The Buddha begged for hundreds of years to get acquainted with her, but the love is deep and shallow, and love can't withstand the arrangement of fate.At that time, I hugged her, thinking that I was holding the whole world, holding her, thinking that I could move towards happiness step by step, and when I woke up from my dream, I found that I was still alone after all, falling into the abyss of darkness, and no one could redeem me.He has lived in Beichen Mansion since he was a child, and he has known since he was sensible that he was the product of his father's drunken rape of his mother's concubine, and his grandfather was ashamed of his mother's concubine and promised his father to be a side concubine.I looked at the titular mother so indifferently, and I only suffered all the white eyes.She is not even more meaningful to herself than the nurse who has breastfed her since she was a child, and she doesn't love herself, but she can't feel a little warmth in her.And as the prince's concubine Fujin, she couldn't get used to their existence, so as the second young master of the palace, he was not as good as the eldest young master's scholar, that proud young man was the pride of the sky in the eyes of the world, but he was very few people knew.It wasn't until he was twelve years old that his grandfather was accused of corruption, and when he heard the news, his mother was devastated, and she went to cry and beg her father to kneel in front of his study all day.I watched her cry like an outsider, and watched him intercede with his stern and unsmiling grandfather, who looked down on him and shamed her.She came back in embarrassment in the evening, hugged him and cried "I'm sorry, I'm sorry".On the second day, he had a new name called Shangguan Yunye, and he became the son of the housekeeper of the Leng Mansion, he just felt sarcastic that his biological father calculated himself and his biological mother abandoned him.But I really can't hate her, her red and swollen apricot eyes and desperate eyes yesterday made her have no choice.Maybe leaving the palace is a good thing for him, he doesn't have to look at the eyes of others, at that time he really didn't care about who was alive and who died, and naturally he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with being a secret agent.So he saw her, a fairy-like girl, and since he was a child he hated the obsessive gaze of those people, which made him feel that he was nothing more than a beautiful ornament.But the amazement in her eyes did not disgust her, as if she was affirmed by others, and she was really ridiculous to get warmth from a little girl.But her soft hand held herself, and she actually made herself feel like she was old like this.watched her grow up day by day, like an older brother, tolerating her and playing with her.Watching her wantonly wield her youth, it became more and more eye-catching.It wasn't until she started practicing martial arts when she was eight years old that she had just practiced internal strength, and her aura fluctuated a lot.Since he can see it, he is afraid that he can't hide it from Prince Leng, but it is a little strange that the prince pretends not to know.She wanted to leave the palace in order to practice martial arts, and that day she suddenly found that this girl was not so easy to control, and he and she would one day face each other with swords, and he suddenly felt very panicked as if he was going to be stripped from himself.At that time, I didn't understand that it was the so-called reluctance.Looking at her carriage from afar, her father's plan is about to begin, although she can't bear to destroy the Leng family with her own hands, but she can't do anything about it, she is an indifferent person after all, the nominal father and princess don't care about it, and she still hasn't been reluctant to give up the cold house that has given her a few years of warmth, but she doesn't know what to do with her.The question he has deliberately avoided in the past few years has been nakedly revealed, and he can only say that he has no choice but to do it, he has his pursuit, and she also has her protection, they are not all the way after all.When he saw her again, her beauty was even more shocking, and he heard his heart beat fast, and all he had in his heart was her mischievous smile.The family affection that I thought I thought on weekdays had already deteriorated, maybe I liked her, it was obviously a beautiful love, but it became the most bitter wine in my mouth.When I miss her, I feel a faint pain in my heart, and when I see her, the shallow pain turns into a sharp knife and harvests my only remaining expectations for this world.What should he do, what should he do, what should he do, what should his ambitions be.------ digression------ dear friends, this is an extra, I hope everyone can like Shangguan Yunye, in fact, he is also very pitiful.If you like it, you have to add a collection
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