Attention readers, there are two updates today, one at 11am and two at 3:00pm.
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Li Xiaoyun shrugged, pretending to be relaxed but with an extremely sad smile, "You haven't seen that I have no appetite recently, I can't cheer up, and I vomit from time to time, so that's right, it's true She looks very pregnant, but do you know?"
Li Xiaoyun looked at Fang Jinghao in front of her eyes A layer of mist was slowly condensing, blurring his handsome appearance, "The last time I left the hospital just after the abortion operation, I passed out on the roadside in the heavy rain.
I was soaked in the rain all night, and it also caused heavy bleeding. , the doctor said I suffered from sequelae and may never be able to be a mother again in this life.”
Fang Jinghao was completely stunned.
He seemed to be petrified and stood motionless.
The eyes staring at her were full of regret, surprise, pain and despair, and his lips trembled slightly. , slowly spit out two words.
The word "Xiaoyun" seemed to weigh a thousand pounds at this time.
He struggled to say it out of his mouth, and he no longer had the strength to say anything else.
Li Xiaoyun's heart felt like it was being stirred over and over by a blunt instrument.
She admitted that she had been pretending to be strong all along, and she had been using an indifferent appearance to cover up her scarred and fragile heart.
However, every time she mentioned the baby, it was really difficult for her to be strong.
No, it should be said that she would always be fragile and painful in front of this matter.
She sniffed, pretending to be cool and wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, and continued: "Jing Hao, it's not that I can't feel your kindness to me these days, I am also a living person, and I have a A heart of flesh and blood, every time you care about me, every time you care, I will remember it deeply in my heart.
However, the better you treat me, the more uneasy I feel during this time.
A day is not spent in pain and confusion Because I know that I still love you in my heart, but everything that happened in the past haunts me like a nightmare.
I can't forget it, and I can't convince myself to forgive you again.
I have the same dream over and over again every night.
A cute, pink, chubby baby staggers towards me and asks me over and over again, Mom, why don’t you want me, why don’t you want me?
" "So, during the time I was with you again, I couldn't eat or sleep well every day.
You threw away my sleeping pills and asked Xiaojuan to watch me and not let me drink.
So, I became even more anxious. , I have more restless sleep and eating, maybe because of mental depression.
I am really stressed and have no appetite to eat.
Sometimes I feel like vomiting even after eating.
But this does not mean that I am pregnant.
I hope you don’t Misunderstand" "I just said I'm sorry to you because I can't convince myself to forgive you again.
It's not because I'm pregnant with someone else's child that I can't let go.
Every word you just said on stage is so true.
So sincere, every word can deeply touch my heart.
You may not know it.
"At that time, how I wished I was really pregnant with a baby, no matter whose it was, maybe only then could I live up to your true love for me and your silent devotion during this time, but I" said At this point, Li Xiaoyun choked up again and no longer had the strength or courage to continue speaking.
Fang Jinghao had been listening silently.
It wasn't until Li Xiaoyun stopped that he took her in his arms, patted her back gently, and then lightly touched her cheeks, eyes and temples in a panic.
Kissing, "Good Xiaoyun, I really deserve to die.
It's all my fault.
I never knew that I had caused so much harm to you and made you bear so much silently.
Yes.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiaoyun, it's all my fault.
I did so many stupid things to you and said so many hurtful words.
Now I really regret it.
Baby, forgive me, can you give me again?
Give me one chance, okay?
I will love you well, love you, and never let anyone hurt you, including myself.
I will spend the rest of my life making up for you, baby, don’t cry.”
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Li Xiaoyun lay on Fang Jinghao's shoulder, clutching his clothes with both hands, crying wildly, as if all the grievances, crying, and torture she had suffered were washed away from her body through tears.
But Fang Jinghao just held her tightly and said nothing, just quietly letting her vent her struggles and helplessness.
After an unknown amount of time, Li Xiaoyun's crying gradually subsided, and she buried her head in Fang Jinghao's arms and sobbed.
Fang Jinghao pushed Li Xiaoyun away from his arms slightly, then held her face and looked deeply into her eyes.
At this moment, his face was so close to hers, so close.
Li Xiaoyun saw that his eyes were slightly red, and there were some tears in the corners of his eyes.
There was only pity and affection in his eyes.
He actually cried.
This man she once loved humbly, now I am afraid he really fell in love with her.
He actually shed tears for her.
As aloof as him, as cold as him, as strong as him, Li Xiaoyun never thought that one day he would cry in front of others, and he would shed tears because of her heartache.
It turns out that beneath his ice-cold appearance, he also has a fragile heart.
In the past, even when he took the initiative to find her, he always looked confident and confident.
One or two soft words were his limit.
The tenderness on his face became faster than the weather, and he could be turned cold almost in an instant.
Replaced by ruthlessness.
The corners of Fang Jinghao's mouth raised slightly, like a child preparing to please his parents.
He gently wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of Li Xiaoyun's eyes with his fingers, and murmured softly: "Xiaoyun, it was all my fault in the past, and I was wrong.
Give me another chance, okay, so that I can love you properly.
In the past, you You love me so much, but I know that I hurt you too deeply, and I’m afraid it’s hard for you to trust me again, but just think of this as the last time, trust me one last time, let me be good to you, let me love you, Let me love you as you loved me before.”
Li Xiaoyun raised her head and looked at him dreamingly, "Am I really okay?
Do you mind?
I am no longer a complete woman.
I may never be a mother again.
How can you still be like me?"
Are you willing to have it?”
There was deep guilt and pity in Fang Jinghao's eyes, "You are still blaming me when you say this.
Is that right?
I was wrong.
I was really wrong.
I made you suffer so much." s: Happy Children’s Day to everyone, I love you: