When I was young and didn't know anything, I worshipped with the other two classmates as three brothers, and Liu Guanzhang's famous banquet knot Taoyuan three knots were different, our worship was only an ordinary Buddhist temple as a witness.At that time, they were all ignorant and ignorant teenagers of twelve or thirteen years old, confused, and they learned from some heroes in martial arts movies on TV, and since then they have thought that everyone in the world can go.Later, with the passage of time, they grew up, and for various reasons, they once lost contact, and now, I haven't seen each other for six or seven years, and when I see them again, I can't help but feel more emotional.One of the brothers is still in his junior year because of repeating a grade, and the most inconspicuous brother back then is now the owner of a company, married a daughter-in-law, and has children.Although the relationship between brothers remains the same, it is inevitable to compare themselves with them, and it seems that nothing has been accomplished.I don't have a career, and I feel a little lack of confidence when I speak, that feeling, a little aggrieved and uncomfortable, is this the social reality of writing for two or three years, ignorant and ignorant, every book tells me to make progress, but when the social melting pot appears in front of me, the frustration of achieving nothing comes to my heart, which is uncomfortable.The road ahead, I don't know how to go, I see that my friends, classmates, and brothers around me have achieved something, and I don't know if anyone has the same feeling as me, but the unhappiness in my heart, don't vomit and don't vomit In addition: this time I return to Zunyi, I will also start writing a new book, which will be a new world, a new story: