"Next" As the cafeteria aunt's lazy voice fell, I was about to step forward, but a girl behind me took the lead in preparing the meal.I was very annoyed, but I still had no choice but to look at the girl's triumphant expression and get angry.When the girl left, she glanced at me disdainfully, and the high heels stomped on my instep so hard that I blushed and gritted my teeth in pain."
Hillbilly, what are you in the way, are you blind, it's really fucking bad" Before I could open my theory, the girl scolded me, staring at me with wide eyes, threatening to cut me with a thousand cuts.More and more people watched, and all kinds of eyes fell on me, causing me to bow my head in shame and be ashamed.The heart full of grievances became speechless under the hot gaze.I bit my lip tightly, and the gossip around me set off a wave, and the words that passed by my ears were so ugly.Under the dim incandescent light of the cafeteria, my face became hotter and hotter, and my hands holding the corners of my clothes trembled a little, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to run out of the cafeteria immediately.When the atmosphere was getting more and more stiff, and I felt dull and difficult to breathe, the impatient voice of the cafeteria aunt rescued me, who seemed to be "standing out from the crowd" in the crowd: "What are you doing one by one, do you want to eat?"
As the words of the cafeteria aunt fell, everyone dispersed, and after a certain student's sentence "The teacher is here", and after seeing the wandering figure outside the cafeteria, they all consciously closed their mouths and obeyed the order and lined up.I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and I thanked the cafeteria aunt for her relief in my heart, but I saw her skillfully scooping up a large spoonful of fried meat with green peppers, and with a slight shake of her hand, the big spoon of fried meat with green peppers became a small spoonful, and then slowly shook it once or twice, and finally only a small spoon of big green peppers fell on the plate.Staring at the poor dishes on the plate, I opened my mouth and looked at the cafeteria aunt with some confusion, but I saw her laugh softly: "Why do you like to eat or not" I turned my head to look at the rich plates in the hands of others, took the plate handed by the canteen aunt and hesitated for a while, and whispered to her in a consultative tone: "Auntie, they all have so many dishes, why am I so little alone?"
Cheap embryo in the countryside, how great do you think you are, do you have that qualification, get out, who cares if you want to eat or not" The cafeteria aunt glared at me, opened her mouth wide and scolded me, holding the spoon that was still dripping with vegetable oil and pointing at me, waving at me in disgust like a nervous disorder.I pursed my lips, but in the end I couldn't say anything to argue with her.Withstanding everyone's wanton ridicule and indifferent gazes, I took heavy steps with difficulty, and strode away in two steps and one step at a time."
The countrymen are out of my way" The hot seaweed soup dripped down my shoulder-length hair, and fell on my bare skin like a cinnabar mole, and my clothes were completely drenched, faintly revealing the black corset inside.The dishes on the plate were already filled with vegetable soup and floated gently to and fro on it, like abandoned floaters on the water.In the face of everyone's fingers, I looked up in a daze and wiped a handful of vegetable soup on my face, but I accidentally touched the scalded skin, and I grinned in pain.Their laughter rang in my ears one after another, and I looked at everyone around me in distraction, feeling that everyone was full of bad intentions, and everyone I looked at felt that they were the "culprits" who were playing tricks on me.I didn't know who pushed me from behind, and I staggered and fell to the ground, spilling all the food on my clothes.Another pot of soup was spilled, and I frowned slightly, obviously already smelling the unpleasant and pungent odor, which seemed to be a mixture of various soups left over from outside the cafeteria.There was another laughter all around, yes, everyone here likes to play tricks on others, like to bully people in the countryside, haven't I always known that even adults are so annoying?
Na, I am most afraid and don't want to be seen by them, but I still be seen "Qingtian" Looking at the surprised gaze cast by Beixi, I ducked my head dodgingly, clenching a pair of hands, and the sharp nails inside were sunk into the palms of my hands in pain.I was most afraid of being seen by him so unbearable, but I was seen by them before I had time to leave.When I looked at Beixi, I saw him looking at me with some complexity, and the smile on his lips was very embarrassing in the crowd, as if he was hesitating to step forward.As if having made up his mind, Beixi slowly walked towards me, but was pulled by Ah Luo beside him: "Beixi, do you want to help her, she is so dirty, don't you feel disgusting, she can't stand up by herself" I saw Beixi's good-looking thin lips tightly pursed into a line, and there was some unbearability and hesitation in his eyes when he looked at me again, and finally chose to take a step or two back, and watched coldly.I felt that something had shattered in an instant, falling into a cacophony of sounds, but it was very clear.Sunny day, don't cry, okay I looked at Beixi aggrievedly, pursed my mouth sadly, and my nose was sour as if I was about to cry.I caught a hint of complexity in Beixi's eyes, and then he turned his head slightly away and stopped looking at me.Beixi, do you think I'm dirty like them Obviously, you are so different in my eyes, obviously you have been so gentle with me, obviously you have comforted me because of Han Xi, who was standing beside you, Looking at Han Xi, who was expressionless, I smiled far-fetchedly, is this a friend, why is it the same as everyone else, looking at me with such a gaze "Gu Xi" Han Xi grabbed Beixi's arm, and the voice without ups and downs fell in the noise, like a slap in the face, "It's too dirty, let's go." ”Bei Xi looked at me in the light, and when I thought he would take Han Xi's hand away and not leave, he took Han Xi's hand and pulled her away without a little hesitation."
Miss Xiang, are you really embarrassed" Lin Qi walked in front of me and squatted down, hooked the corners of his mouth and said mockingly, "Why do you still want to stay here and not leave, I hope Gu Beixi will turn around and pull you, do you really think that Gu Beixi is kind to you, just like you" "Don't dream" That was Lin Qi's last sentence when he left, like a cold blade, another deep cut was made on the original wound.I got up from the ground with my head down, and ran towards the door of the cafeteria with a sharp gaze, just wanting to get out of this place where I was ashamed of myself.After running too fast, I accidentally tripped over a stone and fell to the ground after running out of the cafeteria, looking at the playground where there was no one, I fell into the puddle and didn't want to get up again.The cold rain hit the body very painfully, and it seemed that it had to tear open one by one before it was willing to settle down.I huddled in a ball with my legs clenched, and the cold rain slid down my neck into the neckline, causing me to shiver.What kept ringing in their ears was the words that Han Xi and the others said, and what lingered in my mind was the figure of Beixi resolutely leaving, and the hand holding Han Xi tightly.Am I dirty I have never been as good as Han Xi Covering my aching heart, I looked up blankly at everything around me, as if everything around me was twisting their faces and laughing at me, it turned out that I had never had it all along.The heart was empty, and the only trace of warmth that existed there was plundered.There were gentle steps behind me, and I buried my head between my legs, not wanting to look at who it was, because I knew very well that this would definitely not be Beixi.It was supposed that the man held an umbrella to block the rain for me, and not a single drop of rain fell on me except for the cold swishing on my body.Just when I wondered who would be so kind, a familiar and unflattened voice fell in the rain and down the heavy rain: "Tumei, you look so good, so embarrassed that people can't help laughing" "It seems that you enjoy my appearance very much." ”I slowly raised my head and smiled softly at Arlo's haughty appearance.Arlo turned the handle of the umbrella leisurely, and the surface of the umbrella rotated in the rain, and the splashed water droplets bloomed like flowers, which was particularly beautiful in the dense rain and mist.He narrowed his good-looking eyes slightly, and laughed in a good mood: "Of course, there is nothing more exciting than seeing you so embarrassed" I bit my lip fiercely, and even bit my lip openly, and I tasted a faint fishy smell from my mouth.I endured my anger and grievances, and yelled at Arlo: "Since you have already seen it, then you hurry up and get out, get out of me, get out" Arlo stopped laughing, the serious face was something I had never seen before, he sighed, and his beautiful voice was very soft in the rain: "So Ah Xiang Qingtian, isn't it better to cry" I looked at Arlo in amazement, trembling a hand and slowly touched the corner of my eye, moist with a hint of heat, I pursed my mouth, The hot tears fell so loudly on the ground.In the end, I couldn't help crying under Arlo's helpless eyes.This world is so annoying, so annoying that it makes people sad to want to die.I don't know how much I like him, but I can only say that I really like him, I like it, I like it, I like the smiling face he left in the palm of my hand, it is still so hot, the wind with the summer tail has raised the flowers and leaves in the sky, with his usual tenderness in my palm, leaving the most beautiful heartbeat.I was sad that he didn't reach out to me, and I was sad that he didn't hesitate when he took the other girl and turned away.But I still like him so much
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