The news of Duduge's assassination of Feng Shu soon spread throughout the royal court, during which Tu Jitang had come to comfort and prepare to take Duduge into action, but Feng Shu insisted that Duduge was his daughter and couldn't bear to hurt her, so Tu Jitang had no choice but to give up.Saren, who has always been at odds with Feng Shu, also came to visit Feng Shu in a fake way, and after learning that Ying'er died, Feng Shu was in pain, and specially helped Feng Shu bury Ying'er.Even so, Saren's control over Duduge has become more lax, and no one will stop him wherever he goes, and Saren seems to wish Duduge would cause more trouble.More than ten days have passed, Feng Shu finally relieved from the grief of losing Ying'er, a person came to Ying'er's tomb with gentle steps, the autumn wind is Xiaoshuo, the fallen leaves have no roots, looking up at the sky, a group of geese are preparing to fly south in pairs.Bowed his head and stared at the words on the tombstone, which is simply six words: the tomb of Baoyin Geying.This is Ying'er's full name, there is no signature below, but three small words are written: Sister Li.Ying'er is lonely, and her only relative is Feng Shu, just like Feng Shu, she has been adrift all her life, and the only relative by her side is Ying'er, and now even Ying'er is gone.Thinking back to the past, Ying'er accompanied her to run around, hiding in Tibet, whether it was danger or safety, poverty or wealth, she always accompanied her all the way.And now, if you encounter anything, you have to face it alone.Especially at night, when I was lonely in my tent, I didn't even have anyone to talk to.After losing Ying'er and Duduge, Feng Shu became even more lonely, more lonely, and more lonely."
Ying'er, in this life, with you by your side, the days in the Huns are finally not so bleak."
Feng Shu said."
I originally wanted to bury you with Ju Ri, but the family is a general, and our status is low.I'm sorry, Ying'er. ”Vicissitudes of life, Feng Shu apologized to Ying'er."
From now on, how can I live without you" Tears flowed down her cheeks, Feng Shu turned around slightly and left Ying'er's cemetery.She didn't know that behind the bushes fifty meters behind her, Dudug was looking this way, his eyes full of sadness.After Feng Shu left, with a pair of teary eyes, Duduge came to Ying'er's grave, fell to his knees with a thud, and cried: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry aunt, I killed you, I'm the culprit." ”As he spoke, he couldn't cry, and knelt on the ground and cried with his head low.Guilt, sadness, sadness, remorse, all the emotions rushed over him, and Duduge simply couldn't control himself.If she hadn't been so impulsive that day, Aunt Ying'er wouldn't have died, and if she hadn't been so crazy that day, Aunt Ying'er wouldn't have died.How many people in this world can raise themselves as their own daughters like Aunt Ying'er, but she has become a white-eyed wolf and a killer.In the days to come, without the support of her relatives, how can she survive.Maybe she shouldn't have killed Feng Shu at all, maybe she wasn't as damned as she thought, at least she had raised her for so many years.However, nurturing is nurturing, giving birth is rebirth, and the enmity of her biological parents cannot be avenged, but it is because of this revenge that Feng Shu, who left Ying'er's cemetery tragically, returned to the king's tent, and Saren sent her a serving maid over."
See Yan."
The maid's eyebrows were clear and beautiful, and she seemed to be still young, and she seemed to be a little immature when she looked at her salute, which made Feng Shu think that when she first saw Ying'er, Ying'er was also like this.In a blink of an eye, Ying'er has been following her for almost twenty years.What is the concept of twenty years, a young girl who has left all her youth to you.Feng Shu did not refuse Saren's "kindness", although I don't know if this girl is good or bad for her, but Feng Shu has no intention of going back, maybe it is because she looks so much like Ying'er.A few days later, when he heard that Da Yan was sick, Duduge finally asked Saren to take Zhizhi over to take a look, but Feng Shu was afraid of colliding with Duduge, so he deliberately avoided it.In the days that followed, Duduge never came to look for her, and Feng Shu didn't know what Duduge was thinking, so the two of them kept avoiding it."
Qu Ge Yan, Da Yan, please come over."
The maid came to pass the word, Feng Shu heard it, and felt that something seemed to be about to happen, so she hurried to the tent of the Da Yan clan.When I entered the tent, I saw Da Yan's breath lying on the bed with a faint breath, and there was no one else around except for a maid who was waiting.After the maid bowed slightly like Feng Shu, she left the tent, Feng Shu walked gently to the side of the Da Yan clan, and asked with concern: "Sister, how are you?"
"Sister, I'm afraid I'm going to die." ”Da Yan said intermittently."
Don't talk nonsense, you're young."
Feng Shu squatted on the side and gently held Da Yan's hand and said in relief."
They took my child, and I don't know what happened to the little prince, whether he is with Zhizhi."
Da Yan said, tears in his eyes."
Don't worry, little prince, I will definitely help you come back."
Feng Shu said softly."
No, sister.Please help me take care of a few children in the future.Before she could finish her sentence, Feng Shu interrupted her and said, "Don't think nonsense.It's okay. ”"Sister, listen to me."
Da Yan looked at Feng Shu with a solemn expression, Feng Shu then closed his mouth and quietly listened to what Da Yan said.I only listened to Da Yan's words: "Although I can't talk about how cowardly I am in my life, I am not strong either, and many times I go with the flow."
Sister, don't hate me. ”Feng Shu was slightly stunned, not understanding what the Da Yan clan wanted to say.I only heard her continue: "My sister's child, I killed it. ”Feng Shu was stunned suddenly, not knowing what the Da Yan clan was talking about, and said: "What are you talking about is not Xianxian Shan" "It's me, Xianxian Shan is afraid of affecting me, so he didn't say that it was me." ”Da Yan waited for his body to recover slightly.Feng Shu was stunned, she shouldn't know why all this is why, "The only thing I love in my life is to hold and be confused, when I was a child, I, Xianxian Shan, Grip and Fan, sister, Saren, and Brother Hu Yansac, we grew up together, it can be said that we are childhood sweethearts, at that time I played with Xianxian Shan, maybe he liked me at that time, and later, for some reason, Xianxian Shan suddenly disappeared, and there was no news."
My sister likes to hold and fan, so I tried my best to marry her, and at that time I already had you, but for some reason, the relationship between you doesn't seem to be very good, and I married my sister later, but my sister Fu Bo left after giving birth to Zhizhi and Jihou Shan. ”Da Yan said a long list, which made Feng Shu suddenly fall into memory, and suddenly remembered that more than ten years ago in the Wang Court, the woman who followed Bao'er to make trouble for her, she looked a little cowardly, Feng Shu was a slave in the court of Zuoxian Wang at that time, and it was rare to see them in the place of nobles, that is, they could only meet when they arrived in the slave area.Later, I heard that I had a child and married a few more Yan clans, and Feng Shu was not surprised.Isn't it normal to have three wives and four concubines, if not, it would be disrespectful to the ancestors, because the Huns need to continue the population."
Later, I also became a fan of the single Yu, my father was the right general of the Huns, my father knew that I liked him so I proposed to him, I thought he would refuse, but I didn't expect him to agree.The wedding is very simple, you are also there, I thought that my life would be happy after marrying him, but I didn't expect that the most important thing in his heart was always you. ”Looking up at Feng Shu, Da Yan continued: "Later, what I didn't expect was that Xianxian Shan actually came back, and he came back so suddenly. ”"No wonder he is so familiar with the affairs of the royal court, it turns out that you have a share of the credit."
Suddenly remembered that Xianxian Shan was so familiar with the royal court before, as if there were always people in the royal court helping him, Feng Shu never knew who it was, and now she finally figured out that it was her."
I asked him to help me kill you, but he wouldn't.I know that I can't do anything about you, so I can only stay quietly in the royal court, watching and pampering you and loving you.Later, you got pregnant, and the grip fan spoiled you even more.I couldn't stand it, I was crazy, I told him to kill the kid and he refused.So I found Yekun and told him that killing that child could provoke the contradiction between the sage and the Huyansage, so that the sage Shan could profit from it. ”Hearing this, Feng Shu became more and more calm, she didn't hate her, she couldn't hate, she couldn't hate seeing the dying Da Yan confiding the truth in front of her."
So, you also knew that he was going to compete for the position of Shan Yu."
Feng Shu said."
Yes.""
Then why didn't he do it later, but he was also confused by Shan Yu," Feng Shu asked."
I don't know.I only know that when Xian Xian Shan learned that I used Yekun to kill your child, he was very annoyed and resentful, but it was already like that, and he couldn't help it, in order to protect me and Yekun, he fought this matter, and told me to forget about it from now on, this matter has nothing to do with me, it was he who instructed people to do it. ”"I didn't expect Xianxian Shan to love you so much, I thought " Feng Shu originally thought that Xianxian Shan liked her, but she didn't expect that she would be wrong."
After this incident, Xianxian Shan rarely met me, probably in his heart, I have become a wicked woman."
After a pause, looking at the roof with empty eyes, Da Yan continued: "It's just that what I never expected was that your heart had never been grasped, and I was jealous of it all my life, and even did not hesitate to kill your child. ”Feng Shu was stunned for a moment, and then continued to listen to her with a calm face."
Actually, it's quite pitiful to hold and lose this life, you are like a thorn in his heart, the deeper the sting, the more painful it is, and the flesh and blood have grown together for a long time.I can't pull it out if I want to. ”aa2705221: