Indeed, only you can save yourself, this is really good, Qianxia understands it very uniquely, and Gu Jialin is very useful.No matter how much others enlighten and comfort, it also depends on their own ability to understand, if you can't understand, no matter how much you say, it's useless.It's like depression, where the patient lives in his own world, completely disillusioned with the outside world, and if there is no better way to release it, there is only the possibility of death.That kind of depressive feeling that life is worse than death, Asa Xia knows, because Asa Xia was depressed, and it was not until she recovered that Asa Xia really understood the preciousness of life and realized how beautiful the world is, which may be the motivation for her to be able to carry Sun alone for so many years.Qianxia found that the current Gu Jialin was somewhat similar to her in the past, so Qianxia persuaded Gu Jialin not to commit suicide, so that she could tell Gu Jialin's heart, just because she understood Gu Jialin's current situation, just like when she just left Shen Mo."
Qianxia, do you really think I can have emotions" Gu Jialin obviously has no hostility towards Qianxia, this is not Gu Jialin's distrust of Qianxia, but Gu Jialin's disbelief in herself."
You can, as long as you believe in emotions, believe in the world, and cherish yourself, others will also cherish you."
The words that Asa Xia said were all words that she comforted herself back then, and these words were not something she came up with, but what she learned from reading a book.At that time, the shallow summer was depressed and unhappy, and every day was spent in depression, and it was better to live than to die, and death was liberation.What Asa Xia thinks about every day is death, and the will in her heart is the only insistence of Asa Summer, because of the existence of Sun, Sun was just born at that time, but it was the only hope for Asa Xia to live.Although Qianxia is so depressed every day that she doesn't want to move, she doesn't want to talk, she doesn't want to eat, and even anorexia, she still insists on eating, even if she vomits when she eats, as long as she thinks about sun, she will try to make herself persevere, although it will be very uncomfortable.Although Qianxia is depressed, the only remaining will still hopes that he can recover, so Qianxia will insist on reading books every day, although there is not much time to be sober, but Qianxia's habit of reading books still persists, reading some books every day, and slowly becoming the fun of Qianxia, and also becoming the mentor of Qianxia's enlightenment.At that time, the depressed Qianxia, no matter what Xu Muyang said, she couldn't hear clearly, only the content of the book, she read it to her heart, and slowly, Qianxia untied the knot from the knowledge in the book, and from then on, Qianxia couldn't do without the book, and Xu Muyang helped her open a bookstore.Thinking about it now, the days at that time were really unbearable, and Qianxia couldn't even think about it, the taste of life was really too difficult.Gu Jialin looked at the affirmation in Qianxia's eyes, and couldn't say why, the content in that eye had a feeling of going through ups and downs, which made Gu Jialin feel puzzled."
But I don't believe in myself at all, how can I trust you" Gu Jialin's indifferent tone, when she said this, there was no hope in her eyes."
Gu Jialin, I don't have much time to explain to you now, if you can trust me, I will definitely not let you down, for death, I have experienced, felt, and even awakened, I will slowly explain to you in the future, the most important thing now is to solve the current problem, I don't have time to explain too much."
It is true that the current situation cannot be said too much, it will only delay time, and one more minute will be more dangerous.Gu Jialin thought for a while, then raised her eyes to look at Qianxia, her eyes were firm, "Okay, I believe in you." ”The matter finally ended with Gu Jialin surrendering, this incident has caused a sensation in the city, even if the news has been blocked outside the city, but this incident has had a great impact, how to deal with it, has attracted the attention of the public, so, how to solve it, we have to make the results public.The impact of this incident is too great, Gu Jialin will definitely be punished, and the punishment cannot be too light, completely according to the law, even if Shen Mo and Qianxia do not hold Gu Jialin responsible, but this matter has caused social concern and the public has too much impact, so Gu Jialin cannot escape heavy blame.When Qian Xia was enlightening Gu Jialin, Shen Mo didn't say anything, but it didn't mean that Shen Mo didn't pay attention, every word that Qian Xia said, Shen Mo listened carefully, especially when Qian Xia showed a melancholy expression and said that he had experienced the feeling of death, Shen Mo's heart sank suddenly.In the past few years of separation from Qianxia, Shen Mo really didn't know about Qianxia, he didn't know what kind of life Qianxia had lived all these years, and he didn't know how Qianxia could experience the baptism of death.Originally, I thought that Shen Mo was worried about the bomb problem, and I was afraid that Gu Jialin would disagree, but now that the matter has been resolved, and Shen Mo's expression has not changed, Qian Xia knows that Shen Mo definitely has something on her mind, and Shen Mo's expression changed after she talked to Gu Jialin, and Qian Xia naturally guessed what Shen Mo was for.Shen Mo will not force Asa Xia to ask for an answer, if Asa Xia wants to say, she will naturally tell her, but obviously, Asa Xia doesn't seem to want to mention the past, otherwise she wouldn't have used the excuse that it was too late just now, and she was perfunctory.Explaining one thing, to make a long story short, it only takes a while, this is obviously an excuse for Asa Xia, which can only show that Asa Xia is not ready to accept the memories of the past.The memories are too painful to mention at all, and Asa Xia just wants to bury that memory deeply, and if you want to dig it out again, you must be prepared to bear the pain.Therefore, even if Asa Xia knew why Shen Mo was worried, Asa Xia did not explain the past preparations.But if Shen Mo is like this, Qianxia is not happy, even if Shen Mo doesn't ask, but Qianxia can't pretend not to know."
