"Su Han, we are brother and sister" I dropped the umbrella and hugged him, but opened my mouth but didn't say a word of comfort, and my heart became uncomfortable.She said that even if it was a forbidden love, she couldn't help but like me.She also asked me, is it wrong for us to just like my cousins" Xu Cheng hugged me tightly and whispered to me in a choked voice."
Su Han, I really can't help it, I really can't have feelings for my sister" I didn't speak, but hugged him tighter.I can feel his helplessness and pain, and I can also imagine the despair of Fairy Xu who said aggrievedly that he liked it, but was ruthlessly rejected by him.She gave up everything to pursue the like, but in the end, she was helplessly pushed away.I think I'm much luckier than her.Xu Cheng in his arms suddenly trembled, he kept breathing, and seemed to be a little out of breath.I hurriedly let him go, anxiously asking him what was wrong but getting no response.I couldn't help but panic, and just when I didn't know what to do, a car stopped on the side of the road, and it was Aunt Xu with a black face who stepped out of the car.She shouted for someone to help Xu Cheng get into the car, but she walked up to me and gave me a hot slap in the face: "Su Hanxi, after you are angry and have walked a Xu Lu Road, do you still want to come to harm my son" "Su Hanxi, a ruthless person like you, will kill Xu Cheng sooner or later." ”Aunt Xu's words deeply hurt my heart, and I waited in a daze until Aunt Xu and the others left before I reacted back.I sat helplessly on the ground, crying bitterly, and the sadness of being abandoned became more and more intense.Aunt Xu's sharp words stimulated my emotions, and all the grievances and sadness turned into tears and kept pouring out.I wanted to grab Aunt Xu's hand when she hit me, and reply to her loudly when she said me, but in front of Xu Cheng, I lost all the confidence to argue.The cold rain hit my body with great pain, and the pair of canvas shoes on my feet were already soaked, but for Xu Cheng, I endured the discomfort in my feet and accompanied him to run all over the city to find Xu Xianzi, and suddenly had some doubts about whether it was worth it for him.I looked up at the dripping rain, the cold of the rain running into my eyes also made my brain very clear, and I threw aside two poor umbrellas, shivering in the wind and rain.I cried and shouted Xu Cheng's name, and finally fainted in the rain and I curled up on the bed and covered myself tightly with the quilt.Sitting on the bed, I pulled out one hand and drank hot milk, scattered on the bed was a bunch of ruined stars.I don't know how I got home, but when I woke up, I was in my room, and there was a big smell of potions.When I asked Aunt An what was going on, I learned that the wet self had been taken home by a girl and had a high fever.Aunt An is illiterate and elderly, except for the caretaker who can prepare some food and clean, she doesn't know anything else, so she had to ask the girl to call the doctor.Aunt An also said that I was in a coma for a whole day, and kept shouting the name of "Xu Cheng" in my mouth, Su Zhiyang was also not at home for the past two days because of a business trip, and the girl was stunned to guard me at home for a day, taking care of me carefully, and only when the fever subsided did she leave with a bunch of stars.The first thing I guessed was Fairy Xu, and after seeing the card in the starry sky, I was even more sure that it was Fairy Xu."
Su Han, I'm sorry."
The words on the card are exactly the same as the words on the leaves of Xucheng Wutong, which makes me sure that she is right.I destroyed the starry sky in a fit of rage, and she refused to come out to meet her even though she had been following me and Xu Cheng all along, leaving us to look for her everywhere.I was also angry that she didn't ignore me, who wants her to be pitiful as a rival in love, but why is she willing to say sorry, but she doesn't want to see us Xu Cheng He obviously cares about you so much, "Miss, can I come in" Aunt An's voice sounded outside the door, I wiped the corners of my eyes that were a little moist, and called her in.Aunt Ann walked up to me, handed me a white envelope, and said, "This is what the girl asked me to give you that day when you woke up." ”I took the envelope nervously and let Aunt Ann out.As soon as Aunt An left, I hesitated for a moment before taking out the letter inside.Su Han: Su Han, I had long guessed that it would come to this point, and once I said those words, someone between me and you would have to quit.We all like Xu Cheng too much, since we are all the same, why should I hurt you I am a person who can do anything to do it, but I met you.What I want to tell you is that I always have a feeling of seeing you late, we are all the same, but we are different.I've known you for a long time but I haven't come to look for you, and Xu Cheng often mentions his Su Han classmate to me, always making him helpless, but he can't help but like it.Saying those words to Xu Cheng is not only a relief from your own bleak crush, but also a kind of letting go of you.Forgive me for saying goodbye, I just want to find a better reason to opt out, I know it will hurt you, but you Su Da will be generous, after all, the rival in love is going to quit completely.I like Xu Cheng, the kind I like very much, even if I know that it is a forbidden love, I have the only hope to go to the moth to put out the fire.There are some things that you will regret if you don't say it, and some emotions you don't grasp and you can't blame others.Shallow Su Mian.Maybe you've seen this sentence a long time ago, or maybe you haven't.I wrote this sentence, but it is the life that Xu Cheng wants to have the most.I grew up with him, and I clearly understand his personality and hobbies, and I already know who he likes.Su Han, if you like it, please let it go, and your self-confidence can also be used to like it.Xu Cheng loves cats, and you are his favorite little wild cat.Don't say goodbye, we'll have a date later, and I'll be back again in the future.Xu Lulu "Su Han, you are here" I nodded lightly and walked to Xu Cheng, who was sitting on a wooden chair and wearing a hospital gown.At the end of April, the sky was rarely clear, and the warm sun fell on his fair face, and he smiled softly with crooked eyebrows, and the shadows of the trees fell under his feet.Sitting next to Xu Cheng, we all tacitly did not mention the events of that day, looking at his soft side face, I whispered to him: "Shallow Su Mian, can you tell me what it means" His body was obviously stunned, looking at his face suddenly full of panic, I couldn't help laughing, under his puzzled expression, I said: "The light after waking up, with a slightly drunken tenderness, this is my most beautiful name." ”"Awake, slightly drunk, bright."
The breeze came slowly, raising my long hair that was scattered over my shoulders, and through the green leaves above my head, I looked at the blue sky like the sea, hooked the corners of my mouth and continued: "Lord, do you like Su Han-san" "thecatttothebackyard that cat went to the backyard" The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and a pair of slender eyes narrowed into a crescent moon, revealing two shallow dimples.I didn't understand what he meant by this sentence in English, and I was about to ask him, but he said again in fluent English: "theostfavoritecat's favorite cat" After he finished speaking, before I could react, he suddenly stretched out his right hand to me, and his smile was as charming as the warm sun at this time, and he said in that soft voice: "Su Han, this is a confession." ”Dong Who's jokingly threw a pebble in the fountain in the courtyard, and a soft sound sounded, and the ripples and waves of the water were intertwined together, and then it returned to calm.Under the mottled shadows of the trees, the young man's smile was so brilliant and charming, and the sound of the wind blowing in fragments sounded and raised a wave in my heart, and at that moment it seemed that time had slowed down, and the sound of flowers blooming seemed to be heard in my ears, and the sound of the leaves giggling and playing.I have thought about holding hands and forever countless times, but I never thought that one day I would be so flustered when I faced it, and happiness was so close."
Su Han, let's be together, I'm serious."
I looked at him in a daze, very happy in my heart but suddenly felt uncomfortable, touching Fairy Xu's smiling face, deep guilt and discomfort occupied all the joy.Looking at Xu Cheng's outstretched hand, I was a little hesitant and hesitant at this moment.I held back my tears and looked at the boy I liked, it turned out that what hurt more than "like" was "together", I like Xu Cheng, Xu Cheng also likes me, but there is a distressing Xu Fairy between us, I can't bear to hurt her but I am reluctant to let go of Xu Cheng."
Okay," I forced a smile and held out my hand to him, as far-fetched as the smile could be.Even if I am determined to walk beside Xu Cheng with everything on my back, I still can't help but think of Fairy Xu, the girl who likes Xu Cheng as much as I do, but chooses to quit.Fairy Xu, I'm sorry, I can also give up everything for Xu Cheng.Holding Xu Cheng's hand tightly, the temperature in the palm of his hand became hot again, as if everything had been burned out, leaving only ugly selfishness.I hugged Xu Cheng and cried bitterly, crying out all my emotions, he obviously didn't react, and looked at me with a stiff hand at a loss.The wind in my ears became more intense, and the birds in the branches were still chirping, I didn't know what I was crying about, maybe I was crying for the fairy, or maybe I was crying for myself
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