What kind of logic is this?"
I mean, it's because I love you that I have to leave him. ”Princess Jingyang was a little crazy, "Third Imperial Sister-in-law, what are you going to say, why do you want to leave the more you love?"
"Yanxi, you are still young, you don't understand." ”A little tear glistened in Niu Shasha's eyes, "I have my own troubles.Love is not possession, and some love is not necessarily to be firmly grasped in one's hands, but to let go.Only by letting go will we both be liberated. ”It is too profound, although Niu Shasha's borrowed body has only been less than a year, but her original age is already twenty-nine years old, how can she say these words that a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl can digest Princess Jingyang showed a completely blank face."
Third Imperial Sister-in-law, what the hell is going on" Princess Jingyang lowered her shoulders and said weakly.However, she seemed to notice something flickering on Niu Sasha's face."
Third Imperial Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you" She finally noticed that something was wrong.She squatted down gently, like a child who had done something wrong, and looked at Niu Shasha, who was trying to suppress her crying, with a kind of expectation."
Nothing."
Niu Shasha bit her lip and blinked her eyes at the sky, trying to keep the tears rippling in her eyes from rolling down."
Third Emperor Sister-in-law, I'm sorry.Did I make you sad" Princess Jingyang squatted and shook her shoulders comfortingly, "You say, how do you want me to help you."
If I can do it, I'll help. ”Hearing this, Niu Shasha glanced at Princess Jingyang's eyes that were as clear as spring water, but she suddenly lay on the table and cried sadly.That kind of crying is a kind of catharsis, a kind of cry, and people are like that.When facing difficulties and obstacles alone, no matter how difficult it is, you have to bear it on your shoulders, no matter how many grievances and bitterness you have, you don't want to show it.But when someone inadvertently or intentionally pries open that fragile place, it becomes a gap, and all the bitterness and depression will gush out of that gap.It was like a surging river bursting its embankment, out of control.The results of the diagnosis and treatment of hopeless fertility are like a mountain pressing on Niu Shasha's heart, not for a day or two.She numbed herself with busy methods, and she did not dare to allow herself the slightest time to think about that problem.Even when she had a little free time, she would force herself to recite the Prajna Jackfruit Sutra that Master Yinguang had taught her.But she ignored that there is a physical principle in this world, that is, the more suppressed it is, the more powerful it will explode.She thought that she was optimistic by nature, she could be very strong, and she could laugh it off and deal with it indifferently in the face of such a problem.But she ignored the hopelessness of childbirth, which was tantamount to depriving her of the right to be a mother, what a fatal bruise, she was a woman, and she should have any normal woman's feelings and reactions.The special forces can train her to be physically strong, and even strong-willed, but they can't train her to feel strong.Faced with Niu Shasha's sudden crying, Princess Jingyang panicked all of a sudden.She wanted to turn around and go out to call someone, but thinking of Niu Shasha's cautious fear that others would know just now, she paused again.It's not to call someone, it's not to call someone, Princess Jingyang has no idea for a while, so she has to stand there anxiously.The Wugang brothers, who were guarding the courtyard, heard the cry and their hearts tightened."
I'm going to see what's going on in the house, why are you crying all of a sudden" Glancing at each other, Wu Gang was about to go up to see what was going on.Wu Feng stretched out his hand and grabbed him, "Brother, don't go." ”"Why" Wu Gang looked surprised and looked at the room uneasily.Wu Feng sighed, "Listening to that cry, it should be the crown princess."
Today I took my father's letter to her, and she read it and that's it. ”"Ye scolded her in the letter" Wu Feng shook his head, "They have been separated for a few months, and it is too late for Ye to miss her, so how can he scold her."
I think it's because of that, she feels sad in her heart" Wu Gang understood what his brother was referring to.More than a month ago, the crown princess asked them to invite a lot of doctors to the house to diagnose patients.They all knew her physical condition.It's just that a few days ago, when they saw her busy, talking and laughing, like a nobody, they thought it was not much of a problem.Unexpectedly, it's not that it's no problem, it's just that she hides all her sadness and grievances in her heart and doesn't want to show it.Wu Gang looked at the faint light in the room again, and the cry disturbed him a little at a loss.He thought for a while and said to Wu Feng: "Then, why don't we write to tell Ye about this." ”"Tell the master" Wu Feng frowned, "The master will be home in a few days, I think it's better to forget it."
It is better for their husband and wife to tell the master in person.How can we speak" Wu Gang thought about it and thought it was the same.Zhu said: "Okay then, but Niangniang she" Wu Feng looked up deeply at the room where there was a cry, sighed, and for the first time he was a little more mature than his brother."
Whoever is not happy about this kind of thing, if she wants to cry, let her cry happily" can only be like this.Wu Gang nodded slightly.in the house.After a long time, Niu Shasha's cry gradually became quieter.After relieving herself, Niu Shasha raised her head with a whimper, and her big smart eyes were already red and swollen."
The Third Emperor's Sister-in-law."
Seeing that she had stopped crying, Princess Jingyang looked at her timidly, for fear that she would accidentally say the wrong thing and make her cry again."
Yanxi.Can you help me?"
Niu Shasha wiped the tears from her face, grabbed Princess Jingyang's arm, and looked at her beggingly."
Hmm."
Xu was stunned by Niu Shasha's crying behavior, she didn't say anything, only nodded obediently.Niu Shasha sniffed, waited for her emotions to calm down, and said, "I have no other way but to beg you." ”"The Third Emperor's Sister-in-law."
Niu Shasha cried so sadly just now, and now she said helplessly and pitifully, Princess Jingyang couldn't help but be curious, and asked: "Third Emperor Sister-in-law, is it that the Third Emperor Brother has bullied you" Niu Shasha shook her head sadly."
What the hell is going on" Princess Jingyang was anxious, she stomped her feet and pouted, and said in a voice that was about to cry: "It is said that it is better to demolish ten temples than to have a family, this matter is no better than others, if you don't make it clear, how dare I help you leave the Three Emperor Brothers, if the Three Emperor Brothers know, it will be terrible."
He's going to have to beat me to death. ”"No, she won't know."
Since she was leaving, she had already thought of a foolproof plan."
Even if the Third Emperor Brother won't know, you have to tell me what's going on."
The more Niu Shasha refused to speak, the more strange and unrealistic she felt.But her repeated questions were unintentionally forcing to tear open the scar on Niu Shasha's heart, so that the tears she had just held back couldn't help but roll out silently.It takes a lot of courage for her to say that she is deprived of the right to be a mother, but Princess Jingyang's words are not unreasonable, she can't ask for others for no reason in order to solve her own misfortune.After thinking about it, Niu Shasha suppressed the tears surging in the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, and plucked up the courage to say it."
Yanxi.The doctor said that I was suffering from a severe cold disease, and I might never be able to have children for your royal brother. ”Every time she said a word, Niu Shasha's mood became heavier, as if she was holding a knife and cutting her own heart and flesh.It hurt her heart, and she was dripping with blood.Before she finished speaking, she couldn't stop crying."
What are you talking about" Princess Jingyang's eyes widened, she couldn't believe what she was hearing."
Third Emperor Sister-in-law, how can this be" Niu Shasha cried even more, "I don't want to do this either, but it's a fact."
I'm afraid to face your imperial brother, so I thought of asking you to help me. ”I see."
Third Emperor Sister-in-law, don't cry, don't cry.Maybe he doesn't mind the third emperor brother, and when he comes back, I will ask the queen mother to help you persuade him. ”Princess Jingyang's heart also ached faintly, what a good imperial sister-in-law, why did she have this disease She comforted Niu Shasha, and at the same time felt heartache in her heart for her poor royal brother: Mo is not the third emperor brother, he is destined to have no children, why did the previous princess die in childbirth, but this one suffered from the disease of palace cold, and could not give birth Niu Shasha shook her head, "No need."
A family without children is incomplete, and I think he will mind.Besides, he is the crown prince, even if he doesn't mind, then what about the father and the queen mother, don't they mind?"
You will be your crown princess, and you will take a few concubines to come back and give birth to the third emperor brother. ”Princess Jingyang said with a cute face.If this didn't happen to her, Niu Shasha might have been amused by Princess Jingyang's innocent words, but it happened to her, and no one could understand what kind of helplessness and heartache it was better than her.Therefore, instead of comforting her in the slightest, these words were like sprinkling a handful of salt on her wounds.In modern times, if one of the spouses loses the ability to have children, if they are expected to be cured, they will generally choose to work hard to heal and actively cooperate.Even if the medicine stone is ineffective, it is completely possible to use artificial insemination or in vitro fertilization to solve this problem and fulfill the dream of becoming a parent.If you are more avant-garde, you can directly choose Dink, not children.Husbands and wives basically do not discriminate against each other because of this.But this is the ancient times when the feudal ideology is extremely serious, and the most important thing here is that unfilial piety is great, and women who have nothing to do for a long time will provoke others to make irresponsible remarks, not to mention that people like her have already clarified the root of the disease, let alone look up and be a man.As a result, her status in front of her husband plummeted, and it became a natural reason for her husband to take a concubine
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