My name is Leng Ruobing.A woman, a miserable man.Above me, it is my brother who is as cold as the wind; Underneath me, there is also my sister, cold as snow.The father is partial to the elder brother, and the mother is the younger sister.This led to the fact that I was always a superfluous person from childhood to adulthood.Hehe, it doesn't matter.When loneliness becomes a habit, there will be nothing to fear in this world.The teacher of the private school took away the talented and intelligent brother, and the best female red master in the city took away the lively and studious little sister.Only I, such an inconsequential person, stayed in the empty mansion and endured the painless spring and autumn in the eyes of others.I was lost, I looked, but no one understood my heart.My father's love for me was strict, but my mother's love for me was indifferent.The way they looked at me made me feel distant, for it was as if it were a noble couple, staring at the daughters of the people in the mansion.Why bother, I've never coveted their property, I know that in the eyes of the second elder, I can't compare with the eldest brother and sister, and I don't have the leisure to compare with them.Probably life should be like this, with twists and turns, and it is unsatisfactory.Spring flowers are blooming, and summer rain is clear.I changed into new clothes one after another, and my long black hair was finally pulled into a high bun.When I was sixteen years old, when the snow melted with the sun, I reflected my face by scooping water in the lotus pond not far from the courtyard.Probably in the eyes of the world, this is "beauty".But what's the use, everyone knows that the second lady of the Leng family stays at home, and she has not yet found a husband at the age of marriage, and it is always rumored that the heroic and extraordinary Leng Master and the beautiful Mrs.
Leng gave birth to an ugly girl because of God's jealousy and hatred, so she never dared to bring it out.Yes, yes, where did I not know that my little sister was beautiful and fourteen years old, she was already "young and young in Wuling, and I don't know how many red silk songs", such beauty, where can I be as ugly as an ugly monster "There is a beautiful person, clear and graceful." ”The man stood on the other side of the river, quietly reciting verses I had never heard of, and the wind blew through his son, causing a blur in his eyes, not knowing whether he was looking at the lotus flowers in the pond or at me."
What are you talking about?"
I asked."
I'm talking about you."
He smiled, a pair of white tiger teeth on the corner of his mouth.I blushed, lifted the corner of my skirt and hurried home.My father was not allowed to show me in front of outsiders, and it was a big taboo to be seen today.With a red face and red ears, I was both scared and happy.When I got home, I rummaged through my brother's books and found the source of those two sentences.There are vines and grasses in the field of poetry.There is a beautiful person, clear and graceful.Encounters and encounters are suitable for my wishes.I often hear people say that reading is good, and only when I see him can I understand that that kind of bearing, which I have never seen in my brother who has been with me for more than ten years.Two days later, someone came to propose marriage, and named him to marry the Leng family for 2,000 gold.It's me.For the first time in many years, I saw the bitter frost on my father's face, which had never made any waves.I sneered, because I knew that it was a marriage contract proposed by the Li family, the largest family in the local area.But the ridiculous thing is that according to legend, the unparalleled son of the Li family is not my sister who is rumored to be a country and a city, but me.Thanks to this family business, I finally understood the reason why I had been neglected in this family for 16 years.It turns out that I am really the son of a subordinate.More than ten years ago, there was a fire in Lengfu, and the housekeeper, as a subordinate, tried his best to protect the old lady, but unfortunately died in the fire.The old lady of Lengfu was kind-hearted and took in the housekeeper's wife and children who were waiting to be fed, but she didn't want the housekeeper's wife to see that her daughter was already gone, so she went to Qingchi and went to Huangquan with her husband.And the daughter who stayed behind became the eldest daughter of the old lady of the Leng family.That night, my mother did not hesitate to kneel down and beg me to give up this position to my little sister.She said that our Leng family needs this family and the Li family very much, and we have cultivated your little sister for more than ten years for the arrival of this day.Hehe, I'm really not your Leng family.Knowing the truth, not only did I not feel any sadness, but I was extremely relieved.I think it's ridiculous, probably my father never expected that the good daughter he had cultivated for more than ten years would really lose to me, as the daughter of a subordinate, in this most important matter."
Go ahead, you are the only daughter of the Leng family."
I smiled and pushed the phoenix crown that the Li family had sent to the door in front of my sister.This kind of family affair is not uncommon to me, and I don't need it.The little sister who has always been separated from me bit her lip for the first time and showed her embarrassment.I could see that she was very conflicted, but I couldn't refuse after all.The Li family's sedan chair came, with noisy music and unprecedented battles.High-headed horses, eight sedan chairs.I watched the beautifully dressed little girl get into the sedan chair.The young man who was dressed in full clothes on the high horse was very handsome and domineering, not at all like the young and young Zijin on the riverbank that day.There is a beautiful person, clear and graceful.Encounters and encounters are suitable for my wishes.That's nice.I smiled and hung the white silk on the beams.My name is Leng Ruobing, a person who was born superfluous.With that in mind, I smiled and kicked off the bench at my feet, letting my lithe body swing in midair.If it is said that I was born to repay the karmic debts of my previous life, then I think that in this life and this life, I have no debt to him anymore.Lu Cheng, who was lying in front of the table and chair, sat up suddenly, his empty eyes fixed on the collection shelf on the wall, and his face that did not slow down was full of horror "You are awake" The old monster asked."
