time.
It’s inevitable that I’ll have some relationships, and then I’ll have my living expenses covered for the rest of my life.”
As soon as he finished speaking, Fang Jinghao grabbed Li Xiaoyun's arm and pulled her in front of him.
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His eyes could burst out with fire, and there was a burning anger all over his body, as if he wanted to eat her alive.
He gritted his teeth unbearably and said: "Do you have to do this to yourself?
Do you want to see it?"
You will be satisfied until I go crazy":