"I am a single parent, an only daughter, my father died early, and only my mother and I depend on each other.My mother is a white-collar worker in the company, and the life of the family is not unbearable because of my father's early death, on the contrary, I am a rich girl in the eyes of most people.My mother didn't care about me, in her eyes, I just got married after I finished studying, and my relationship with my mother faded because of my father's death.I studied and went to school plainly, and in the eyes of my relatives, I was a good niece who was obedient and polite, and in the eyes of my teachers, I was a good student with excellent grades and not pride.But in the second year of junior high school, I met him and fell in love with the boy. ”Rong Xin stopped and smiled happily, looking like a shy little girl in love, happy and content."
We got together and had a very happy time, and my first night was also a night when he was drunk, and gave it indiscriminately at his house.Because it was so sudden, and because he was drunk, we were unprepared and were seen by his family the next morning.At that time, it was quite humiliating, and I was personally bumped into by my parents for doing that kind of thing, and I really couldn't sit down, but with him by my side, I was not afraid of anything.Later, his family told my mom that my mom had taken care of me for the first time, and she asked me to break up with him, and I didn't do it.I broke up with him on the surface, but secretly I often dated.I was pregnant, and the first time I was pregnant with him, my mother wanted to save face and said that I was still young and would not let me give birth to the child, so she took me to a private hospital for an abortion.Later, he abandoned me anyway, and our relationship was broken. ”Rong Xin paused, his face was faint, and he couldn't see any emotion.She took out a tissue and wiped the dust off her desk, sat down, fumbled for a cigarette, and smoked slowly.In the shallow moonlight, she swallowed the clouds and mist, and her face suddenly became blurred, and she could only see that the red dot was getting more and more beautiful in the night.The smoke cleared, her face became clear again, and her eyes were like water and fire, like wild roses with thorns in the wild, beautiful but full of strength.She took another deep breath and spit it out slowly before continuing: "He sold me to a group of young people in society, and my nightmare began.I've lost count of how many men have slept with me until now, every day and every night, bitch to bitch, and my weakness has succumbed to everything.When I got to high school, I met Han Xi, but she didn't recognize me.At that time, Han Xi was very mixed, and the title of bad girl spread to almost every school here, and of course to my school.I secretly went to her school a few times, and I just looked at her from a distance, envying her for being so powerful, and envying her for always following her, a group of brothers who were desperate.Han Xi is very good, very righteous, and maintains justice with bad slogans everywhere, but she is not a bad person, she is a principled person, and in her eyes, no one can touch her.She's so strong, scary and can't help but get closer, but she's so good, she just doesn't want to look at me more.She was the dawn of my dark world, and I had approached her like a moth to a flame, only to be unintentionally pushed away.I want her to help me, help me get rid of the people who ruined me, she is so strong that she can help me, and I am so, I want to be her friend and stand by her side. ”The cigarette has been extinguished, Rong Xin laughed and cried, cried and laughed, it was so distressing.Her long eyelashes were covered with a little mist, and the black eyeliner on her eyes fell with curved black lines, making her face hideous."
I've counted many unexpected encounters with her, just to make her recognize me as a matter of course, but she seems to hate me for being so dirty, and not once has she not looked at me directly.My weakness completely ruined me, and all my things were shaken out by the boy I loved the most, and I was ruined by what I thought was a beautiful love.I didn't have the face to go to that school, and then I didn't either.Han Xi doesn't help me, and no one loves me, so when I'm weak, I only have to be strong to love myself, in just three years of high school, I have done all the dirty things, and I have completely become a strange appearance to myself.Later, I personally called for someone to beat the boy I loved the most, and called for the group of people who said they liked me to go to jail for me.I feel like most of my life has passed, but after hearing that Han Xi stayed here to study at university, I bought this university with money through connections.Luckily, I wasn't recognized by anyone here.However, I bowed my head to make friends with Han Xi, but she never wanted to deal with me, but regarded you, a hillbilly, as a friend.What is so good about you Xiang Qingtian, what is there that I can't compare to you, I just want to be a girl as strong as Han Xi, you don't have to be so cowardly" Rong Xin said that he had already yelled at me at the end, and his swollen eyes were full of hatred for me."
Xiang Qingtian, there's something you don't know.I framed you, otherwise you think that whoever can get those photos can make your life dark with a simple picture.Those who bite you and refuse to let go, I am the one who instigated it, and it is also the troublemaker I called, just so that Han Xi can go from doubting me to really remembering me, I don't hesitate to pay myself in, and even slander Han Xi in your ear to provoke your relationship, just so that I can be remembered by her" I looked at Rong Xin in disbelief, so sad that my heart ached, after listening to her story, I can understand why she hates me, but I can't think of it, I have always regarded her as a friend, She has been planning how to ruin my friendship with Han Xi.I smiled bitterly, I had never had a friend, I thought I had a friend like you, but you turned around and told me how much you hated me, and you didn't see me as a friend at all.It's so sad, I hate the feeling of being betrayed, but I can't cry, my world seems to be turned upside down."
Sunny, don't be afraid, I'll make you the next me soon."
Rong Xin jumped down from the table and gently stroked my swollen face, carefully as if he were a treasure."
Qingtian, don't blame me, since it's come to this point, I don't mind if the fish dies and the net breaks.As long as I can get her Su Hanxi to really look at me, whether it is good or bad, my life is enough. ”"Rong Xin, what are you going to do" I shrank my head a little timidly, afraid that Rong Xin would act excessively.Rong Xin smiled and didn't answer me, his slender fingers slowly slid down my face and stayed on my mouth.She leaned into my ear and exhaled hot air, and said word by word, "Sunny days will make you feel the joy of being wheeled." ”"You're crazy" I yelled at Rong Xin in fear, thinking of the group of men outside the door, the yubs who wanted to escape, "Sunny day, there is no need to be afraid at all."
Oh yes, I forgot to tell you, those girls are both men and women, and I called them here today.After being hurt by a man, then being hurt by a woman, sunny day, this treatment is very good, I treat you as a friend. ”Rong Xin raised the corners of his mouth and stood up, slapped his face, and the group of people walked in from outside."
Everyone, I've already said good things to my friends, my good friends also said that I would like to play with you" Rong Xin turned his back to me and said, I clearly saw that as soon as Rong Xin finished speaking, the eyes of the group of people looking at me completely changed.What came over was a scorching yug and a hungry wolf's greed.At this moment, I clearly realized that Rong Xin was desperate at that time, so why he forced Han Xi to be a lifesaver The group of men came over except for the flat heads, and they rudely ripped the rope off my body, and the two of them pressed me and began to come from my neck.I saw Rong Xin walking towards Rong Xin from a distance, I thought, Rong Xin is as desperate as I am now, or perhaps, she has already given up struggling.I held back my tears, and when I was so desperate that I wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself, the classroom door was opened, and it was Luo Rongxin who rushed over and hugged me to death, brushing the broken hair that fell on his chest, as if looking at Ah Luo as expected, and his eyes became deep, and he couldn't see joy, anger and sorrow for a moment.Rong Xin moved his mouth coldly, and asked Ah Luo softly: "What about Han Xi" Ah Luo snorted disdainfully, looked at Rong Xin with disgust, and said lightly: "Rong Da Beauty is really sassy, this appetite is really not ordinary." ”"Let me ask you, what about Han Xi" Rong Xin lowered her head, as if she roared in a pleading tone, and the moonlight fell on the broken hair in front of her forehead, beautiful but full of sadness."
She didn't come."
Ah Luo sighed, looked at Rong Xin with some distress, and answered her slowly."
Call her.""
She's not coming."
Rong Xin raised his head violently, covered his stomach and laughed loudly, and asked Ah Luo softly in a helpless tone: "Is it really that difficult to look at me?"
"Rong Xin, don't continue to hurt yourself." ”Ah Luo took off his coat and put it on for me, and after looking at Rong Xin a few times in a complicated way, he hurriedly turned his face away, as if he was hiding something."
Let's go."
Rong Xin stopped laughing, grabbed his hair irritably, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and smoked it with an expressionless face."
Xinzi, how can you let them go" Pingtou became anxious when he heard Rong Xin's words, and shouted at Rong Xin angrily."
Don't you just want to have sex, that woman has something to give up."
Rong Xin wrapped her coat slightly, and her curled up body trembled a little in the cold wind.I glanced at Rong Xin distressedly, and hurriedly grabbed Ah Luo's arm and left with him.Get out of this damn and sad place.The night sky was pitch black, and a light rain had already begun.Stepping out of the gate of the old school building, I looked back again, and there was not a single light, only endless darkness.The moon had receded, and the raindrops were falling, sliding down the walls and splashing beautifully on the ground.Occasionally, a few flashes of lightning, accompanied by a low rolling thunder, shattered the serenity of the rainy night."
My world is pitch black, and she's the light, but she's not willing to reach out to me."
When I left, Rong Xin said to me softly, and in the end, all the sadness was hidden in the smoke and disappeared.There was a faint siren from the front, and I knew what Rong Xin wanted to do, but I didn't stop her.Her world collapsed, and my world seemed to collapse.Holding Ah Luo's hand, I found that his generous palms had been sweating, obviously very nervous, is he still worried about me But why do you all know that I was taken away by Rong Xin, why is it Ah Luo, you came to take me back, not Beixi "Why didn't Beixi come" I lowered my head and asked Ah Luo softly, I was very disappointed, I hope that it will be Beixi who is pulling me at this moment."
Because you're not Su Hanxi
.
":