Dear friends, here is today’s third update.
I will update two more later.
Xiaoyun’s character exploded today and she said, I love you.
Having said this, Shen Ye shook the golden watch on his wrist at Li Xiaoyun in a serious manner, pointed at the dial and said to her: "Ten minutes, from Fang's Building in the east of the city to Century in the west of the city, it only takes Ten minutes.
This is the fastest for ordinary people.
It took half an hour.
I couldn't imagine how many red lights Fang Jinghao had run through and the speed reached hundreds of miles.
Those who didn't know it thought that the racing gang that had retired for many years had appeared again.
If you say he doesn't care about you at all, only a ghost would believe it."
Listening to Shen Ye's somewhat exaggerated description, Li Xiaoyun once again thought of Fang Jinghao's rare deep affection last night.
She believed that this time he was sincere.
But in the end, he was so angry that he went crazy.
Thinking of this, Li Xiaoyun was so heartbroken that she almost vomited blood.
Shen Ye is a transparent person.
He has been on the road since he was a teenager.
It is not an exaggeration to say that his eyes are piercing and golden.
He can see everything through everything.
Naturally, Li Xiaoyun's devastated look could not escape his eyes.
Even if he didn't ask anything, he could make a rough guess.
He couldn't help sighing and shaking his head: "Hey, idiot, what do you want me to say about you?
Why are you suffering?"
Li Xiaoyun shook her head helplessly and spoke slowly.
Although her tone could not be more calm, every word and every sentence was like a sharp knife, stabbing her heart severely.
"I can't forget everything that happened in the past.
I can't pretend that nothing happened, because I have lost too much.
Even if I really forgive him, I can't forgive myself.
In the past, I love him like crazy, I can Don’t ask anything, don’t think about anything, anesthetize yourself, just go crazy for our tomorrow, no matter what I hear or see, I will pretend that nothing happened, always comfort myself, and do my best.
Think about that side of things, but now look back and think about what happened before.
After everything, I realized that I was really stupid.
Many of the things I had done in the past seemed so ridiculous, and even made me feel ashamed.
I am afraid that I will never get back what I have lost. , so I hate him, I hate him to the core, and I also hate myself to the core.
Myself, I hate myself for falling in love with such a person that I can't love.
Now when I see him, I can't help but think of everything that happened in the past, and the past that I am trying my best to forget.
Every time I think about it, I can’t breathe.”
"Perhaps many times, those are just illusions.
Family, warmth, and love are all my wishful thinking.
The mistake is that I take it all too seriously.
Now I am completely awake.
I don't believe it.
If he has true feelings for me, most of the time it is just a habit, getting used to having another person around me.
My departure was so sudden that he couldn't adapt to it for a while.
If he had asked me to leave that time, even if I knelt in front of him and begged him to let me stay, he wouldn't have been moved at all.
To put it bluntly, even if he really has true feelings for me, the fact that he can be so cruel to his lover is enough to make people completely sad."
At this time, Shen Ye was a very good listener.
He had been listening quietly.
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After a while, he held Li Xiaoyun's hand and said softly: "Okay, everything is over.
Don't mention it anymore.
The most important thing now.
You need to take good care of yourself first, so that even if they come to harass you again, you will still have the strength to fight them."
He paused for a moment, as if he suddenly remembered something, "Well, by the way, Zhou Yuchen shouldn't.
I’ll come find you again.”
"I hope so.
But Fang Jinghao did have a harsh word for me before he left.
He said that I would never even dream about my uncle and nephew from the Zhou family."
Li Xiaoyun's mood was much more relaxed than before, and she curled her lips and said.
Shen Ye smiled slightly, "Okay, all of them like to be self-righteous and confuse right and wrong.
Why do you care so much?"
Li Xiaoyun also laughed, "Yeah, that's right."
The days that followed were unremarkable, far inferior to the thrilling days before.
However, Li Xiaoyun is also happy to live in peace.
She does her job as a waiter diligently every day.
In addition to going to work, she eats and sleeps.
Occasionally she goes to the top floor to have a drink.
Sometimes, she gets pulled over by drunken guests.
Drink.
However, in general, her life is spent step by step and in a regular manner.
Emotional matters have suddenly fallen into a desperate situation, but this is good.
It is over completely.
It is better than hanging like that.
Now Li Xiaoyun is broad-minded and fat.
She doesn't have to worry about it every day like before, let alone every now and then.
There will be huge emotional fluctuations such as blood surge, heartache and so on.
Li Xiaoyun began to become content with the status quo and became contented and happy
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