Legend has it that Shakyamuni attained enlightenment under the Bodhi tree, and finally had the light of wisdom on his head, and all those who bathed in this light were enlightened.
If I were able to look out at this point, I would see that I was now emitting a faint glow, and the objects in the room were windless and automatic, and a cyclone was surrounding me.
I don't know if the light of wisdom that I am emitting at this time is considered wisdom, but one thing I know for sure is that my mind is clear now, and many of the things that I didn't understand in my previous notes are also instantly understood, and that feeling is like opening a cheat, no matter what the problem, as long as the brain turns, there is an answer immediately.
It's a feeling that fascinates me, and in this state, I feel as if I'm omnipotent, and nothing can fail me.
Fortunately, I quickly put the thought down, and although I don't know why this happened, I knew one thing very well, that this state could not last forever, and that it was probably a chance for me.
If life is the cause and death is the effect, then the practice is a process of violating life and death, and violating cause and effect, no wonder the ancient books will record that immortality belongs to going against the sky, birth, old age, sickness and death are the natural laws of heaven and earth, even human beings who are the elders of all souls cannot avoid it, and once they want to transcend this boundary, they will undoubtedly be expelled and destroyed by heaven and earth.
If you compare heaven and earth to human beings, then wanting to live forever is like a germ in your body, and your body will naturally react to kill these germs, and if the germs are too stubborn, they will borrow medicine to expel them.
No, life and death are not so simple, cause and effect are not so simple, and the hypothesis I just made should be just one of them.
When I think of this, my spirit can't help but be shaken.
Life and death, cause and effect are still too difficult for me now, this is like a big proposition, which needs to be filled in little by little, even if I understand something now, it is impossible to say that I immediately grasp what life and death are, what is cause and effect.
After feeling this state, I immediately decided not to think about it anymore.
Taking advantage of this opportunity, I quickly filtered through the things in the old notes, and the contents that were once difficult and obscure in my eyes were now presented in my heart one by one.
When I combed through all the things in my memory, the feeling of enlightenment gradually dissipated, and all of a sudden, I felt as if my body was a lot heavier, and my brain felt like rust, and I felt very dull and full of incongruity.
I opened my eyes and rubbed my head, everything just now was like a dream, but I knew that it was all true, and the reason why I was feeling unwell now was because of that state just now.
It's like driving a Ferrari and suddenly driving QQ again, it will definitely be a little unaccustomed.
I got used to it for a while, filtered it through my mind again, and made sure not to forget that although I was confident in my current memory, I still had to do it often.
I can't say if it's an epiphany this time, first of all, my mana has not increased, but this time it has helped me even more than my mana.
Especially after comprehending the content of Lao Dao's notes, I can even use some spells to some extent, even if it is just a simplified version of Lao Dao's original arrangement, at least it has increased my combat effectiveness by more than one point.
Just as I sighed, the phone that had been set aside suddenly rang, and I glanced at the phone number on it, and there was a hint of surprise on my face, but the surprise immediately turned into joy.
"Hey, sister-in-law."
I picked up the phone and said directly.
"Yangyang, don't you want to be sister-in-law, and I don't know how to call my sister-in-law."
My sister-in-law's familiar voice rang on the other end of the phone, and my mind couldn't help but appear with my sister-in-law's face, in fact, my sister-in-law was only ten years older than me, and I used to go to school, no matter what happened, I liked to talk to my sister-in-law, which may also have something to do with the proximity of age.
Speaking of which, the youngest aunt in the family is promising, she was the first college student in the village that year, and in school, her sister-in-law excelled in her studies, and after graduation, she entered a public institution, both in terms of treatment and work is very enviable.
But I don't know why, my sister-in-law only stayed there for less than three years, and then chose to go back to her hometown, give up her good job in the capital, and return to the prefecture-level city in my hometown.
The city in my hometown is called Fengxiong City, a prefecture-level city in the middle and lower reaches, not to mention compared with the capital, even Qingshan City is far inferior.
This is also the reason why I don't understand why my sister-in-law insisted on coming back in the first place.
If you say that you are worried about grandpa, then you don't have to, because grandpa's body has always been very healthy, and my aunt is in the county, and I often go home to see grandpa.
But at the beginning, my sister-in-law didn't come back alone, but with a man, a man who looked very ordinary, it is said that the man's hometown is Fengxiong City, but even if the two got married, I didn't see the man's family.
In my opinion, the reason why my sister-in-law chose to give up her life in the capital must have something to do with this man, and that man only worked in the factory to do some hard work, at that time, I really didn't look down on the man who should be called my sister-in-law, and I always felt that my aunt's marriage to him was equivalent to ruin.
