"It's okay, as long as you take medication and continue to do rehabilitation work, you can get back on your feet after at least half a year."
When he said this, the attending doctor sighed slightly, "If you want to open a little, as long as you can stand up, it's better than everything" I pounded my thigh hard, but there was no pain at all, I couldn't help but look up at the attending doctor and asked, "Stand up" "Yes." ”The attending doctor struggled to spit out a word, lifted his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and looked around evasively."
Liar."
I laughed self-deprecatingly, without even a slight fluctuation in my tone, "I want to rest, doctor, you can go out first." ”The attending doctor nodded helplessly, took the notebook and wrote a few words, and then strode out.As soon as the attending doctor left, the whole ward became even more empty, I stared out the window attentively, and my mother's ruthless words vaguely sounded in my ears, she said, from today on, I will not have you as a daughter, and you will die early together with your mother and father.She also said, "Let me stop calling her."
Then I lost my home, I lost my love, I lost the elegance and nobility under the mask.Even friends.I really don't know, I have nothing now, why am I still alive, I thought that after that suicide, my mother's attitude towards me has changed, then our relationship should be better than before.However, when she heard that I could no longer dance, she was so determined that she turned her face and told me not to call her to die as early as her father.Daddy, can you tell me why, Mommy, really, really never liked me, and the meaning of my existence is just a dancing machine for her, right, how can I forget.Every time I got sick and had a fever, she never cared about it since I was five years old, and it was so cold that it was like I wasn't her daughter.What a ruthless mother this is, I don't have any meaning in surviving except jumping down, so why do I have to live now, why do I still live Why did a sweet voice suddenly sound at the door of "Sister Lin Qi", and then a shadow flew over and lay on my body, "Sister Lin Qi, let me tell you something, you will definitely be very happy." ”I frowned inexplicably, tired of not wanting to look at Xiaoguang's face so brightly, and tilted my head slightly in silence.Xiaoguang took out a shoebox from behind him, handed it to me timidly like a treasure, and opened it carefully.When I saw the contents, my face suddenly covered with a dark red, and I gritted my teeth and glared at Xiaoguang resentfully, pushing the box open with all my strength.Xiao Guang, who was not a little guarded, didn't notice my abnormality, and still fiddled with the box with a smile, but was pushed hard by my suddenly outstretched hand, and fell from behind with an unsteady foot.I breathed a sigh of relief, and I couldn't help but think to myself, it would be good to get rid of all the people who watched the excitement, so that I wouldn't have to be afraid of being laughed at.Well, just solve it, no matter who "Xiaoguang" suddenly heard a sad and angry voice in his ears, and then a shadow rushed in from the outside, carefully lifting Xiaoguang who hit the corner of the table."
Teacher, why didn't you come and tell you to wait for me downstairs" Xiaoguang looked at the uncle with a white face, and the small mouth opened and closed looked extremely distressing.The uncle glared at me fiercely, looked at her neat bangs in distress, and said pityingly: "Silly girl, I don't worry about you." ”Xiaoguang laughed happily, reached out and touched his uncle's blue beard, and said: "I'm so happy, teacher, you've been scolding me all along, I've always been afraid that you hate me, but I'm really happy to hear you say that." ”"Teacher,I'm fine.,It's just that my head hurts.,Won't I be stupid" The uncle hugged Xiaoguang tightly, and there were crystal tears faintly flashing in his eyes."
Lin Qi, if something happens to Xiaoguang, even if you are abolished, I will not let you go" The uncle picked up Xiaoguang who had fainted, reached out and pressed the back of her head, but there was still bright red blood, which kept sliding down his fingers, and it was so beautiful."
It's her own dancing shoes to laugh at me, okay, she Cheng Xiaoguang is the real city of the city, usually pretending to be timid and weak, and everyone gets along with a good virgin, isn't she actually a cheap bone" I amusedly pointed to Xiaoguang, who frowned because of the pain, and the words that came out of her mouth became even more mean, "What does she mean, she knows that my legs are useless, and she uses my dancing shoes to stimulate me, she pretends to be good, she persuaded me to face the dance before, and now she deliberately stimulates me to expose my scars."
Lin Qi, don't just say that everyone is a cheap bone because you are restless in your bones, you have a balance in your heart," the uncle was so angry that he almost rushed over to beat me, "She Cheng Xiaoguang is so stupid that when she knew that your mother was not good to you, she ran to your mother's company and begged your mother to be kind to you, otherwise why did you think your mother was so good to you after your suicide attempt, if Xiaoguang hadn't gone, your mother would have left you to fend for herself" "I really feel worthless for Xiaoguang, she is stupid, she is a single cell, She only knows what she can for her friends, and she knows that you will definitely be very negative because of the car accident, so she stupidly ran to your mother, begging your mother to bring her your favorite pair of dancing shoes, she thought, thought that she could use the dancing shoes to arouse your perseverance to live, but you want her to die. ”"Lin Qi, if I hadn't followed, Xiaoguang would have died in your ward.Lin Qi, you are so ruthless. ”I burst out laughing, almost certainly my own smile, which was distorted to the point of being scary: "Fuck me begging her, she thinks she's mine, I don't fucking take her seriously at all" "So Lin Qi, you deserve it, people like you, if you don't get good, you can't wait to ruin others and not let her have a good time, Xiaoguang treats you like a friend like this, and it will feel terrible when you think about it in the future." ”The uncle glanced at me coldly, turned around and walked out of the ward with Xiaoguang in his arms, "In the future, don't come to harass Xiaoguang." ”My heart suddenly ached.Harassment has always been me harassing Xiaoguang, am I too self, do I deserve it, why after listening to what my uncle said, I feel so difficult to breathe, as if I was suddenly choked by the neck, holding my face red, and I can't break free from the struggle, this suffocating feeling."
