When I walked out of the hospital, I sighed helplessly, but I saw that Jian Yi on the side had just taken a step and then retreated into the shadows, and frowned a little uncomfortably."
How can I see the light die, and now the sun is not strong, and it is only dawn."
I looked at Jian Yi amusedly, and couldn't help but talk about her."
Hmm."
Jian Yi responded with some astonishment, and then lowered his head again, "It turns out that it's already dawn, it's really a little annoying" Seeing that Jian Yi replied seriously, it made me a little stunned: "Hey, hey, I can't see your house, is it so unsightly" After speaking, I didn't care what Jane's reaction was, as soon as I grabbed her, I dragged her outside, but as soon as she touched the sun, she threw me away fiercely, hid in the shadows and said coldly to me against the light: "Su Hanxi, it's better not to be too intimate with me, Otherwise, one day the boyfriend you finally snatched back was snatched back by me, don't blame me for not reminding you. ”"How can you like men, if you have to worry, you are also worried that I will be harmed by you."
I looked at Jian Yi with some complexity, and even the joke became indistinct and stiff, obviously I didn't expect Jian Yi's reaction to be so big."
That's right, people like me who take pleasure in harming others, have been a mistress, been a, killed people and been in prison, how can they see the light," she said.I looked at Jian Yi in a daze, expecting to see her inadvertently revealing sadness, but I didn't want her eyes to be cold and cold.She stood straight in the shadows, her black trench coat full of indifference, her cold eyes radiating a hint of danger, and the corners of her mouth seemed to be smiling at something.I suddenly remembered that she had only sung in July for an indefinite period, and she sang seriously and desperately, and the despair hidden in the coldness seemed to see through everything."
Su Hanxi, it's really not like whoever can't live without it."
Jane said.When I got home from the hospital, I scolded myself vigorously, and I fainted after being hit with a wine bottle, and I was so useless, I don't know how to face the group of people in the circle in the future.Just as I was thinking about it, my head suddenly felt dizzy, and I shook my head vigorously until my body was stable before continuing to walk.Silently lifting my sleeves and looking at the dark purple needle, I smiled mockingly, took out the key and opened the door to enter the house.As soon as he changed his shoes, he caught a glimpse of the familiar figure walking downstairs, he lowered his head and tied a watch, and shouted in his mouth: "Aunt An, I'm leaving." ”As if feeling the gaze being watched, Gu Xi paused at his feet, and looked at me with some astonishment when he looked up.I smiled reluctantly, but didn't say anything."
When you come back, be careful in that kind of place, and then remember to tell Aunt An not to add soy sauce to the dishes in the last few days."
He walked down slowly, looking at me without a hint of emotion."
Well, are you going to leave again" "It's something to do when you go out, if you're bored, you can call a friend to accompany you to go shopping, I'll go first." ”Gu Xi said lightly, and then didn't look at me again, walked past me and walked to the door to change shoes."
Are you going to find Xiang Qingtian," I lowered my head helplessly, bit my lower lip, and still said the taboo name.Seeing that he was silent, I also chuckled bitterly, bypassed the topic and said to him: "If you have time, accompany me to City A, I went to see her yesterday, she has been in a bad state recently, and she misses us very much.""
I see."
The moment the door opened, he dropped it coldly, and then with a "bang", the door that blocked us was slammed shut.Scratching my hair irritably, I said hello to Aunt An, who was busy in the kitchen, and went back to my room.The moment the door closed, I sat down on the floor weakly, and the more I laughed, the more sad I became.That's my boyfriend, he was supposed to be by my side, but now he is by someone else's side, even I have to make excuses to keep him Is it really ironic, when did our relationship become dependent on other people to maintain Gu Xi, I really want to ask you, the person who makes you think of it from time to time now, will it be me or Xiang Qingtian trembled to the front of the desk, I pulled out the first drawer on the left, and the hand that just reached for the needle tube paused straight.I watched in silence for a long time, but my head was so noisy that it almost exploded me, and as my sanity was about to collapse, I bit my arm in such a way that tears fell and burned the piece.After waking up from the pain, I closed the drawer and sat on the floor with some relief, but I couldn't help but feel more and more sad.I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket with a blurred vision, lit it and smoked lightly with my head slightly down, and when I reached out to cover the bitten tooth marks on my arm, I smiled mockingly and reached out to stroke it.There was still a noise in my head, and the yug, who wanted to smoke heroin, became more and more intense at this moment, and I bit my lip desperately, but I desperately needed that relief in the pain.I took the cigarette, looked at the bright flame, and finally pressed the end of the cigarette to the place where it had been printed.I frowned in pain, gritted my teeth and refused to scream unwillingly.In the smoke and gradually blurred vision, the tooth marks and the red dots that burned out were intertwined like that, and in the gradually dimming light, it looked more and more ugly and hideous.Like a beast with blue faces and fangs, when it faded its camouflage and revealed its sharp teeth to show its hideous scene, its body was already full of devastation, and the front legs that took the first step trembled in front of the victor.What it leaves behind is not success or joy, only the unwillingness of the loser and the final refusal to admit defeat.It is also imperative to live proudly in front of others, this is not recklessness, this is your own pride.And I, like a beast in disguise, have slowly smoothed out the claws of the years, and the steps under my feet are no longer swift and nimble, and I no longer let out a roar when I pass through the trees, and I can jump over the streams and rivers with a slight leap.But I don't want to be just a jungle beast, I also want to run to the endless sea, say hello to the seagulls on the beach, and then wave to the blue whale in the deep sea.The sound of the waves is still there, the big fish chase the sunset, the seagulls spread their wings and fly high, the island under the blue sky is pregnant with colorful flowers, and a lonely traveler sings a distant song with a heavy backpack.I like you, you like me, it's not fate, it's our story.Even if there is a beginning and no end, don't live up to the encounter, and don't forget the first meeting when you were as young as ever.Hello, please advise here.How many people talk and go their separate ways, I like you.How many more people turned around and put down so Gu Xi as he spoke, am I the one you can put down when you turn around The scar burned by the cigarette butt hurts very painfully, and the tooth marks that I bit out are also very painful.The heroin-intoxicated dreams are all your smiling faces, not a little false, not a little impatient and perfunctory.You're like my personal heroin, even if I don't touch it, you can become addicted to it and get drunk for the rest of your life.If we can't be generous and free of life, then we will grow old together, even if it is not me who is by your side in the end, it is worthy of the fate of meeting and dying is elegant enough.It's just that what makes me feel the most sad is not that you say "break up", but that you say that I'm a girlfriend but stay with other people.In the early summer of that year, the sea was surrounded by the cleanest sunshine for ten miles.Su Han, you are my watermelon flavor, sweet on the tip of the softest heart.You said.I looked straight at you, but you touched your nose very shyly, and your face was already crawling with redness.You pointed to the boundless end of the sea and whispered to me, the sea has waves, you have me.I'm not stupid x or an idiot, and I've long understood the meaning of your words when I'm too precocious, but what I liked at that time was Xu Cheng.I can't respond to your liking, and I can't laugh and laugh without a heart, and it's enough to know that we are brothers.At that time, I looked in the direction you pointed, and the sea with a little starlight was very beautiful, when the blue whale jumped out of the sea, and the arc of the sight was amazed and sank into the sea, and in a short time it rushed out of the gorgeous water column, and sounded a burst of calls in the whistling of the sea breeze.I look at you in amazement, and the "why" I whisper is swallowed up by the whistling of the sea breeze.The red over-the-knee skirt swayed in the wind, and the short knotted shirt on the upper body also clinged to the back in the wind, I looked at you in a daze, the wind blew through the sunhat on my head, I subconsciously wanted to reach out and hold my hair, but found that the wind was blowing in front of me, and it was a long ponytail that was tied high.Su Han, do you know how different you have become for him You said that he liked your innocent appearance with a high ponytail, so you gave up the idea of cutting your hair short, and no longer wore those favorite clothes, but changed into a wide and ugly school uniform.Obviously you want to dress up yourself but for him to face the sky and even come out to play when he is not around, you have to wear a high ponytail su hanxi do you like him to the point of being crazy so compromised to come against your own liking is he really that good for the person you like to change this where is this different I said.You looked at me lightly, was silent for a while, and then walked towards me, and then picked me up and put me on the reef next to me without saying a word, Su Han, I just don't want you to pay so much for him, it's better to be a little more selfish, just love yourself.Promise me to change back to the previous Su Hanxi, I don't want your innocence and touching to be for other people.You half-crouched in front of me, put the red high heels you were holding for me on the ground, and then gently picked up my bare feet, gently wiping the sand off my feet for me.After rubbing the red and swollen places on my feet, you frowned a little angrily, took off the canvas shoes you were wearing, and then helped me put on my shoes and tie my shoes, complaining in your mouth but feeling distressed, silly x, stop and shout that I carry you if it hurts in the future, you don't feel sorry for yourself, no matter how distressed others are, they can't help you feel uncomfortable, do you know Gu Xi, you are like my personal nanny.I say.Then I don't mind taking care of you for the rest of your life.You said
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