It's just that my aunt was determined to marry that man, and my grandfather didn't object much, so I settled down in Fengxiong City and bought a house with my sister-in-law's previous savings.
I never called him for that man, and my sister-in-law just touched my head and smiled.
Now that I think about it, how naïve it was.
Two years ago, my sister-in-law had a child, a male baby, with the man's surname, called Meng Yi.
Because I happened to break up with Tong Xiaowan not long ago, my mood was at a low ebb, I just went home to take a look, and in the past two years, because I was dedicated to work, I naturally saw fewer faces, and only went home to see two faces during the New Year.
At this time, I thought of my sister-in-law's kindness to me when I was a child, and I couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
Therefore, after hearing my sister-in-law's voice, I was suddenly a little excited in my heart, and I couldn't wait to see her immediately.
"Sister-in-law, I miss you."
I couldn't help but speak.
The other end of the phone was obviously stunned for a moment, I have always been emotionally introverted, even if I wanted to, I would hardly say it in person, and now such a sentence suddenly popped up, which suddenly made my sister-in-law stunned.
"Yangyang, sister-in-law misses you too, are you free now, sister-in-law is in Qingshan."
The sister-in-law immediately said on the other end of the phone.
"In Qingshan" I was also stunned for a moment, I didn't expect my sister-in-law to come back to Qingshan, but then I quickly asked: "Sister-in-law, where are you, I'll look for you." ” "I'm with your brother-in-law, and Xiaoyi is at Qingshan First People's Hospital, if you're not busy, come over."
The sister-in-law paused, but finally said.
"First People's Hospital" I have been in Qingshan for so long, so I naturally know that the First People's Hospital of Qingshan is not only famous in Qingshan, but even in the whole province.
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It's just that it's hard for my sister-in-law to come to the hospital for no reason "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you," I asked immediately.
"I'm fine, it's Xiaoyi who has been a little unwell lately, I'll take him to see it with your brother-in-law."
Since it was said, the sister-in-law did not hide it, and said directly.
"What's wrong with Xiaoyi, sister-in-law, don't worry, I'll go over immediately, and I'll talk about anything when I go over."
I hung up the phone, picked up my coat and left quickly.
When I passed by the living room, I didn't see Zhao Xinting, nor was she in Qi Yan's bedroom, could it be that she was really gone Thinking of this, I couldn't help but be a little worried, and wanted to call her, but in the end I didn't call out, and now I go to the hospital first, Xiaoyi's matter is more important.
Although I have always had opinions about my sister-in-law, I love Xiaoyi from the bottom of my heart.
After getting in the car, I couldn't help but call Song Hao, if Xiaoyi was just a small problem, I definitely wouldn't need to come to Qingshan, plus my sister-in-law's hesitation on the phone, I instinctively felt that the situation was a bit serious.
This year, no matter what you do, it has to matter, I don't even know anyone in the First People's Hospital, and now even if I go, I can't help much, and the hospital is so busy every day, it is definitely impossible to take care of you first, but at this moment, for Xiaoyi, I will not pretend that I have the right not to use.
In fact, people are so complicated, they will feel uncomfortable and can't see when they look at other people's public and private use, but when it's really their turn, they won't think so much at all.
In fact, equality of all people is just a beautiful wish, as long as people have desires and needs, they can never be equal.
When he received my call, Song Hao didn't say a word, just said that he would call the dean immediately and let me go to find the dean directly if there was anything.
With this relationship, I was immediately relieved, stepped on the accelerator along the way, and even ran a few red lights, but even if there was a traffic police at the intersection, they were not stupid enough to intercept me.
Of course, although I ran the red light, it was also out of confidence in my own skills, in those places where there were obviously not many cars, and today was more urgent, otherwise I would not have been able to do this kind of thing on weekdays, driving safely, not only for myself, but also for others.
Galloping all the way, it didn't take me half an hour to arrive at the People's Hospital, after all, Ancheng District is no longer in the same district as the People's Hospital, so the distance is a little far.
After parking the car, I made a phone call and walked into the hospital.
At this time, on the sixth floor of the hospital, a man and a woman were guarding the hospital bed in a daze, the man and woman looked to be in their thirties, the man looked ordinary, and even looked a little sloppy, and although the woman looked haggard, the charm of the young woman was not diminished at all.
"Let's not bother Yangyang, he just worked and doesn't have any savings, so it's really not good, let's go back to Beijing."
The man sat on a stool, his waist slightly bent, his hands on his knees, clenched tightly.
"No":