My name is Cheng Xiaoguang, He Chengcheng, small in size, bright light.""
I like sunny days, I like the sun, and my favorite is my second year," I silently looked at the dancing shoes that fell to the ground, I used to love them so much, but now I pushed them away.The self-introduction when I first met Xiaoguang sounded in my ears, her short height at that time was still the same as now, and her face was always confused with a little baby fat, and she could laugh out two little tiger teeth with a smile.The most shocking thing is that her skin is too white, so white that it is a little unhealthy, and no matter how happy she is smiling in her eyes, it is vaguely obvious that she is pitiful and weak.It's just such a little light, laughing heartlessly, the thoughts in the brain are always strange, and sometimes the nerves are so coarse that it makes people embarrassed.If I could know everything behind, I wouldn't have said such hurtful words when I was killed, because our little light is such a little girl who can't hurt anyone.And I, such a bastard, said these things without a trace of guilt, and even took it for granted.In the later years, whenever I remembered Xiaoguang, I would always regret it endlessly, regretting that I didn't have time to say a word to her, I'm sorry.I think if I have the chance, I'll tell her in Japanese.With her favorite."
Xiaoguang has woken up, don't worry too much."
Han Xi quietly handed me a peeled apple, and the inquiring gaze in her eyes made me can't help but turn my face away from looking at her."
Lin Qi, it's our fault that we came so late, but I hope you don't hurt Xiaoguang, she's so simple.""
How simple can she be by our side," I chuckled coldly, feeling no guilt about Hikari's affairs.Han Xi frowned slightly, got up and stretched out his hand to push the wheelchair over, and said, "The doctor said that you can carry out some simple rehabilitation work now, let's take our time from the wheelchair first, and then talk about it from being able to stand up from the wheelchair." ”"I don't feel anything yet, but I'll recover slowly."
Han Xi helped me up with one hand and forcibly picked me up and put me in a wheelchair."
It's useless to be useless," I suddenly yelled at Han Hee, struggling to get up, but I couldn't move my lower body at all, but instead made the wheelchair wobbly.If it weren't for Han Xi's timely response, I would have almost been planted.Han Xi glanced at me expressionlessly, and her subordinates stabilized my figure, and she said softly after a while, but it was very reassuring: "It's useful." ”Under Han Xi's determined gaze, I gradually quieted down, obediently listening to her command, but my heart was full of mixed feelings."
Lin Qi, it will definitely work, let's stand up slowly."
Han Xi exhaled a long breath and put his hands on me, making me stand up hard.I pursed my lips and swung tentatively, but my lower body didn't react at all, and I didn't know where to stand up.After trying several times to no avail, I got tired of pushing Han Xi away with one hand, but I fell to the ground with one hand.Han Xi hurriedly ran over to help me up, but I scolded me fiercely: "Su Hanxi, who needs to do it, what can you do, it's a lie, get out of here" Han Xi paused to herself, and then she lowered her head gloomily, forcibly picked up my collar, dragged me to the ground and touched the floor intimately.Immediately, she slammed me on the bed with all her strength, and I still didn't feel it in my lower body except for the pain in my upper body."
Then you'll be left to fend for yourself, cowardly" Han Xi gave me a disdainful look, turned around and walked out of the ward without nostalgia.I covered my face weakly and sobbed softly.What the hell is going on, why did it become like this, I used to hate dancing the most, and now I can't dance anymore, it's disgusting, God, why are you so good to me all of a sudden, and all of a sudden so cruel and ruthless, I also want to get back up, but I don't feel anything in my legs, not at all.Looking at the big tree that was gradually overgrown with new leaves, I wrapped my coat tightly over the hospital gown, and reached forward to operate the wheelchair, but my thoughts were already drifting away.It's the day of school again, during which my mother hasn't come to see me once, and my legs still don't feel at all, and I'm living a happy but unhappy summer vacation, and I faintly start to give up on myself at this time.Stopping in front of a pair of white canvas shoes, I looked up in amazement, only to see him smiling widely, just like his pure, unadulterated, warm neighbor brother smile when I came to him with my suitcase.I opened my mouth in astonishment, but I couldn't say a word of apology."
Hello dear Qi, I'm here to pick you up.""
Don't say no, I'll tell you a secret first, I gave me the Christmas gifts, I gave me the candy, and I sent you the text messages and my heart for you."
I stared at him in disbelief, so excited that I clenched my mouth but still let out a subtle whine, and my eyes were already moist and flowed out of hot tears."
Then dear Qi, let's get acquainted again, let's start with the name, my name is ":