"You are the blossom of a tree, the swallow whispering between the beams, you are love, warmth, hope, you are the April day of the world" I gently read Lin Huiyin's you are the April day of the world, and I couldn't help but think of Xu Cheng's appearance again, and I gently wrote these poems on the album.Xu Cheng, as Lin Huiyin said, in my eyes, you are my most beautiful April day.The April breeze filtered in with a touch of the sun and sprinkled on my beige desk, where the green-covered album had flipped a few pages, and the undried ink beside it was the poem I had just written.The taro-flavored milk tea was still exuding an attractive milk fragrance on the side, and the white mist slowly rose in circles, running into the nose to instigate the taste, I picked up the milk tea, biting the pale cyan straw and taking a big sip hard.At five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun had begun to set in the west, and the sky was dyed with a charming orange color, and in the distance was a long arc of white planes flying by, depicting the elegant sky.As the sun gradually set, I put down the milk tea and turned the pen leisurely, and there was a Japanese light music in the headphones, which was plain and bland, but it caused ripples in my heart, and I couldn't return to calm for a long time.I stretched out my hand and slowly looked through the albums, each one was a different you.I once took a camera that I bought with my money and bought it with money, behind your back, capturing every movement and every moment of your smile, although I have seen it countless times, I don't get tired of it, I just want to collect the most beautiful and gentle you.It's okay to say I'm sick, I'm willing to fall behind you, raise the camera, and record every different you.Xu Cheng, there are many things you don't know.Maybe if I like you, I will no longer be like Su Hanxi, no longer the girl who dares to say and do things, and shouts if she is not happy to say a word, I have also been small in front of you, and I have been cowardly.I am wearing heavy makeup in front of people, and I am pure and willful in front of you, with long hair and high bundles, which one is the real me, if I fall in love with you and I am a long-lasting disease, I am willing to be the latter.The wings swept across the sky with a roaring sound, and a long arc disappeared among the white clouds with the long cry of the eagle, and then returned to calm.I held the colorful balloon in my hand, smiled and slowly walked towards you downstairs.The air is thick, your appearance is a little blurred, and among the students who come and go, there are students with backpacks and students with backpacks, and they are all talking and laughing with their friends to rush to the early morning self-study.At that time, the high school uniform was ugly, old-fashioned and loose, and the color chosen was heat-absorbing black, with occasional white stripes on the edges, but it was still too hot in the summer.The shirt is too transparent, and I almost dare not go to school without a vest inside.High school was like that, there were always a lot of complaints, and even if we were reluctant, we had to wear school uniforms to school.Fortunately, in my youth, in the boring high school years, there can be a you Xu Cheng.I always recognize you at first glance which one of the people in the school uniform is you.Just because you are my most wanted, favorite favorite.Leaning over to you, I can see the panic in your eyes.I chuckled, ignoring the various stares cast by the people around me, leaning into your ear and spitting ambiguous white gas, and let go of my hand at the moment when I said to you word by word: "Lord, I like you." ”The colorful balloons that I was still holding in my hand rose all of a sudden, and the balloons of different colors rose into the sky, telling the heavens with my expectations.You were stunned for a moment after hearing what I said, but you immediately laughed wryly: "Su Han, Truth or Dare" The smile on the corner of your mouth suddenly stiffened, and then I smiled and nodded, and said to you in my usual tone, even if I want to say in a gentle tone now, "Well, it's a big adventure." ”The big adventure of confessing to the person you like.In the last sentence, I rotted in my stomach.After tossing and turning several times, I almost almost blurted out, but I swallowed it back in time, and finally I couldn't tell you the last sentence.The colorful balloons in the sky have gone away, and only some small dots can be seen in the distance, and they are still rising, slowly rising with the initial palpitations, the world above, do you hear my voice, I like Xu Cheng.In the abandoned factory, he took my hand, a little flustered, but said to me gently: "Su Suhan, don't be afraid, I will, I will protect you."
There was obviously a trill in his words, and in the abandoned factory with echoes, he seemed very unconfident, as if he couldn't convince himself.But he still used his usual soft voice to soothe me, so that I don't have to worry, which made me feel very reassured.I have no doubt that it has caused trouble to Xu Cheng again.Last time, both me and the troublemakers refused to let go, not to mention that the last time someone in them called the police, I and Ercheng were chased by the police and fled back to school in embarrassment, so I swore that I would never let them go easily.The people over there couldn't sit down more than I did, and after two days of leisure, they sent people over to provoke them, agreeing to fight in a dilapidated factory on the outskirts, and whoever lost would bow their heads.Who is I, Su Hanxi, of course, I didn't even think about it, so I rushed over with Ercheng and their team.Originally, we just wanted to teach them a little lesson, and we didn't want to make a big deal out of it, but the girl with heavy makeup on their side called the police again and pulled out a knife.Nima, if the police are her relatives, they won't arrest her, they call the police at every turn, no one can leave when the police come, and Xu Cheng is really brainless Xu Cheng didn't know where to get the news rushed over, and the situation that was originally suppressing the other party suddenly became chaotic because of his arrival.The knocked down oblique bangs immediately got up from the ground, spit on Xingzi, turned around and ran towards the woman with heavy makeup, snatched the knife in her hand with one hand, and cursed: "The dead woman has a knife and doesn't take it out soon, fuck when the police come, why can't they run pig brains" "Damn" oblique bangs held the knife in both hands and kept waving it, blocking the two ways they came forward, and the fierce eyes scanned everyone, telling everyone with his eyes: If anyone dares to rush up, he will give someone a knife.When the group of people saw that we didn't dare to act rashly, they all cautiously moved closer to the oblique bangs, and when they got together, the oblique bangs said fiercely: "This matter is over today, and I will never let you go easily next time" Just when they calmed down and planned to leave, the siren that had not been waiting for it came faintly at this time, making them panic all of a sudden.In the confusion, Xu Cheng suddenly let go of my hand and rushed towards them, and when he saw Xu Cheng rushing over, he suddenly lost his last sanity, raised his knife and stabbed him.He fell straight to the ground, blood gushing out."
Xu Cheng" I clenched my fists and shouted, watching him fall, my eyes red but I couldn't cry.I stumbled up to him, trying to lift him up but he pushed him away, his eyes were red, he tried to speak but couldn't.His eyes suddenly widened, he looked at me in horror and struggled to his feet.The wound on his stomach kept bleeding out, but he ran towards me and hugged me, ignoring the pain, and turned his back to the diagonal bangs as soon as he turned around.Later, I saw a scene that I will never forget in my life: oblique bangs are crazy, completely crazy.Fear occupied the reason of the oblique bangs, he took the knife, swung it down one by one, and landed on Xu Cheng's back.Each knife fell on Xu Cheng's back with the fear of oblique bangs, and I saw that Xu Cheng's white shirt was all dyed red at once.There was still blood bubbling in his stomach.I tried hard to push Xu Cheng away, but his strength was surprisingly large at this time, I couldn't push him away, I could only look at the knife with oblique bangs, and raised it for a while and fell for a while "Xu Cheng" I screamed hysterically, looking at the people in shock and asking for help, "Help me, who will save us, Xu Cheng, you can't be fine" Tears rushed out of nowhere, Xu Cheng looked at me weakly, raised his hand with great effort, gently wiped my tears, and said softly: "Su Suhan, don't be afraid, I will protect you, Trust me. ”I heard Ercheng's roar first, then the wail of oblique bangs, and then the sirens that were getting closer and closer.Xu Cheng's body fell on top of me all of a sudden, and I fell to the ground, hugging him tightly as he passed out, for fear that he would leave in the next second.He was not heavy, but at this time, he was like a thousand pounds of boulder pressing on my body, making me breathless.Xu Cheng, you must not be fine.You said you'd protect me, so don't be fine.I sat up, carefully set him aside, picked up the fruit knife that had fallen aside, and calmly walked towards the wailing bangs on the ground.Ercheng grabbed me and asked me what I wanted."
The injury he brought to Xu Cheng, I want him to pay it back" I took Ercheng's hand, clenched the knife in my hand, and walked towards the oblique bangs step by step.I grabbed the hair with oblique bangs, the cold knife face was like my cold heart at the moment, I slapped his face with a knife, and asked him if he was afraid of death, he nodded desperately, trying to struggle, but he couldn't break free because of the pain."
Since you are afraid of death, have you ever thought that if you do this, it will kill you" Without a trace of hesitation, when the knife sank into his body, I felt a trace of pleasure in my heart, looking at his face distorted by pain, and the revenge became more and more wanton.I pulled out the knife, and was about to cut him on Xu Cheng's back, and when the knife was returned to him, Ercheng grabbed my hand, snatched my knife, and roared at me angrily: "Su Hanxi, do you want to destroy yourself" "No matter what if you destroy it, I am not afraid that you are worried about what he hurts Xu Cheng like that, I must not let him go" I shouted, my hands kept beating Ercheng, but the tears kept flowing out."
Are you so worthy of Xu Cheng, who was stabbed for you?"
I sat down on the ground, buried my head in my legs, and cried bitterly.Xu Cheng, who asked you to claim that you bastard without permission Later, the police rushed over and did not arrest us immediately, but called an ambulance and sent all the injured people who were injured in the fight to the hospital.Even I accompanied me to the hospital
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