"I, there's nothing to like."
I reached into my thick bangs, touched my smooth forehead, and whispered to myself.I don't have a beautiful appearance, and I don't have a significant family background.Looking at himself in the mirror, his shoulder-length short hair has become very rough because he has not taken care of it, a public face is so ordinary that he can forget it at a glance in the crowd, and he also wears a pair of ugly and dirty black-framed big glasses on his eyes, which are ordinary and have nothing to look good at.A white short-sleeved shirt with Donald Duck printed on it was a little old, and the washed white jeans had been worn into cropped pants with a very childish cartoon pattern on them.At my feet was a pair of loose-fitting polka-dot canvas shoes, old-fashioned and old, which my cousin wore and leftovers for me.I studied early, and I am only seventeen years old this year, but I do not have the vigor that I should have at this age, but I am gloomy and very unpleasant.I belong to the kind of existence that walks in the crowd, ordinary and can no longer be ordinary.It will not be eye-catching because of its outstanding appearance, nor will it be too ugly for people to look sideways.I've always grown up in the ordinary and the ordinary, and if there's anything different this summer, it's the first time I've made friends.Han Xi, Bei Xi and Rong Xin.Although Rong Xin's cold eyes at the beginning made me very cold, but from her point of view, she had no choice.If she had helped me, she would have ended up like me, we just met, and she wouldn't risk anything else.It can also be seen that Rong Xin does not belong to that kind of bad person.What makes me most strange is that Han Xi seems to hate Rong Xin very much, no matter how good Rong Xin treats her, Han Xi is reluctant to say a word to her.As for Lin Qi, who was the first to bully me, I could see that she was very afraid of Han Xi and obeyed what Han Xi said.I also learned about Han Hee's identity from people's conversations.She has a father who is a county magistrate here, and she has been mixed up since junior high school, and almost no one among the people who are mixed does not know her.Han Xi is not a good one in the eyes of most people, and I am skeptical about many bad things about her, and even subconsciously keep my distance from her.I, scared of her."
Sunny, you're in a daze again."
Rong Xin stretched out a white hand and shook it in front of my eyes, and said in wonder.I nodded, even though I didn't blush anymore, but my voice was still so small: "Well, I'm thinking about something." ”"Na Qingtian, let me ask you, has Han Xi been looking for you to play recently" Rong Xin played with his long curly hair and asked me nonchalantly.I glanced at Rong Xin suspiciously, and replied to her: "It's been a few times, what's wrong" "No, I just heard that Han Xi and Gu Beixi have a good relationship, if they play, Gu Beixi will definitely be there." ”Rong Xin smiled and said meaningfully."
Rong Xin, what do you mean by this" "Qingtian, you think too much, I just think that I can be with the boy I like, no matter who is around him, I can't stop the qualification I like." ”My face instantly turned red, as if the deepest secret had been revealed, and I hurriedly lowered my head, and my heart suddenly panicked.It seems that I really like him."
Hey, the local girl over there, can you hand over the ball" I looked at the basketball under my feet in a daze, my head was still a little painful when my head was smashed by the ball, and I looked at the boy waving his hand on the playground not far away.My eyes ached from the sun, and I couldn't see his face clearly.I picked up the ball, endured the churning cramping pain in my stomach, and slowly walked to the playground."
Tumei, thank you" The boy said in English with a non-standard pronunciation, and showed a mouthful of white teeth when he smiled.Under the sun, he is not too handsome, but he is also very attractive.His skin is neither black nor white, just moderate, and his face is covered with crystal beads of sweat after exercise, giving people a very sunny feeling.He wore a white sweatshirt with a pair of slacks and sneakers underneath, and a smile on his face that was wide arcing."
Arlo, you're talking to a female classmate again."
A familiar voice rang out, and then I saw him gulping water."
Ah, sunny day, it's you."
He swept his short wet hair and walked over and smiled at me.I nodded, and my face turned redder in the sun."
Yo, Beixi, you know this local girl."
The boy named Arlo took his water and drank it down, looking at me and him with some ambiguous expression, which made my heart even more flustered.He nodded, and said to me, "Qingtian, since you're here, stay a little longer, and I'll send you back to the dormitory when I'm done." ”My stomach still hurt and panicked, but because of his words, I endured the discomfort and said "okay" softly.He nodded, and walked side by side with Arlo to the basketball court, leaving two handsome shadows on the golden ground, full of youthful vitality."
Tut, send her back to the bedroom, your Miss Su is not afraid that she will be jealous" "Don't laugh, how is it possible." ”"You Gu Da Shao don't worry about me and I won't say it, but brother, your taste is a bit heavy, she is really not an ordinary soil, and she is not as beautiful as a quarter of Miss Su" "It's very cute" "Tsk, Gu Da Shao really dares to say it." ”Looking at their distant backs, the chatter and laughter slowly weakened.Hearing that the man named Ah Luo compared me to Han Xi, although he felt very uncomfortable, he was also telling the truth.Han Xi is such a beautiful and perfect white swan, and I may be just an ugly duckling who can't even be a white swan.But what pleased and cared me was the words that came out of Kita's mouth.He has said that I am cute more than once, and I don't know if that is true or false, whether it is a joke or a disobedience.However, even if it is against his will, as long as he Gu Beixi is willing to say it, I am willing to listen.If the white bird flies across the blue sky, we stay in the crowd for a second, whether we can meet a love at first sight is too fake, and what is important is only the face.I don't deny it and I don't admit it.When the pale blue sky is dyed with a touch of gentleness, and then passes through the crowd, passing by thousands of people every day, a moment of looking back, I am moved enough.It takes a long time to like it, but the heart is just a moment of rubbing shoulders.Stop for you, be moved for you, and panic for you.You see, it's that simple.The golden arc crossed the sky, and in an instant, it was firmly thrown into the center.I couldn't help but applaud, but it was involved in a cramp in my stomach, and the smile that came out immediately became far-fetched.When the sun gradually set, dyeing the sky with a golden halo, the teenagers under the basketball hoop held the basketball, looked at each other excitedly, and proudly bumped their fists."
Beixi is good, I will definitely beat you next time" "Okay, next time we will play together." ”"Haha, that three-point shot just now is really handsome, but I will definitely catch up with you" "Then I will definitely go all out" Looking at Beixi's handsome face with a smile and satisfaction, the long wait and the cramping in the stomach felt that it was worth it.Because he likes him, he is willing to accompany him to do everything he wants.Cold sweat kept sliding down my forehead, and I shivered a little in the hot summer, stumbling under my feet, and my body fell weakly as soon as my vision darkened.What sounded faintly in his ears was his anxious shout from afar.When he returned to the dormitory from the infirmary, there was no one else except Rong Xin, and it seemed that Rong Xin didn't go out to play much.As soon as I came back, Rong Xin came over and said ambiguously: "Eh, that's good, Gu Beixi personally sent you back to the bedroom, your relationship is really good." ”Facing Rong Xin's ambiguous eyes, I lowered my head and said hesitantly: "I didn't have a stomach ache and fainted, just came out of the infirmary with him, he didn't feel at ease and sent me back to the dormitory, we are just friends" The more he spoke, the quieter he became, and in the end, the word "friend" was almost unspoken.I admit that when Rong Xin said these words, he really satisfied my vanity.I'm so, I like the difference."
Yes, yes" "Rong Xin, do you like Gu Beixi" I lowered my head and clutched the corners of my clothes, and at this moment I found that I wanted to hear the negative answer so much."
I like it" Rong Xin raised my head, and when she saw my surprised expression, she smiled and said, "How is it possible, I'm joking" "Because, there is something more exciting than liking" "What is it" She hooked the corners of her mouth meaningfully, suddenly flicked my forehead, and said with a smile: "This is a secret." ”"But on a sunny day, there is one thing I have to tell you, Su Hanxi is the kind of person who can't tolerate sand, if anyone dares to hit the idea of the people around her, no matter how good her friends are, she will not let go.""
You know, she's a pretty good mix, and it's easy to get rid of one or two people who don't like it.It's good to mix well, or it's not a virgin, I'm afraid no one knows except herself, and I don't know how inappropriate it is" "I know you're friends, but I'm also friends with you on a sunny day, friends don't lie to friends, and I don't want to talk about people behind my back, but some things are better than being completely in the dark." ”"The ugliness of people's hearts, aren't you clear enough to the sunny sky" Rong Xin's words made me stunned all of a sudden, and my ears were buzzing and noisy, as if something was growing wantonly, ugly and unbearable.I can't find anything to defend Han Xi, and I've known her for less than a week, how can I conclude that she is a person I don't want to believe Rong Xin's words, after all, Han Xi is so good to me, but subconsciously I believe some.As she said, the ugliness of people's hearts is so unbearable, I dare not say that Han Xi must be sincere to me.I didn't believe her, or I didn't want to believe her at all.Outside the window, the birds were still chirping, and the night had completely fallen, and there was no end to the darkness, and the light in front of me seemed to have dimmed again
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