Mo, I'll tell you all when I'm ready."
Asa Xia only left these words, and walked out as if escaping, away from this oppressive space.Looking at Qianxia's back, Shen Mo thought thoughtfully, although he didn't force Qianxia verbally, but his expression was not forcing Qianxia, how could he forget that the current Qianxia is no longer the ignorant Qianxia before, and now with his expression, Qianxia can also see everything.Moreover, the previous silence was expressionless and ruthless, and the current silence has the expression it should have under the change of Qianxia.If you don't figure out the past of Qianxia, Silent Heart will always be hanging, but if you ask Qianxia, Silent but unbearable, love is deep, worrying, love a person always wants to know everything about each other, whether it is the past or the present or the future.Qianxia's heart has been involved in silence for a long time, and now there is only one way to get the best of both worlds.Qianxia has already walked far away from the building, and today's day of ups and downs is enough to stimulate Qianxia's nerves and make Qianxia tired, Qianxia is indeed very tired, not only to help Gu Jialin, but also to feel tired for the silent expression just now.These two kinds of tiredness make Qianxia unconsciously think of the past, and there is a kind of depressed tiredness.When Shen Mo caught up with Qianxia, Qianxia was already waiting for Shen Mo next to the car, Shen Mo looked at Qianxia next to the car and smiled, fortunately, Qianxia was not angry, no matter how tired or depressed Qianxia was, she would not forget that Shen Mo was still a mental patient, no matter what, she had to take into account Shen Mo's feelings.Back at the villa, Qianxia went upstairs to rest, she was really tired today, she needed to recuperate.And the first thing Shen Mo did when he came back was to go to the Shen family, because Sun was in the Shen family.Because there is a press conference today, so Shen Mo will send Sun to his grandparents to take care of him, although Sun feels that it is unnecessary and says that he can take care of himself, but how could Shen Mo agree to a four-year-old child who is home alone.And Shen Mo was so eager to see Sun early, naturally there were things he felt urgent, and 6 things that could make Shen Mo feel urgent could only be things in the light of summer.As soon as he arrived at Shen's house, Sun greeted him happily, "Daddy." ”Obviously, the thrilling incident that happened between Shen Mo and Qianxia just now, Shen's father and Shen's mother didn't let Sun know, after all, he was just a child, although he was a smart child."
Sun, do you miss Daddy" Shen Mo happily picked up his son and kissed Sun on the cheek."
Yes, Sun misses Daddy and Mommy."
Speaking of Mommy, Sun looked around, "Hey, Daddy, Mommy" "Mommy is tired and resting at home, so Daddy is coming to pick up Sun, and when we get home, we can see Mommy." ”Shen Mo can only say this, he can't explain everything that happened today to Sun, "Mmmm, Daddy, then let's talk to our grandparents and go back" Sun didn't care why Asa Xia didn't come."
Okay," he replied silently.At this time, Shen's father and Shen's mother happened to come out, Shen Mo didn't even enter the door, greeted Shen's father and Shen's mother, and left with Sun, now, the matter he wants to solve is the most important.As soon as he got out of the gate of Shen's house, Shen Mo couldn't wait to stuff Sun into the car, Shen Mo was so anxious that even Sun understood it, but he didn't know what was wrong with Daddy."
Daddy, do you have something urgent" Seeing that the urgency is like this, it is definitely urgent."
Mm-hmm" Shen Mo nodded hurriedly, although it was not a very urgent matter, "Sun, do you know Xu Muyang's mobile phone number?""
Yes."
Hearing Sun call another man so affectionately, Shen Mo really felt a little uncomfortable in his heart."
I know, why is Daddy asking this" Sun looked at Shen Mo with a serious face.Being looked at like this by Sun, Shen Mo was really a little uncomfortable, as if he was coaxing the child, there was a sense of guilt, although he was indeed asking the child for an answer, but it was not a coaxing, right, "Daddy has some questions to ask your Uncle Xu, can Sun tell Daddy" This is also the truth, it's not a coaxing" Okay, "Although I didn't know that Shen Mo wanted to ask Xu Muyang's mobile phone number, Sun still chose to believe Daddy and told Shen Mo the number
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