Asa Xia held the mobile phone in one hand, kept the call, and slowly turned around with a stiff body, looking around for the silent figure behind him with anticipation in his eyes.She could feel that silence was not far behind her, and that feeling couldn't be wrong.When a bus drove by, across the road, a silent figure was revealed, with a smile on his face, holding a mobile phone that had been talking, holding it to his ear, looking at Qianxia affectionately, only one road between the two, looking at each other.Asa Xia's heart was full of emotion, and Shen Mo was even more excited, running across the road, and rushed straight to Asa Xia.Asa Xia stood stupidly still, not because she didn't want to move, but because she saw the silence and forgot how to move.Time seemed to stand still at this moment, the rhythm of the heartbeat also slowed down at this moment, the picture in front of me was repeating itself like slow motion, and everything in front of him became not so real.In a blink of an eye, Shen Mo came to the front of Qianxia and hugged her tightly, thinking like a spring, gushing out, just a day away, but it was really like every other autumn.A hug cleared the sight of Qianxia, and the warm hug made Qianxia feel real, and the silence at this moment was a real existence."
Wife, I miss you so much."
Silently smelling the fragrance of the light summer, feeling the temperature of the light summer, and reminiscing about the feeling of hugging.From the reunion after parting, Shen Mo misses Qianxia all the time, even if he is separated, Shen Mo can't control the fanatical thoughts in his heart, this kind of longing is like a sick entanglement in Shen Mo, like lovesickness."
So, you came with me" Asa Xia said a little choked, all of them were silent, and she always liked to do things that moved her."
Well, I'm afraid you'll miss me too much."
Where the shallow summer is, the silence will be there.Anyway, now the parents' decision, as long as they wait for the result, if Shen's father and Shen's mother do not agree, Shen Mo decided not to return to China first, and should travel in the UK."
You guessed it, I do miss you."
Asa Xia smiled tearfully in her silent arms, and at this moment, she was satisfied with everything.Shen Mo was very happy to answer Qianxia, this time, he was also satisfied, full of happiness.Happiness came too suddenly, and the two hugged each other for a long time before letting go, and Qianxia remembered what she was going to do, and at the same time, she also remembered what she should do."
Mo, your matter is settled" Qianxia asked, naturally knowing that Shen Mo understood what she was talking about."
Wife, I'll tell you about this slowly, don't worry about it now, you just need to believe me and leave everything to me, you don't have to worry about anything."
silently comforted, not wanting to worry too much about Asanatsu, he would solve the matter and never make a mistake.Asa Xia just nodded, and didn't say anything, Asa Xia knew that some things couldn't be rushed no matter how urgent, and they needed to take their time."
By the way, how did you find me" Asa Xia suddenly remembered that it was indeed very simple for Shen Mo to come to the UK, but it was not easy to find her in the UK."
Wife, why didn't you see him" Shen Mo deliberately changed the topic, as if he wanted to hide some secret."
Shen Mo, do you want me to be angry again" Asa Xia was a little angry, knowing that Shen Mo was deliberately changing the topic, it seemed that there was something to hide from her."
Wife, don't be like this, I'll be honest and don't do it, don't be angry, I'm just afraid that I won't dare to say it because you're angry, do you promise me not to be angry first" Shen Mo knew that he couldn't escape this catastrophe, and he was frank and lenient, I only hope that Qianxia will not be angry, otherwise the consequences will be very serious."
Honestly, you are not allowed to negotiate terms with me."
She didn't know what it was yet, and it wasn't very cost-effective to promise not to be angry in the morning.There is no way to be silent, his wife speaks, how can he not obey."
Wife, in fact, I installed a positioning system in your mobile phone, this system can be accurate to where you are, that's how I found you, wife, don't be angry, I'm just me" "I'm afraid that I will leave you again, I'm afraid you won't find me again" Asa Xia replied silently.Shen Mo didn't answer, but his eyes gave Asa Xia an answer, and the answer was yes."
Wife, I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have done this, but I just can't control myself, I'm too scared."
Shen Mo was also a little scared now, he was afraid that things would turn into a different situation and become a situation he didn't want to face.Qianxia looked at Shen Mo, she couldn't say the silence, she just looked at Shen Mo so fixedly, without words, expressionless, and there was no content in her eyes.It turned out that what she brought to silence was so much harm, so big that she was so insecure, so big that she left fear sequelae."
Mo, I'm not angry, and you don't have to apologize, but I still have to tell you solemnly, I have already said that I will not leave, you have to try to believe me, you can't always guard against me like this, you can tell me something, don't hide it in your heart."
Asa Natsu understands silence, so give him time to change."
Mo, we will live together for a lifetime, you can't always guard against me, if the two people who live together, there is no trust between them, and there is no sense of security, then, no matter how much love the feelings are, sooner or later there will be a time to separate, no matter how strong the marriage is, there will be a day when it will be cracked, Mo, you just need to remember that I will not leave again, never, I still say the same thing, please believe me one last time."
This is the third time that Qianxia has said so firmly, the first time is to Xia's father, the second time is also because of Shen Mo's worries, and the third time is the reason for Shen Mo's insecurity, this kind of suspicion can be changed slowly, if it is a mental illness, Qian Xia will let Shen Mo receive treatment and accompany him to recover.If the two live in suspicion and insecurity all their lives, then there is no need for such a marriage."
Wife, I'm sorry, I won't be in the future, don't be angry."
Shen Mo said this, still afraid, afraid that Asa Xia would be angry.When Asa Xia heard it, she also knew that Shen Mo had changed in treating her in this regard, and she had become more cautious, for fear that Asa Xia would leave if she was angry.To be honest, Asa Xia really misses the silence before, but I don't know if I will come back."
Silence, you don't have to apologize, I also said I'm not angry anymore, can you be normal, you didn't find out, as long as you encounter my matter, your whole person has changed, can you mistakenly change back to the previous silence I really miss him."
And Shen Mo thought that what Asa Xia liked was the original him, but now he has changed, so she doesn't like it."
Wife, I will try my best to become the way I used to be, and I will change whatever you like me."
Shen Mo was a little anxious, and looked at Asa Xia uneasily."
Mo, you calm down first, listen to me first."
Qianxia scolded, "I'm not saying what kind of you I like, as long as it's you, I like it, but I want you to be your original self and don't live in my shadow, I've already said that I won't leave you, so you don't have to worry about making me angry, don't worry about me leaving, and don't be so insecure, in short, I don't want everything you have to revolve around me, you also have your life circle, you have to be true to yourself like before, instead of revolving around me every day, afraid that I will be angry."
Afraid of me running away, afraid of this and that, in fact, you don't have to be afraid, this time, I won't let you go. ”After saying so much, she just wants to understand one truth silently, that is, "be yourself".Silent afraid that Asa Xia knew that she was the most responsible, so she would be by Shen Mo's side and accompany him to heal his mental illness.This reminded Asa Xia of when she was pregnant with Sun, at that time, she once felt that she had no courage to live, at that time she wanted to be silent so much, but because of the Sun in her stomach, she persevered.Later, after giving birth to Sun, Qianxia suffered from postpartum depression, and there was always the idea of suicide in her mind, if it weren't for Xu Muyang accompanying her and using Sun to encourage her, Qianxia might have been a corpse by now.At that time, the pressure that Qianxia was under was only known to Qianxia herself, and Silent Summer's current situation, Qianxia could understand, but she couldn't condone it, otherwise Silence's mental illness would only become more serious.Asa Xia knew that she would be the biggest recovery point for Shen Mo, so when Shen Mo was not very serious, Qian Xia decided to treat Shen Mo, and Qian Xia happened to know a very famous psychiatrist in the UK, that is, the doctor who helped her see a doctor before.The doctor met through Xu Muyang, Xu Muyang is also a very famous surgeon, and it is not surprising that he will know many well-known doctors, besides, the psychiatrist and Xu Muyang are still doctors in the same hospital, but they are just different categories."
Mo, do you have something to do today" If there is nothing wrong, Qianxia wants to take Shen Mo to the hospital, of course, it is the hospital where Xu Muyang is located.Shen Mo came to see Qianxia early in the morning, in fact, it was also because he had to deal with the long-delayed business, in this way, work and love can be done at the same time, but "It's okay, wife, are you something" Shen Mo blurted out, without thinking about it."
If it's okay, I'll take you somewhere."
After saying that, Qianxia turned around and left, followed silently, and did not forget to hold Qianxia's hand, and the two walked side by side.When he saw the place where Qianxia brought him, Shen Mo couldn't understand it a little, "Wife, what are we doing here?"
and "See a doctor." ”Asa Natsu said two words and continued to walk towards the hospital.Shen Mo was a little confused, but he could only follow Asatsu into the hospital.Qian Xia went directly to the heart clinic and did not go to Xu Muyang to drag the relationship, so she didn't have to queue up.Looking at the long number of consultations, it can be seen that the popularity of this doctor is admired."
Wife, who is this going to see" silently thought that it was a friend of Qianxia who was hospitalized and Qianxia came to visit, but seeing that Qianxia was waiting here now, it didn't look like he was going to visit someone, but like who was going to see a doctor."
You'll find out later."
Qianxia kept it secret and didn't want to tell Shen Mo that she was taking him to see a doctor.Finally, it was Shen Xia's turn, and Qian Xia walked in, and by the way, the psychiatrist recognized Qian Xia at a glance."
Asanatsu, do you have any problems again" The psychiatrist thought it was a relapse of Asatsu's mental illness."
No, it's not me, it's my friend."
Asa Natsu pulls Shen Mo in front of the psychiatrist.The psychiatrist looked at Shen silently, helped his eyes on the bridge of his nose, and frowned as if he didn't see anything wrong, and was a little puzzled."
What's wrong with him" Generally, people with mental illness will look haggard, or their eyes are blank, and silent, these conditions are nothing, in the eyes of the psychiatrist, it seems that there is nothing serious, it may only be a small problem.If it's just a small problem, there is no need for Asa Xia to bring him here."
I suspect he has a dual personality, slightly."
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Qianxia directly expressed her doubts, when she was suffering from mental illness before, she had studied the psychological aspect, although she didn't study it thoroughly, but the analysis was still possible."
Well, what do you mean, be careful."
Psychiatrists seem to be interested, and patients with split personality are rare, and if they are, it's quite a challenge."
He treats other people the same as before, but he treats me differently from the original at all, he seems to be very scared, and repeatedly flatters me, just hoping that I won't leave him, blame me for this, blame me for hurting him too much."
Qianxia briefly described it, hoping that the psychiatrist could help Shen Mo.Shen Mo couldn't believe his ears when he heard this, Qianxia was questioning his mental health, if he was not mentally healthy, then would she leave him, he didn't allow it, no."
Wife, I'm fine, I don't want to see a doctor, if I do something wrong, I apologize to you, you can punish me however you want, but don't leave me."
In a blink of an eye, the silence turned into a panicked appearance, and the eyes of fear and panic appeared again.Qianxia was helpless, looked at the psychiatrist on the side, and motioned to him, this is what he looks like.The psychiatrist saw that the silence changed in a blink of an eye, and he said to Shen Mo: "We are just doing a test, you don't have to be afraid, it will not harm you." ”"Shut up for me."
The panic in Shen Mo's eyes disappeared in a blink of an eye, turning into a sharp gaze, looking straight at the psychiatrist, the look in his eyes was as frightened as if he was threatened, and his tone was cold as if he was about to freeze a person.It was only a few seconds before and after, but the silent expression changed so quickly, it was completely like a different person, which made people unbelievable.The psychiatrist is now convinced, and Shen Mo does have a mental illness, and as for whether it is a split personality, it remains to be examined.The psychiatrist looked at Asa Xia to stabilize his silent mood, as a recovered psychological patient, and Asa Xia, who has also studied mental illness, naturally knows what to do.Psychological patients are most afraid that others will treat him as a patient, so the way he gets along with them must be like a normal person, and they must not feel that they are abnormal, especially a person with strong self-esteem like Shen Mo, who can put down his posture for the sake of his beloved, but it does not mean that he is ready to accept that he has mental illness."
Mo, don't be like this, I'm just here today to consult about your psychological problems, nothing else, don't you think you care too much about me, it's completely different from me and others."
treats others with a high profile, or the silence before, but for Qianxia, he completely lowers his posture and tries his best to please her."
Is this bad for you wife, don't you like me like this, then can I change it" As long as Asa Xia says something, what will he do now in silence, he has no thoughts of his own, no thoughts of his own, only Asa Natsu, no matter what, he thinks about Asa Natsu.Asa Xia just wants to be silent and treat her with a normal heart, just like Shen Mo treats Sun, not as cold as others, and has a passion for treating her family.This is how Shen Mo treated her before, but now, why has it completely changed Qian Xia felt that after she left a few years ago, something must have happened to Shen Mo, otherwise she wouldn't have become so fragile, just like after she left Shen Mo, she had depression, so will Shen Mo be more serious than him Shen Mo obviously didn't believe in Qian Xia's words, and still looked at Qian Xia so hesitantly, such silence made Qian Xia's heart hurt so much, all this was her fault, she wanted to make up for it, she wanted to let Shen Mo return to normal.When she was in China, Asa Xia thought that Shen Mo just missed her too much, and seeing that his behavior was normal, Asa Xia thought that she was thinking too much.Now that I think about it, before Qianxia left a few years ago, all the signs of silence were no longer like the emotions of a normal person, so if she left, it would be a major blow to silence's psychology and emotions.Asa Xia wanted to know what Shen Mo was doing that year, after she left, and how she lived, if Asa Xia wanted to know the answer, then, she had to find someone, that person, who must know everything about Shen Mo.Now in the UK, this matter can only be put on hold for the time being, waiting for a suitable time, and Asa Xia will definitely figure out the ins and outs of the matter.What needs to be solved now is how to explain to Shen Mo, Asa Xia looked at Shen Mo squatting in front of her in distress, her heart was like a knife, and this look of silence made Asa Xia realize how hateful she was back then."
Mo, you have to believe me, I won't lie to you, let alone hurt you."
Asa Xia didn't know what else she could say, looking at the silent eyes, she really couldn't say anything anymore."
Then will you leave me" asked silently and softly, with anticipation and panic in his words.Asa Xia shook her head violently, holding back the tears in her eyes, she couldn't make a sound anymore, her throat choked, and her heart hurt."
Won't leave me, will you" Silent and paranoid only wanted Asa Natsu to answer in person, so that he could feel at ease.Qianxia hugged Shen Mo's neck tightly and cried: "No, never again, I won't leave you again if I kill me." ”She was afraid, really scared, afraid that Shen Mo would become like this in the future, and she couldn't live without her.But in life, there is always one who dies first and one who lives alone, if Qianxia dies first, then how can Shen Mo live.Think about it upside down, if you die silently first, how will Qianxia lose any party, life will be meaningless, and life will be like a walking corpse, since you don't want to live, don't go to break it off as soon as possible, go with one person, and it's a hundred.It suddenly occurred to Qianxia that maybe many years ago, Shen Mo's insistence on her was right, but on the contrary, she was wrong
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