After all, you have become someone else's man, this is the only thing that Qianxia wants to say now, confide in her heart.On the open-air TV in the square, the wedding scene was broadcast live, and Asa Xia sat at the fountain and watched until the end of the wedding.There was a drizzle in the sky, and it was sprinkled with the wind on Asa Xia's body, dense, wetting Asa Xia's eyelashes, and Asa Xia kept blinking and wetting her face.I don't know if it was tears or rain that flowed down, soaking Asatsu's heart.The surface of Qianxia's clothes has also been wet by the rain, but Qianxia ignored it and put it in his own thoughts.What should she do now, whether to continue her previous trip or choose to settle abroad, because Asa Xia can't watch Shen Silent and happy, although, she hopes that he will be happy.The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the people in the square are becoming more and more scarce, and the light summer is drenched in the rain, washing away her pain and sobering her mind.Could it be that God is also taking pity on Qianxia, so the rain will get heavier and heavier, is God crying for her or to make her sober and no longer sad.Walking on the corner of the street, the feeling of being drenched in the rain is not bad, and the shallow summer walks all the way, not sheltering from the rain, not using umbrellas.Let the rain rain like this, needless to say, Qianxia has a cold, Lu Qingqing takes care of it, and Qianxia stays at home.It's okay if you're sick, you don't have to see the news of silent engagement, and you don't have to cook by yourself, in addition to eating and sleeping at home, in order not to make yourself sad, she also quit TV and computers, and even her mobile phone never goes on the news, only to make phone calls and contact with friends.And Qianxia did all this to quit silence, the drugs in her heart.During this time, Qianxia wanted to take a good rest and use time to heal the wounds in her heart, since the recording of the album, Qianxia had no other announcements, and she was silently pushed, and the contract between Qianxia and Huayu was about to expire, and Qianxia was not ready to renew the contract, and she retired after releasing the album.Qianxia no longer has any energy to stay in the entertainment industry, she just wants to live a dull life.has experienced too many ups and downs, all after encountering silence, and now Qianxia has nothing to do with silence, those ups and downs in the entertainment industry, and the emotional vigor will all be dull, and Qianxia should return to the life she should really live.Qianxia stayed in bed for three days, in addition to eating and sleeping, the whole person was drowsy, saying that it was to recuperate, how did Qianxia feel that the more she raised, the more the patient was lazy, the more she slept, the more she wanted to sleep, she didn't take any medicine for this cold, it was completely by sleeping, although the nose is still a little difficult now, but at least the low-grade fever has subsided, and the throat is not sore.This is all thanks to Lu Qingqing's care, I didn't find Qianxia from the engagement banquet scene, so I came to the house to look for it, and found that Qianxia was lying on the bed, her face was abnormally red, and she saw that Qianxia had a low-grade fever, so Lu Qingqing used a towel to help Qianxia compress her forehead, and the fever subsided the next morning.Originally, Lu Qingqing said that she wanted to buy medicine for Qianxia, but Qianxia saw that it was not very serious, so she refused, to be honest, she hated taking medicine the most, every time she caught a cold, she didn't have to do it as a last resort, Qianxia's illness was all delayed, Qianxia often said that not taking medicine will help enhance resistance.Lu Qingqing naturally knew about Qianxia, and when she saw that she insisted, she was not reluctant, after all, the fever had subsided, and there was nothing abnormal about the others, so she followed Qianxia.When night falls, another day has passed, and it is time for the shallow summer to get up and move, lying in bed like that, the illness will relapse again.Tomorrow Asatsu will enter the work and finish the final shoot, the shooting of her first new album, and possibly her last.Tonight is the last time for Asa Xia to have fun in B, and tomorrow will be the beginning of the busyness, and after the busyness, she will leave this sad place.But before that, Qianxia wanted to take another look at her father, as long as her father was happy, she would be relieved and go abroad with peace of mind.Qianxia and Lu Qingqing made an appointment to go to a restaurant called Aegean Sea to eat, the atmosphere of this restaurant is very suitable for couples, but because Lu Qingqing likes to eat this special dish very much, so Qianxia will choose here Besides, this restaurant is not a rule that only couples can come.This may be the last dinner that Qianxia and Lu Qingqing ate together, and it should be regarded as Qianxia's parting gift to Lu Qingqing, although Lu Qingqing didn't know Qianxia's thoughts at all.When the two arrived at the restaurant, the location was the most inconspicuous corner, because Qianxia couldn't attract too much attention, and the people sitting in the restaurant were all couples, and the two of them should not be too eye-catching, otherwise they would be misunderstood by others as a couple.In the private room at the other end, a man was also enjoying dinner, and a woman was sitting next to her, and the woman was smiling and flattering the man."
