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116: You can't go back to the way you used to be


Why is it forgivable that she made a mistake, the result of the injury is for others to bear in vain, if she is dissatisfied, she can come to him Qin Mu for trouble."

Dad, maybe the Jiang family said something to you, but I want to say, if I don't pursue it, does the Jiang family know how to be grateful, do you know to stop here, fortunately, this time it didn't cause serious consequences, but what if it gets worse all at once, if she thinks about having the support of her elders and has no scruples" Qin Mu's eyes were sharp, and he said: "I can't use my woman's safety to prove it, Dad, it is impossible for our two families to be the same as before, I know that you are reluctant to have this friendship, but I tell you, sooner or later, the Qin and Jiang families will turn their faces, Since it's a matter of time or time, why should I wait for his family to take advantage of it, the damage has been done, and then tear your face, isn't it not cost-effective" Qin Tian fiddled with the cup in front of him with one hand, he was very well maintained, in fact, sixty years old was not very old, the skin on his hands was still quite ruddy, his posture was also very elegant, and there was a majesty in his expression: "Qin Mu, I know that you dare to say such things now, you are more decisive than me, I also appreciate it, and I don't want to say anything more, but people cannot exist alone in this world in this life, There will always be such and such intricate relationships, power, money, trust, dependence, calculation, friendship, love, family affection, what you want to get, you will lose some other things, of course, you can do things reassuringly, forget it, you don't have to take care of me, as long as you are happy. ”Although he said that, Qin Mu couldn't hear it, he let himself be forgiving and forgiving, because everyone is not independent, but if he doesn't pursue it this time, will Jiang Yihan stop there, he is not sure, what he can't tolerate the most is that he has nothing to do with Jiang Yihan now, why does she meddle in her own affairs, who gave her the right, and his Qin Mu's affairs can be interfered with casually by others" It's not too early, I should go back too. ”The old man stood up."

Dad, stay here at night."

Qin Mu also stood up and stayed."

Forget it, let's go back."

The old man suddenly thought of something, and said with a smile: "You really lack a hostess here, work hard, and marry the girl early." ”"I do my best."

Qin Mu knew that he would not spend the night here, so he sent him out, and told the driver Uncle Zhou to drive carefully, and make a call when he got home, Uncle Zhou is his old driver, and he can still rest assured.Sending the old man away, Qin Mu was a little tired and half-lying on the sofa, squinting his eyes slightly, pinching his eyebrows with his slender fingers, taking a deep breath, and sitting silently for a long time, no matter how strong and fearful he was in front of people, he was not a god, he would be tired, and some things could not be done in all aspects, Xia Cheng's injury was the best proof, he suddenly sat up, took out his mobile phone, and dialed a number.Lu Zeng returned to his residence, just came out of the shower, was wiping his hair, heard the mobile phone ringing, and quickly picked it up, his mobile phone and his people are on call twenty-four hours a day, in the entire A City, only Qin Mu can tell him, even the brothers on the road have to bow down to him, including which brothers are the leader Yang Sui, but he only obeys one person, that is Qin Mu, he is also a mature, steady, introverted and humble person, majestic but not arrogant, stern but very righteous, others think he is Qin Mu's assistant and driver or bodyguard, But this is just the appearance, he is far less involved in the company's affairs than in other things."

Mr.

Qin."

Lu Zeng picked up the phone."

Lu Zeng, you ask people to check carefully, who Jiang Yihan has been in contact with recently and what he has done, the sooner the better."

Qin Mu's eyes were a little gloomy, and after saying these few words, he hung up the phone casually, threw the phone on the table, and continued to close his eyes and recuperate.Xia Cheng returned to the room, her mind was distracted, she was lying on the bed a little decadently, her brain was like a stirring paste, and her whole head was buzzing.The phone rang, it was Ji Chengchuan's phone, she pressed it ruthlessly, several times in a row, and then there was a message prompt, she didn't want to see it, but she couldn't help but open it."

Xia Cheng, I'm downstairs with you, if you don't see me, I'll wait until you see me."

Xia Cheng grabbed her hair irritably, she didn't want to see anyone, don't force her anymore, okay, she covered her head and closed her eyes, how could she fall asleep, she counted the sheep to two thousand, her mind was still very clear, but it was a dull pain, she really didn't have the courage to see Ji Chengchuan, she had to think about it.Physically and mentally exhausted, I don't know when, or slowly fell asleep, when I woke up in the morning, it was already more than ten o'clock, fortunately, the person asked for leave for himself, looked at his phone, and no one called again.But her stomach is hungry and growling, this is really big, she glanced at her stomach, you can't cooperate with the master's emotions, so uncompetitive, and so able to eat, it's just a rice bucket.I didn't feel sad to die, and then starved to death, so I thought about it and went to the kitchen to get myself something to eat, cook some porridge or something.She went to the bathroom, and when she brushed her teeth, she thought of the spots on her neck last time at Qin Mu's place, and her face turned red, and when she washed her face, she thought of the scene of Qin Mu wiping her face with her red towel last time, and thought of the picture of her lips and tongue intertwined in the elevator last night, she felt that her whole body was burning again, and she slapped her little face with cold water in a distraught manner, and then there was a knock on the door, she quickly wiped her face and walked out.Opening the door, her heart trembled slightly, and a tall, straight, slightly decadent figure stood in the doorway.Ji Chengchuan's eyes couldn't hide the tiredness, his eyes were red, his usual black and white eyes were bloodshot at this time, his hair was unkempt, and his chin was also blue, he usually paid attention to his appearance, but the clothes on his body were still yesterday, and he was a little embarrassed.Xia Cheng felt a faint pain in his heart, "Brother Chengchuan." ”Ji Chengchuan's eyes moved slightly, Xia Cheng pulled him in, feeling that his steps were a little staggered and disordered, he held Xia Cheng's hand with his backhand, and the pain on his face was difficult to hide.His hands were cold, without any warmth, but who knew that his heart was even colder, and he felt like his whole body was in an ice cellar.He really waited downstairs all night, he didn't believe that Xia Cheng was so ruthless, but she was so ruthless, in the morning he met Li Su who went to class, Li Su told him Xia Cheng's room number, he sneered in his heart, he came back for almost half a year, he didn't know her specific residence, whether she failed, or she was unintentional, I thought she would go to class in the morning, but he didn't wait for her, he had to come up.Seeing that his face was pale and his whole body was still a little trembling, Xia Cheng suddenly realized something, reached out and touched his forehead, which was very hot."

Brother Chengchuan, why are you so hot, you are sick."

Xia Cheng became nervous in her heart, worried more than anything else, she hurriedly helped him sit down, poured a cup of hot water, and brought it to him: "Drink some water, I'll go find a thermometer to measure it for you, if not, we'll go to the hospital." ”"Xia Cheng, do you still care about my life and death" Ji Chengchuan suppressed the pain in his heart, his heart was numb, and he almost didn't feel the pain, the picture in the elevator last night was like a bomb, he felt that he was already fragmented, and he could never return to complete, that picture was like a movie in his mind, constantly replaying, replaying, and the movie could also be unplugged and turned off, and there was no permission to close it.Xia Cheng's body stiffened, took out the thermometer in the drawer next to him, and went to wash it blankly."

Brother Chengchuan, raise your arm, your head is hot."

Xia Cheng is also very tormented in her heart, now she feels that she is the one who did the wrong thing, she doesn't want to do this, she always feels that she is innocent and has done nothing, but why is it the way it is.Ji Chengchuan held her hand holding the thermometer, used a little force, and stared at her fixedly: "If you can't die, maybe it's better to die, I'm better off living now, I feel that it's boring to live." ”He thought about it all night last night, and there may really be no going back between them, but he is unwilling and reluctant, the girl he has loved for more than ten years is already a part of his heart, and if he insists on removing it, it will be unbearable pain like digging his heart.Xia Cheng's nose was sour, and her eyes were a little red, in fact, Ji Chengchuan looked like this, she was also very distressed, there was not only a childhood sweetheart relationship between them, but also a love that gradually became clear, but this love had just sprouted and been stifled."

Brother Chengchuan, I know you're sad, I'm also sad, I don't allow you to be so uncaring for yourself, and I don't allow you to be so negative, you drink some hot water first, take your temperature, if it's not serious, don't go to the hospital, I have fever medicine here, take two tablets first.""

Xia Cheng, heh" Ji Chengchuan smiled very sadly, "I am not allowed not to take care of myself, I am not allowed to be negative, hehe, anyone in the world is qualified to say this, but you don't, why did you stab me in the heart with a knife, and said that I was not allowed to hurt." ”He stroked his chest with one hand, and his dry lips were a little bruised: "I have a lot of pain here, and the pain is unbearable." ”"I started from ignorance to know the things of men and women, and that place in my heart was occupied by you, and then it took root and sprouted, growing into a big tree with intertwined roots, and if I moved a little, it would affect the pain of my whole body."

Ji Chengchuan licked his dry lips, and Xia Cheng took advantage of the situation to pick up the water and let him take a sip."

I've always been like this, the things I recognize will never change in my life, even if I go abroad, I don't know if I can see you, I don't know if there is a result with you, but I don't want to remove you from my heart, and I can't move it, Isha is interested in me, I think Qin Mu must have told you, but I can tell you clearly, whether it's Isha or anyone, I have never thought about it, even if a woman is stripped naked and lying on my bed, I can turn a blind eye and throw the door out, because I always know who the person I love is, When I returned to China and saw you again, do you know how I felt at that time, the joy of losing and regaining, the feeling of the rest of my life, made me lose sleep all night. ”Ji Chengchuan's eyes welled up with tears, who said that men don't shed tears, it was because they weren't sad enough, and he felt that if Xia Cheng could even accept Qin Mu's kind of abusive person, why couldn't he accept himself, compared to Qin Mu, he didn't think that he had made any unforgivable mistakes.After Xia Cheng heard what he said, her heart continued to tighten, she also thought that she would be with Ji Chengchuan for a while, and she was also prepared in this way, but things were often unexpected, she opened her eyes wide, and watched the clarity in front of her slowly become blurred.The pain in Ji Chengchuan's eyes became even more obvious, he reached out to hold her hands, his eyes were full of longing: "Xia Cheng, do you still love me If you still have feelings for me, I can care about what happened between you and Qin Mu, let's get out of here" Xia Cheng's eyes widened, trying to force back the tears in his eyes, but it still snapped down uncontrollably, and reluctantly spoke: "Brother Chengchuan, you must be tired, go wash up first, eat something first, take the medicine, I'll tell you again" Ji Chengchuan was disappointed at the same time, A glimmer of hope suddenly ignited in his eyes, and he nodded obediently, and after Xia Cheng helped him to the bathroom, he went to fill a bowl of porridge by himself.Feeding him spoonful by spoon, Ji Chengchuan stared at her intently, as if he wanted to imprint her in his mind, his eyes were reluctant to leave for a moment, at this moment he felt that he had a dream last night, he woke up, everything was still the same, he and Xia Cheng were still the same as before, intimate.After eating, Xia Cheng took another quilt to the guest room, made the bed, and knew that he hadn't slept all night, so he told him to rest for a while."

Brother Chengchuan, you take the medicine and sleep for a while."

Xia Cheng helped him fold the quilt, and the energy made him look calm and normal."

Xia Cheng, you haven't answered my question yet, let's not stay in City A, okay" Ji Chengchuan's eyes were a little red, he looked very eager, he reached out and grabbed Xia Cheng's arm, and looked at her with some longing, people are humble in the face of love.Xia Cheng's heart tightened, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little desolate, Brother Chengchuan, I'm afraid that some things are not what we want to do, leave here, but I am no longer the original me, I have already had skin-to-skin relationships with other men, even if you don't mind, but I mind

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