When the uncertainty in my heart is verified, when disbelief turns into reality, when all reality becomes illusory, the so-called love is just that she has become a substitute for others.Asa Xia ran wildly all the way and avoided the fans.When he stopped to rest, his eyes were moist at some point, and tears wet his face.Asa Xia cried, crying without any warning, what happened to her in this world, who can still live without it, why should she cry and why should she cry But she still cried.I don't believe in love, but after experiencing such a love once, Qianxia is really tired.On the lawn of the square, Asa Xia was lying in the shade, closing her eyes, the sunglasses on her face were still not taken off, and her eyes must have been red and swollen after crying for so long.It's a great place to rest, undisturbed, cool and fresh.Heartache is normal, so Asa Xia needs to recuperate, close her eyes and don't think about anything, Asa Xia thinks that no one will come to disturb her."
Why is you here alone" Qin Chuan How did he know that the only explanation for her here was that Qin Chuan had been following her, but he still asked knowingly.The photo was sent by Qin Chuan, and it was he who told her to go to the Star Café, and he still had the face to pretend to be innocent here, which was really shameful."
It's none of your business, don't bother me if it's okay, you can go."
Asa Xia directly showed boredom, and the tone was a little bad.It's just that someone doesn't do what she wants, "Are you sure you don't need me to enlighten you" "Get out." ”It's good to say no, Qianxia directly scolded angrily, she was already in a bad mood, no one should bother her, "Don't be embarrassed." ”This is the most straightforward and unabashed sentence that Qianxia has said since she became a star, even if you know that this is not good, it can be seen that Qin Chuan, Qianxia just can't control it."
You don't pretend to be a saint here, isn't all this arranged by you, isn't it the result you want to see, the culprit, you still come to me to pretend to be high, if you really don't have a temper, you still think I'm stupid."
Asa Natsu was completely furious."
I said I would get there, and that's what I wanted."
Qin Chuan's expression was faint, he couldn't see his emotions, even if he was reprimanded like this by Qianxia, he was not angry, only the deep thought in his eyes, and he didn't look as satisfied as he said."
So you're satisfied, what if I'm not going to leave the silence," Asa Natsu asked hypothetically, though the question was impossible."
You won't, I know you, otherwise you wouldn't have left him last time."
Qin Chuan's expression was still light, not happy or sad, but a little melancholy."
Are you really satisfied, are you sure you're happy now, why can't I see a trace of joy in you" Asa Xia's eyes under sunglasses, serious inquiry."
Except for acting, I basically have no expression."
Another facial paralysis."
Do you know where people don't lie, it's your eyes, your eyes can't deceive people, I've been paying attention to your eyes for a long time, and there's nothing else in them except melancholy.""
You can still see my eyes clearly when you wear sunglasses, and you know that I wear sunglasses too, so you can't see it."
Is he admitting this, "You can see the bottom of your heart from your eyes, if you are happy, no matter how expressionless you are, your eyes can't deceive people." ”Asa Xia took off her sunglasses, revealing her red and swollen eyes, "Then I'll take off my sunglasses too, so that you can see enough, my emotions are not afraid of your prying eyes, because my eyes are the same as my expression." ”"Are you doing a fair deal?"
"No, I'm just letting you see what I look like now and see if you're going to be a little happier." ”The red and swollen eyes, the tear stains on the face, the makeup of the crying flowers, the person is as haggard as the face, and the expression and mood are indeed the same."
But I still can't be happy, what should I do" Qin Chuan said, the melancholy in his eyes was even more painful."
So you are admitting that you have achieved your goal, but you are not happy" Seeing Qin Chuan nodding in confirmation, "Everyone, if you don't embarrass yourself, no one can embarrass you." ”This is indeed what Asa Natsu would say, and she would not only say it, but also do it.The pain is also over, and after the pain, you still have to live well, this is the shallow summer."
I said so, but I can't do what to do" It's Asa Xia who should be suffering, but he has become a person who empowers others.Qianxia just wanted to shout: "Is the position of her and Qin Chuan reversed?"
"Think about why you want to help Su Ning, is she worth your help." ”"You know" Of course he knew, if it weren't for Su Ning, Qin Chuan wouldn't have to do it at all, after all, no one would want the person they love to be so close to other men, Qin Chuan did this, if it wasn't for Su Ning's instructions, who would be willing to give up the woman he loves to others, "I said, don't be stupid, in fact, it's you who are stupid." ”Qin Chuan seemed to be in deep thought, maybe thinking about Qianxia's words, is he worth it to love someone like this, but to sacrifice himself so much, is it really right "Are you hurting her heart No, if she is distressed, she won't let you do these things, she doesn't love you even more, she just uses you." ”Qianxia decided to deepen Qin Chuan's pain, and the pain was deep, hoping that he could comprehend."
I always knew she didn't love me, but I just wanted her to be happy."
Qin Chuan's pain and reluctance are distressing, and he is just a poor person who is hurt by love."
You're not as good as me, I really look down on you, you have to remember, there are many things, more important than love, without love, we still have friendship, family affection, but without self, then you are nothing, love is precious, but family affection is more important, life has to go on, fate is still in your own hands, even you don't cherish yourself, why ask others to cherish you" What Qianxia said was exhaustive, every sentence was reasonable, but whether Qin Chuan could listen to it depends on his comprehension ability.Speaking of family affection, Qianxia is a little homesick, at this time, only family affection is the most reliable.Some people can leave everything behind for love, put themselves in it, and regard love as more important than life, I only hope that Qin Chuan will not be such a person.Years of feelings, it is indeed difficult to let go of it, obsessed with it for so many years, if you can wake up, it is not too late.Qianxia has said everything she can say, it is good to be able to help Qin Chuan, if she can't, she can only help here, and everything can only depend on Qin Chuan's own creation.She can't sort out her own feelings, her heart is still extremely heavy, and it is not easy to easily dissolve Qin Chuan, and put aside her feelings.Burying her inner emotions is what she has done most often for many years, and the deeper the injury, the deeper she buries it.This wasn't something that Asa Xia did on purpose, it was her instinct, an instinct that she hadn't even noticed.How many things can a heart hold, how many times can it be broken, if one day this heart can no longer bear it, will people also collapse, "I am indeed inferior to you, don't talk about you, I myself look down on myself, don't look at you as a woman, but what you can do, I may not be able to do." ”There was a glimmer of light in Qin Chuan's eyes, although it was not obvious, but it was also obvious, it seemed that he was not a master who could drill the horns of the bull."
Why do you still underestimate women in this matter" Asa Xia wiped her face with wet wipes, and a smile appeared again, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes.I never thought that she and Qin Chuan would be able to talk so calmly one day, from the calculation at the beginning, to the later rebellion, and then to the current harmony, no matter how Qianxia looked at it, she felt that the picture was a little out of harmony, and she could only sigh that the world was impermanent.Who would have thought that they were enemies a second ago, and this second they are no longer hostile, although they are not friends, at least they can be regarded as friends.Who could have predicted that she and Shen Mo would be separated and reunited, one moment they should have been in love, but this moment they parted ways.The world is impermanent, and it varies from person to person, and this is the case with Asanatsu, and she doesn't need anyone to agree to the breakup."
No matter how much I underestimate women, I don't dare to underestimate you."
Especially Qianxia's self-healing ability, Qin Chuan sincerely admired."
Then what do you mean, you still look down on women" glanced at Qin Chuan, with a sarcastic and joking expression, no sarcasm.Qin Chuan laughed, I haven't laughed so easily for a long time, it turns out that looking at love in a different mood is different."
I am all looked down upon by you, how dare I look down on others."
Qin Chuan joked, his expression was unprecedentedly relaxed, this expression was real, and it couldn't be pretended."
That's true, so, first of all, let yourself be worthy of yourself, don't let me look down on you again."
Asa Xia was laughing, but the laughter was bitter."
You're really fine" If it weren't for meeting Qianxia, Qin Chuan really didn't believe that there would be such a strong woman.No matter how strong a woman is, she is just a woman, who doesn't want to be weak, but in that case, you must have a strong backing to rely on.It's not that there have been no little women in the shallow summer, it's just that that time is too short."
Do you think there's something wrong with me" Asatsu's smile began to be unnatural."
It's not like it's nothing, it's not like it's okay."
Qin Chuan really couldn't tell if there was something wrong in Qianxia."
Have you ever heard a song that's one of my favorite songs, it's called Smoky Makeup, and that song interprets all my feelings."
At this moment, Asa Xia doesn't want to hide it, and she doesn't want to pretend to be strong, it's a sin for a woman to be strong, and it's a fault for a man to be vulnerable."
I thought your favorite was your own song, but I really haven't heard this song you said, I want to listen to it when I have time.""
My own song is to interpret my mood, and this song is my heart's voice."
Asa Xia smiled and got up, "You can listen to it now, just search with your phone, I'm going to go first and finish my unfinished business." ”"Okay."
When Qianxia walked away, Qin Chuan picked up his mobile phone and searched for the song that Qianxia said, and when the song sounded, Qin Chuan realized that he was actually strong and could also be disguised.If you are injured, how can you live and go on.What can be the time to heal everything when it hurts?
What can you do if you cry, just venting your frustration.What can be done if you regret it is an experience.How else can you let everything go with the wind, love will go away, and the heart will find its direction again.And that direction doesn't have to be love, it can also be a trip that says go------ digression------ from tomorrow, Sanshui has 5,000 words a day to repay the kisses who have always supported Sanshui.One of Sanshui's favorite songs: What is it to be deceived, I have long been used to being sad, my eyes are empty, and my eyes are red, but remember not to be too persistent: