Faint thunder, hazy sky, but I hope that the wind and rain will come, and I can leave you here I looked at this little girl Cheng Xiaoguang with a puzzled face, and unconsciously repeated what she said, and I didn't have any impression of this sentence after thinking about it.She giggled, raised her left hand and pointed to the watch on it, and said to me, "It's not early, teacher, I'm going back to the classroom."
Before I could react, this little girl ran out of the office with a smoke, completely devoid of the cowardice and uneasiness she had when she first came in.shook her head helplessly, but she had already memorized this name in her heart, Cheng Xiaoguang was really a different little girl.Teacher Xu, in fact, Xiaoguang's temperament is like this, she looks very well-behaved on the surface, who knows when she will burst out of a strange sentence without a head The English teacher at the next table gently hooked her lips, and then took out the textbook and took notes attentively.I smiled back softly, in response to what she said, and continued to correct the composition.My name is Xu Yi, and I will be your Chinese teacher from today onwards, so please take care of me in the future.Standing in front of the podium, I introduced myself very officially, looking at the students under the podium, I pulled out a slight smile, and I inevitably had some consideration for what I said in my heart.After all, it's the first time to teach high school students, and it's still a high school life that has not faded, and I can't help but worry a little about getting along.Does Mr.
Xu have a girlfriend, why don't we get together a couple of more handsome female classmates below whistled and joked with me with an indecent face.A male classmate at the other table also looked at me very cooperatively, pretending to be a little shy and opened his mouth, Teacher Xu, in fact, if you don't mind, we can also make a pair, Teacher, you look so cold, will it be the President of the Iceberg who came to teach to experience life, Eh, the President of the Iceberg, that must be very rich, Teacher Xu, tell me quickly, are you really a teacher, how long do you teach Ang see that you are still wearing a suit, are you going to go back to the company at night, will the teacher be so handsome, and he will leave the teacher so soon, For the sake of you coming to teach us to get acquainted, invite our whole class to the hotel for a meal, anyway, the president is not bad for this amount of money, eat a big meal, eat a big meal, watch the whole class gradually united front, and shouted that I invited them to have a big meal, and I could only respond to them with a helpless smile, please have a big meal, but I am not the president you think, I am the first to teach, but it is worth your sadness, unfortunately, I am not a volunteer teacher, and I will be your Chinese teacher for more than two years.The whole class was in an uproar again, and a sigh sounded, and it took a while to react back and cheer Long live I deliberately glanced at the seat, and after a glance, I saw Cheng Xiaoguang lying on the last table against the wall, slowly raising his head and rubbing his eyes lazily, looking like he should have just woken up.She also apparently saw me on the podium, and seeing that I had been looking at her with scrutinizing eyes, she grinned unhappily, and immediately lowered her head to write something in her notebook.While responding to the various strange questions of my classmates, I aimed at Cheng Xiaoguang with my peripheral eyes, inexplicably wanting to see how different the first student in the class to remember his name was from me and others.She glanced up at me slowly, and saw that I was still looking at her, and the unhappiness at the corners of her mouth became more obvious, she held up the white notebook, and saw a few big words written on the paper: "Teacher, you are so dirty, although I can't understand the specific meaning of the previous Japanese, but remembering that she used Japanese when she called me teacher at the beginning, I guessed that this should also mean "teacher".I can't help it, for someone like me who barely speaks English, Japanese is neither interesting nor relatively new to me.As for why I was able to hear what she meant in Japanese, it was purely because my sister Xu Lulu was watching Japanese anime and I happened to hear some dialogue.Dare to love is poison.,The girls I know around me.,Basically, they're interested in anime.,That deep infatuation.,When I accompanied a comic convention,,I completely understood.。
I was a little uninterested in accompanying my classmates to laugh and laugh after a night of self-study, and I felt very weak and tired walking on the playground, but I was still a little relieved in my heart.Even if I can play with that group of students now, it will also deteriorate because of the novelty of the later stage, and the age gap will deteriorate, maybe I will not be like this in the future, and I may become a teacher that students are tired of.Teacher I froze suddenly, and subconsciously looked behind me, but saw that there was no one behind me except for the playground illuminated by the street lamp.It's empty, and there's really a bit of loneliness.I smiled self-deprecatingly, and couldn't help but feel ridiculous at my own thoughts, what kind of thoughts did I have, so obsessed and worried about my own students, that I could hallucinate that it was the voice of the little girl calling me.As I continued to walk forward, I guessed that it was almost time for the next class, and I couldn't help but quicken my pace and hurried towards the classroom.Teacher I stopped again.,Look around again suspiciously.,But I saw that except for the empty playground.,There's really no one else there.,My auditory hallucinations won't be so serious.,I can't think of her thinking so intensely.,I don't have any thoughts about her.,Where did these voices come from?
せい Teacher's flower bedThe voice of the little girl sounded in my ears again without warning.,There was a faint cry faintly from the weak voice.,As if sobbing, I couldn't help but pull my heart.。
Hearing the last thing she mentioned about the flower beds, I quickly looked around at the places where there were flower beds, and found the nearest one and strode over.Looking at the dense flowers and plants inside, I came to a flower tree that was most likely to hide her, and tentatively called out her name, Cheng Xiaoguang せせい teacher, I am in.A heart that hung tightly couldn't help but fall after hearing her voice, and I opened the flowers and plants in front of me and found the little girl hiding next to the flowers and trees and being covered by the flowers and plants.I turned on the flashlight on my phone, but I saw her biting her pale lips tightly, her little face was pale, trembling there with her thin body, and her eyes seemed to be full of crystal tears.I looked at the little girl with distress, and she didn't seem to realize that the flowers and plants that were hiding her in front of her had been removed, and the cloak exuded a very pitiful look.I frowned slightly, put my phone in my trouser pocket, and hugged her tightly, and even my tone became soft unconsciously, it's okay.The little girl looked up at me in astonishment, and only after a while did she react and grabbed the clothes on my chest tightly, shook her little mouth, and buried herself in my chest and sobbed quietly.What the hell did the silly girl encounter, she would be scared like this, it turned out that the obedient naughty look that I saw her this afternoon would be like a little girl after it was faded, and she was afraid to hold on to the person next to her.Looking down, when I saw her cut foot and gurgling blood, I couldn't help but feel distressed again, and carried her to the school infirmary.Does it hurt I heard myself ask her so softly, as if I was soothing a frightened kitten.Hurt.She raised her head weakly, looked directly into my gaze, sniffed hard and asked me again, せせい teacher, will I die, no.せせい teacher,Sister nurse told me that people will die if they bleed too much.,I don't shed a lot of blood Ah The little girl stared at me in disbelief.,It seems that she is a little skeptical of what I said.。
I shook my head at her earnestly and persuaded her to say that it was okay, and it was the first time that I had been so gentle and considerate to anyone other than my sister and family.The little girl smiled softly, if she hadn't seen her frowning eyebrows in pain, she would have been mistaken for really happy.She leaned into my arms slightly, and said to me very dependently and very honestly, "Teacher, I'm really afraid of death."
Well.It's useless to be such a big person, and I'm afraid of death.No, it's human nature.I looked at her gently, soothed her restless mood, and I didn't even care when the class bell rang, I just thought simply, the little girl was so afraid of pain, I had to take her to treat the wound quickly.She suddenly raised her head, put her messy long hair on her head, pouted and asked me, that teacher, if you have someone you like in the future, will you die for her.Xiaoguang, I really regret that I once hurt you so much, and once answered you so righteously, I am not afraid of death.But it wasn't until later that I realized that many things were only experienced by myself once before I could understand how difficult it was at the beginning.It's even sadter, I'm afraid of death from the bottom of my bones, why am I afraid of myself Xiaoguang, I'm sorry, I never thought about how difficult it is for you, how deep your obsession is for living.When I arrived at the infirmary, the school doctor simply treated the wound, saying that the wound was not very deep and not too serious, and asked the little girl to pay attention to recuperation and not let her legs be too tired, and avoid diet and diet, and she could recover soon.I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief for her, and after the school doctor left, I stayed by her side and said softly, rest for a while, and I will send you back to the dormitory later.The little girl nodded very obediently, smiling with a silly look, which made people can't help but want to pinch the baby's fat little face.Still hurting I looked at the gauze wrapped around her feet silently, and her tone couldn't help but have some reproach, how did you get hurt Accidentally cut by the thorns in the grass The little girl didn't look over her head vaguely, and didn't dare to look directly at me.I raised my eyebrows lightly and asked her coldly, do you think I'll believe it, don't say it, I hurt so much.The little girl pursed her lips sadly, and looked at me with expectant eyes with a little coquettishness.I also seemed to be obsessed, and I put down everything and lowered my head to hold her gauze calf, and blew softly, and the voice sounded softly, it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt when I blew it
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