Mo, this dish is delicious, it's the signature dish here, you can try it."
Gu Jialin took a piece of food and put it in Shen Mo's bowl, and smiled innocently at Shen Mo, still with the expression of the little sister next door, just the name of Shen Mo, since the engagement, she has not called her brother again, but intimately called "Mo"."
I'll clip it myself, Jia Lin, you can eat it yourself."
Shen Mo pushed away the bowl that Gu Jialin had sandwiched and replaced it with a new bowl, he was not used to eating other people's dishes, except for someone, of course, and that person was dining in a restaurant with him at this time, but Shen Mo didn't know."
Mo, don't you like to eat this dish" Gu Jialin saw Shen Mo pushing away the bowl, her eyes flashed with loss, and she didn't explain when she saw Shen Mo, so she could only ask in another way.For Gu Jialin, Shen Mo didn't think about hurting him, but Shen Mo knew that he still hurt Gu Jialin, and he shouldn't have looked for Gu Jialin to force Qianxia to show up, let alone get engaged to Gu Jialin.Gu Jialin and Shen Mo have known each other since childhood, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are childhood sweethearts, Gu Jialin loved to follow Shen Mo when she was a child, "Brother Mo, Brother Mo", and because of Gu Mobai's relationship, Shen Mo has always taken Gu Jialin as his own sister, anyway, he is an only child, so what if he has multiple sisters.But now that things have come to this point, Shen Mo really doesn't know how to open his mouth and tell Gu Jialin, saying that he is afraid of hurting her, not saying that he is afraid that Gu Jialin will fall deeper and deeper, and in the end, he is afraid that he will hurt her.Shen Mo always knew that Gu Jialin's feelings for him were not ordinary, so Shen Mo behaved in front of Gu Jialin, never let Gu Jialin have any thoughts, and always had the attitude of an elder brother towards his sister, and Gu Jialin seemed to understand, so he never said anything to express love.Originally, the two of them got along like brother and sister, but now they have become brother and sister in love, which makes Shen Mo feel very uncomfortable.It is true that you can regret your marriage at any time when you are engaged, and Shen Mo is not afraid to pay the price, but as Qian Xia said, Gu Jialin is innocent, how can Shen Mo bear to hurt his sister, as for his parents, Shen Mo believes that one day they will understand themselves, because they also came over like this when they were young.Although Asa Xia is different from her mother, she does not have the firmness of her mother, she loves without hesitation, and she pays for her love like that, but sooner or later her mother will understand that everyone loves people in different ways, some people love others is possessive, just like mothers, and some people love people for the sake of each other, just like Asa Xia.Shen Mo felt that he had inherited his mother's way of loving people, and he had no hesitation in his love, and he had to firmly possess each other.Fortunately, his father loves his mother, and fortunately, Asa Xia does not love him, but her love, which is different from him.On the night of the engagement, the words that Asa Xia said, Shen Mo heard that Asa Xia didn't love him, but was afraid that he would lose everything for her, since this was the case, he had to solve the matter to the best, so that everyone could accept it, and let Asa Xia return to him.And the root cause of solving all these problems is Gu Jialin, so Shen Mo will appear in this couple's restaurant at the request of Shen Mo.Silence is making amends, and it is also waiting for an opportunity to solve the problem and understand Gu Jialin's thoughts.was asked by Gu Jialin, Shen Mo originally wanted to tell the truth, but he was afraid that Gu Jialin would be sad, so he could only answer "um"."
I'll help you with whatever food you like to eat."
Gu Jialin's face returned to an innocent smile, and she asked happily and silently."
No need, Jia Lin, you can eat too, don't be hungry."
When Gu Jialin saw Shen Mo say this, she didn't refuse, and happily began to eat by herself, as if Shen Mo's words of concern could make her happy for a long time, and it was really simple and cute.And over there in Qianxia, Lu Qingqing was gobbling up his favorite dishes, and he didn't forget to mutter: "Qianxia, why are you so generous to invite me to eat here today" I already knew about eating, and it was usually Lu Qingqing who invited her, and Qianxia didn't pull out a dime for money.Moreover, this restaurant is notoriously expensive, and the private room is even more expensive, although the seat is set in the shallow summer, but the consumption is not low, so Lu Qingqing will be strange."
Can you swallow the food in your mouth and then talk Qingqing, I am such a person in your heart" Qianxia pretended to be unhappy and thanked Lu Qingqing.Lu Qingqing didn't answer, just nodded slowly at Qianxia, staring at Qianxia with an affirmative expression, as if confirming the facts."
Lu Qingqing, tonight's meal is AA system."
Qianxia pretended to be very angry, Lu Qingqing heard it, and looked at Qianxia's expression not like a joke, "Don't, Qianxia, I'm not joking" Joking, Qianxia finally invited her to eat, how could she miss it.Lu Qingqing doesn't care about the money, but Qianxia's intentions, Lu Qingqing knows Qianxia too well, so in the past, when the two of them ate, Lu Qingqing would take the initiative to pay, she didn't think that Qianxia took advantage of her, because Qianxia was not such a person, she didn't know people, she didn't even bother to "take advantage".And Lu Qingqing's definition in Qianxia's heart is: relatives, sisters, girlfriends, friends, of course, for a lifetime."
Okay, I'm wrong, it's okay, Asanatsu, don't be angry, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, forgive me, my good Asanatsu."
Seeing that Qianxia was silent, Lu Qingqing wittily begged for mercy, just to laugh at Qianxia.Qianxia laughed out loud, "I'm pretending, you can't see it" "Okay, you Qianxia, you dare to play me, see how I clean you up" "Don't, pay attention to the occasion." ”Yes, it's inconvenient to be discovered now, otherwise there may be some moths, silently engaged, and Qianxia is now a figure on the cusp."
I almost forgot, but Qianxia, you haven't told me yet, why you invited me here for dinner" Lu Qingqing looked around, and saw that no one noticed them, so he continued to want Qianxia to ask for the answer to his question."
Why else, in order to thank you for taking care of you these days" Asa Xia didn't know how to blush when she said a lie, but there was a trace of sadness in her heart, and she was going to leave soon, leaving this good friend and girlfriend for many years, thinking about it, Asa Xia was still very reluctant in her heart."
Hey, this time my conscience found out that I took care of you in the past, why didn't I see you so good" "Am I not good" Qianxia threatened Lu Qingqing with her eyes, Lu Qingqing shook her head, and nodded again."
Are you good or bad?"
”Lu Qingqing nodded heavily, she dared to say that it was not good, she didn't want to be the only time she invited in the summer to have a meal at a high-end restaurant.It's not that Qianxia hasn't invited guests, but you can't go in and out of the occasion for more than 300 yuan at a time, so you don't say it, you can understand it.Asashi retracted her gaze and smiled, "Okay, you dare to answer if you can't try." ”"I said Qianxia, are you dealing with Shen Mo in a way that is going to deal with me now" As soon as Lu Qingqing finished speaking, he knew that he had said the wrong thing, and it was over.As soon as Asa Xia heard the silence, the movements in his hands paused obviously, and he didn't answer, and Asa Xia didn't know how to answer."
I'm sorry, Asatsu, I didn't mean to, you shouldn't have heard it."
Lu Qingqing realized that she had said the wrong thing, but she really didn't mean it, she blamed her for being fast-mouthed.Silence has always been a wound in Qianxia's heart, although she buried it, but it still hurts to touch, and Qianxia does not deny it."
It's okay, it's just that the pain will pass, and there will always be a time when the pain is habitual, and the pain will fade in the future."
It's just a matter of time."
Asatsu, I'm sorry."
Lu Qingqing blamed herself very much, knowing that Qianxia was injured, but she still poked her injuries."
Qingqing, it's okay, I'm not that fragile, it's just heartache, it's okay, sometimes it's painful, it's okay, speed up forgetting."
Asa Natsu comforted.Occasional pain, won't it deepen the memory Since Qianxia said so, Lu Qingqing didn't want to continue the topic, she didn't want Qianxia to hurt more, but "Qingqing, I know you're afraid that I'll be hurt again, but some people have become hurt in your heart, if you don't mention it, it doesn't mean that the injury is good, you don't want to, it doesn't mean that it won't hurt, only one day, whether you mention it or think about it, you don't feel anything, then it proves that the injury in your heart is really good." ”Asa Xia said truthfully, without hiding her emotions, the tears in her eyes were about to fall, Asa Xia raised her head and didn't let the tears flow, to be honest, her heart now really hurts."
I'll go to the bathroom" After speaking, Qianxia got up and ran over, she didn't want Lu Qingqing to see her crying, she didn't want to show vulnerability, even if that person was her good friend, even if it was silent, Qianxia was strong in front of him.Such a shallow summer makes Lu Qingqing feel distressed, behind Qianxia's strength, how much sadness is hidden, only she knows, and Lu Qingqing only understands and understands the pain and difficulties of Qianxia, but Qianxia is unwilling to say it to anyone, and she is silently responsible for herself.This is her, pretending to be strong, but in fact she is fragile in her heart.But she is fragile, but she has endured so much, and she has never collapsed, and she has not even shown it in front of anyone, whether she is pretending to be too successful, or her heart is really as strong as she said, only Asa Xia herself knows, her heart has become heavier and heavier, and her endurance is close to collapse.In the bathroom, Asa Xia looked at herself in the mirror, her face without makeup, slightly haggard, and her eyes were desperately holding back tears, a little red and swollen, but she still couldn't hold back.The atmosphere in the private room was a little frozen, most of it was Gu Jialin who asked, Shen Mo answered, Shen Mo didn't know what to say to Gu Jialin.Gu Jialin also noticed that now Shen Mo is no longer as good as she used to be, which makes Gu Jialin feel strange, did she do something wrong, why did Shen Mo alienate her and didn't even bother to say a word to her, is this what's going on Shen Mo really can't face Gu Jialin like he did with his sister before, they were brother and sister at that time, and it was normal to be intimate, Shen Mo felt that it didn't matter, but now the relationship is different, before he has explained everything to Gu Jialin, it is difficult for Shen Mo to treat Gu Jialin like before.Between the two, the relationship is a little cold now, Gu Jialin has finished everything she wants to say, and she can't find any suitable topics, but in addition to the "um" sound, the silence is at most a very simple answer, unlike before, she will ask Gu Jialin some things.Just like Gu Jialin just said: "Mo, recently opened an Italian restaurant in the square, I heard that it is very good." ”If it were the silence of the past, he would definitely say, "If you like it, I'll go with you to try it one day." ”And now the silence is: "Hmm" Gu Jialin added without giving up: "Silence, don't you want to try" In fact, the meaning is obvious, that is, she wants to accompany her silently.Silence: "I'm not interested in this, you can try it if you like." ”There is a world of difference between these two answers.What makes Shen Mo cold Shen Mo has no answer for himself, but deep down he will naturally keep his distance from Gu Jialin.The atmosphere was really embarrassing, the two were relatively speechless, Shen Mo felt even more guilty, if it weren't for him, the situation wouldn't have become like this, Shen Mo blamed himself and wanted to say something, but now doesn't seem to be the time, if Gu Jialin can't accept it, then what should I do, I can only deliberately snub her like now, let her know in her heart, and then slowly enlighten and solve it.Now this is the only way to try not to hurt Gu Jialin, thinking of this, Shen Mo was a little upset."
I'll go to the bathroom."
Shen Mo got up as he spoke, striding towards the door.Until the silent back disappeared, Gu Jialin still couldn't come back to her senses, the loss in her eyes made people feel distressed, and suddenly the style of painting changed, Chu Chu just now was pitiful, and instantly became full of calculations, the imperative in her eyes was firm and terrible, and the smile that succeeded seemed to be profound, which made people prohibitive.Shen Mo is taking her own move, Gu Jialin is not calculating her own business, the more cold Shen Mo is to her, the more pitiful she pretends to be, so that Shen Mo feels guilty, and she can't bear to hurt her, she just needs to pretend to be aggrieved, take advantage of Shen Mo's guilt towards him, Shen Mo will be her sooner or later and Qianxia just came out of the bathroom, Shen Mo will come to ------ off-topic------ baby, Sanshui has a serious cold, so the update is late, there may be occasional delays in the future, I hope you will forgive me, Sanshui guarantees to keep changing, Mo Da: