At the end of the story, Xu Gongzi died.In the most beautiful season of sunshine and flowers, I slept forever.The beige square still retains the fragrance of yesterday's flower girl, in the bustling crowd you seem to be still holding my hand beside me, the afterglow of the setting sun hooks the most beautiful heartbeat, you are in front of me and behind me, stepping on your shadow and walking.Handsome, gentle, affectionate, humble, polite and rotten good person, all of them are you.Summer flowers are in full bloom, and you and I have agreed to go to see the flowers, listen to the white-haired grandfather tell old stories, and go to the eaves to tease the lazy cat.Then walk hand in hand through the green fields, smell the rice, reach out to touch the blue sky, and run over the fields.But in this reality, I clearly understand that this is nothing but self-pity for mourners.Xu Cheng is indeed dead.Died in a summer rain of youth, and before he could greet him, he died with the old cat in the old house and an old love letter."
Su Han, are you going to come to Xu Cheng's funeral" The noisy city was pressed by the black clouds, and it was so dull that it was difficult to breathe, and the rain was pouring down, as if to wash away all the dust of this summer.In one corner of the city, a cemetery is particularly quiet.They gathered in front of a tomb, all dressed in black plain clothes, black umbrellas, and a white flower on their chests to pay tribute to the dead.In the mournful cemetery under the rainy sky, everyone's faces were full of deep sorrow and regret, mourning the departure of the deceased.At the head of the crowd was a middle-aged lady in a fur coat, her face in her forties had not faded from the charm of her youth, and the charm exuded by her maturity was even more fascinating.People can't help but think of her beautiful appearance in her early twenties, which must be the existence of red face and trouble.She snuggled into the arms of a young man, her face was pale and she was crying with rain.Even if she was so depressed at this time, the strength that emanated from her bones made everyone stunned, and they didn't dare to blaspheme in the slightest.In this quiet cemetery, shrouded in sorrow, the room became heavy, and it was in extreme tension, so that everyone did not dare to breathe.But at this moment, the sound of untimely high heels broke the silence, accompanied by the sound of rain.Seeing the shock and anger of people at the sight of me, I felt a hint of revenge in my heart, and walked briskly into them.As I passed Aunt Xu, looking at her face distorted by anger, I couldn't help but chuckle out loud and crossed her diameter to Xu Cheng's tomb.I took out the red roses I had prepared in advance, bent down slightly, and placed them in front of Xu Cheng's tomb.Honor my dead love, my dead love.The red rose shrank up in the rain, and the raindrops hit the petals and seemed to be broken at any time, and one petal broke away, just like my broken love affair with Xu Cheng, which could never be recovered.In my life, there is no longer a gentle Xu Cheng, and I will never hear him tell me stories, and there is no way to get back the love that I fell into.I said goodbye to everything, and to the cat he loved the most."
Xu Cheng, you're still dead after all."
I muttered, and I heard it clearly, and I was laughing, gloating.My words angered Aunt Xu, who had been holding back, she broke free from Xu Yi's arms and landed a slap on my face, and then in front of everyone, she opened her mouth and scolded me regardless of her image: "Su Hanxi, you slut, still have the face to come to see Xu Cheng" Gu Xi on the side came over and pulled me into his arms, I could feel the anger he suppressed at this time: "Aunt Xu, please pay attention to your words and deeds in public.""
Gu Beixi, it's not your turn to interject when I speak" I pushed Gu Xi away, slowly walked in front of Aunt Xu, raised the most polite arc, and smiled brightly in front of her.Aunt Xu took a step or two back in fear, glaring at me viciously, her eyes like those of a wounded wolf when she was vigilant, in case I had done something excessive."
Don't worry, I'm not here to make trouble today" I deliberately dragged out the last note, and after glancing at everyone present, I gently raised my eyebrows and raised the corners of my mouth to continue: "I, I'm here to see the joke" After this sentence, what awaits me is Aunt Xu's difficult words.After all, it is the mother of her dead son, and when she hears others say such sarcastic words, even those who paid attention to cultivation in the past can't be indifferent.What's more, it's to face me.She is the poor mother of her dead son, and I am the murderer who forced her son to death."
Su Hanxi, you slut, why can you stand here well, why is it not you who died" Aunt Xu, who was standing in the rain, beat her chest and scolded me, the pain made her cry like a child without scruples, I couldn't tell whether she had more rain on her face or more tears on her face at this time."
Aunt Xu, don't just drag someone to stage the pain of losing a son when you die a son, I, Su Hanxi, don't have the leisure to accompany you to make trouble."
I raised my usual smile and looked at Aunt Xu amusedly, in my eyes, I was looking at a funny clown.Xu Cheng's death was his own fault, and he couldn't blame others."
Su Hanxi, I said a long time ago, Xu Cheng will one day be killed by you, a girl like you who has an inappropriate sex life and messy life, damn it, it's obviously you" It turns out that it's me who should be damned.I smiled self-deprecatingly, hating things is wrong, and the damned ones are not dead, but the ones who don't deserve to die are already dead.My heart suddenly cramped, and I really didn't feel the heartache for a long time, and in an instant, I seemed to hear what Xu Cheng said when I parted with me, and the sound of the raindrops breaking that night also sounded in my ears.Xu Cheng, you fucking bastard I don t want to say anything more, and I was tired of arguing with Aunt Xu, so I grabbed my hair in annoyance, and was about to leave only to see her walk out of the crowd.She was wearing a small black dress, the hem of which swayed in the rain with a faint brilliance, beautiful and moving.The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the noise of heavy rain sounded in her ears, so she held an umbrella like that, held a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, and walked slowly with small steps.The gloomy sky occasionally fell a few rays of light on her face, perfectly reflecting her delicate features, and her long, curly eyelashes were covered with rain mist, like a butterfly spreading its wings in the rain, like a successful product carved by God Himself.Her gentle face was as indifferent as ever, like a porcelain doll locked in a window, beautiful but empty, even in the face of Xu Cheng's death, she was indifferent, reluctant to show a little sadness.On her body, she always exudes a faint sense of alienation, not allowing anyone to get close to her, let alone anyone entering her world.In my eyes, Fairy Xu is like a three-no girl in the animation industry.No mouth, no heart, no expression."
Auntie, in front of so many people, I still pay attention to my own image."
In her words, there was still no ripple as usual, just like the calm surface of the lake, without a ripple."
Xu Lulu, you dead girl, you still dare to take care of me, I haven't even settled accounts with you yet, this Su Hanxi Ba achievement was called by you to make trouble," Aunt Xu turned her head and pointed at Fairy Xu.She poured all her anger and resentment on Fairy Xu, and in her opinion, Fairy Xu, who doesn't like to talk, is the best person to vent.I narrowed my eyes slightly, and said lightly to Aunt Xu, that was her cousin.But Aunt Xu just snorted disdainfully, saying that Fairy Xu was not a good thing.I looked at Xu Yi, who had been accompanying Aunt Xu, and saw him walking up and holding an umbrella for Aunt Xu considerately.Xu Yi, who is in his twenties, is mature and stable enough, even if he knows that Uncle Xu is making trouble unreasonably, and even cursing his own sister is not a thing, he also does his duty as a nephew to comfort Aunt Xu.He looked at me with some embarrassment, his eyes full of apologies, but he was also afraid that I would make a big deal out of it, and the eyes that threw him at me were also pleading.I smiled softly and took the umbrella off, and the cold rain ran into my neck, it was really cold and biting.I smiled more and more heartily at the July rains, stretched out my hand and spun around the spot, and said affectionately and charmingly: "The dead are long gone."
After I said this, Aunt Xu's shoulders trembled obviously, and when she was about to have a seizure, she was hurriedly persuaded by Xu Yi.Xu Yi frowned tightly, and kept reassuring Aunt Xu and telling her not to be angry.At the same time, I can also feel Xu Yi's hostility and anger towards me, and complain that I want to make a big deal out of it.I smiled brighter and brighter, and walked out in the rain without an umbrella.After Gu Xi said "I'm sorry", he also followed up and left with me."
Su Han, will you regret it" When I was about to step out of the cemetery, Fairy Xu's words seemed to have magical power, making me stop all of a sudden, unable to take the next step.I lowered my head and clenched my fists, my voice was inexplicably choked, and I replied loudly that she didn't have a trace of confidence in the heavy rain: "How could I regret it" She kept repeating "That's good" in the back, I couldn't help but look back at her, but saw her laugh suddenly.I bit my lip, hurriedly avoided her tentative gaze, and turned away quickly, running away in a comical embarrassment.Gu Xi behind him didn't follow, and faintly came the voice of Gu Xi talking alone, what was he talking about, I couldn't hear it clearly, and I didn't want to know, I just wanted to get out of this damn place quickly.This damn summer, this damn rain, it's terrible.I don't want to, I don't want to lose Xu Cheng.I also want to die, and I want to die, but I am not him.Looking at the heavy rain, I fell to the ground and began to cry bitterly.Xu Cheng, why should we separate: