Mother looked deeply into Li Xiaoyun's eyes and said softly: "Xiaoyun, mother knows that you are a good child, and I can understand why you don't want to go.
But when things have developed like this, I can't blame you at all.
You Don't blame yourself too much.
Mom has never blamed you.
On the contrary, I am very happy that Jing Hao can do this. , he has done so many bastard things to you before, this time should be considered a real atonement.
I also know that you have a baby now, so you can't be too sad.
I shouldn't force you to go to the hospital, but now I do.
Seeing Jing Hao lying motionless on the hospital bed with tubes inserted all over his body, do you know how I feel?
I really wish I could lie there instead of him.
I don’t think Jing Hao wants to see you like you are now.
He can give up his life to save you just so that you and the baby can live happily instead of living in the shadows all your life. .
Judging from Jing Hao's current situation, if you can stay with him, he will sense it. , he will know that you and the baby are waiting for him to wake up.
I don't ask you for anything else.
I just hope that you can forgive the difficulties of being a mother, be considerate and understand Jing Hao's love for you, and don't take this as anything.
It’s a burden and you will always blame yourself.
Good boy, face him bravely.
No matter what happens, you still have your mother, right?”
"Mom" What her mother said just now deeply touched the softest part of Li Xiaoyun's heart.
What's more, she insisted not to look at Fang Jinghao, not because she didn't love him, but precisely because of her love.
For a long time, Li Xiaoyun She felt that she was a shadow in his bright world.
She felt that the gap between them was so big.
Although this love was hard-won, it was very hard to love.
"Mom, don't be like this, don't be sad, I'm going to see him."
Fang Jinghao was lying silently on the hospital bed.
Li Xiaoyun walked over slowly, almost cautiously, looking at the dancing star lines on the machine beside the bed.
It made soft beeping sounds from time to time, and the humidifier sprayed out water vapor, which made her feel a little dazed.
Feeling in a trance, she almost thought she was in a dream, and everything before was a terrible nightmare.
Maybe when Fang Jinghao woke up, the nightmare would be dispelled and they could be together again.
Li Xiaoyun sat down on the chair and looked at the person on the bed without a moment's notice, staring at his pale and bloodless face, which was almost transparent.
His eyes were closed tightly, and his breathing was so weak.
Those who didn't know thought that This is a corpse.
Li Xiaoyun felt that her eyes were moist, and the sound of crying was choked in her heart.
A long, long time ago, so long that it seemed like a lifetime ago, she had seen him like this without being disturbed.
She woke up in the morning and looked at the person next to her pillow in the first ray of sunshine in the morning.
She watched him open his eyes and face him.
Smile to yourself.
But now, although they are close at hand, they seem to be separated by an infinite distance.
Li Xiaoyun was alone for a while, lost in thought, a faint smile appeared on her lips, and then she slowly stretched out her hand and touched his face, "Jing Hao", she said softly and sweetly, dreaming.
As if saying: "I'm here.
It's great to see that you are okay.
I thought I would never have such an opportunity to see you again in my life
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