What kind of tea did you give me," Lu Cheng gasped heavily, as if he had palpitations."
The mountain ghosts in the mountains are picked, and the tea made by the sun is dried every morning and dusk, because it is not a thing in the world, and it is also the meaning of the beginning and end of the world, so this kind of tea has a nice name, called life and death."
The old monster smiled, his eyes glancing at the sun outside the window."
You've slept long enough this night, from morning to afternoon, pigs can't sleep as well as you.""
Don't talk nonsense, what is the effect of your tea?"
"Calm the nerves, clear the quiet." ”The old monster looked into his eyes, "Have you found the answer you want?"
"Damn," Lu Cheng scolded, "I found that I actually lived my life from the first perspective of a woman According to you, this should not have run away, it is the life of the pen immortal that entangles me." ”"Ten years of yellow sorghum and a dream, although this body is shocking."
The old monster smiled, "Congratulations, you have spent one morning living someone's life, which is equivalent to living a lifetime longer than others, and earning it." ”"Make a fart, I finally understand why this woman can't be reincarnated, although her character is strong, but she is strong and weak at the touch of a touch, from my point of view, such a life can blow up her lungs for a day, not to mention that she has lived for sixteen years" Lu Cheng said angrily, it can be seen that although this "Tongyou Tea" failed to bring him any good experience, the effect is really immediate.While drinking the hot tea and pastries that the old man had re-prepared, he reproduced the things he had seen in his dreams.After listening, even the old monster who has lived for more than a hundred years can't help but sigh.Such regrets are the same regardless of age, and they are the same wherever they are placed."
Then you know her obsession," the old monster asked slowly."
Yes."
Lu Cheng nodded, "Actually, this dream is not over yet.I just experienced what she saw and heard before she died, and the part where she turned into a ghost after her death was seen from a third-person perspective. ”"That should be the key thing she wants to tell you, what do you see" "In fact, this Leng Ruobing is the real daughter of the Leng family, and her sister Leng Ruoxue is the daughter of the housekeeper more than ten years ago. ”Lu Cheng took a sip of water and swallowed the tea cake on the table."
What" The old monster was shocked for a while, and his hand holding the teacup almost spilled the tea on the ground because he couldn't hold it steadily.Yes, her parents always felt that they had lost money to the housekeeper family, so they raised their daughter as if it were their own.If you think about it, you know, the heroic Lord Leng and the young Mrs.
Leng who were so beautiful, how could the daughter they gave birth to be less beautiful than the son of a subordinate" Lu Cheng said while chewing on the things in his mouth, "And this opportunity that the second elder fought for is also to compensate for the housekeeper who died more than ten years ago and find a good in-law for his daughter."
But he never thought that his biological daughter had fallen in love with the young master of the Li family before this, and his unintentional move caused a tragedy.After visiting the church, Li Gongzi, who discovered the truth, was annoyed, and finally found his lover's body in Leng's house, and then threw himself into the lotus pond he met for the first time.What is valuable is that Leng Ruoxue, who knows everything, has borne all the evil consequences for this, and she should have been married in a beautiful way, and she was widowed overnight, becoming synonymous with ominous.She endured the criticism of the outside world, raised Master Leng and his wife to the end of her life, and finally chose the same way as her sister, hanged herself and ended her life. ”The old monster's gaze was silent for a while, and then he slowly opened his mouth, "Then what can't she let go of is the love lang who can't be together?"
”Lu Cheng shook his head, "It's her sister." ”"Leng Ruoxue" "That's right, in her opinion, in fact, the sister who has always been regarded as the proud daughter of the sky is the hard-working person.Because of her own temporary suicide and the happiness of three people, she has been controlling her emotions, which is actually guilt.And what she wants to do with my body is very simple, that is, to find her reincarnated sister in the vast sea of people and say sorry in person. ”"Interesting."
The old monster smiled, "Then are you sure you can find her sister, after all, the world is so big." ”"It's hard to say, it just depends on my luck."
Lu Cheng pursed his lips, "If it really shouldn't be killed, I believe I should be able to find it, but before that, I am not meat on the chopping board, to be slaughtered."
In fact, even if you don't need to help me today, I still have a plan for the future.But thank you anyway. ”"I'm very interested, if I don't help you, where did you come from," the old monster looked at him, and there was a hint of interest in his eyes
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