She was just crying, crying for the hurt he had suffered, and she didn't have the extra thinking skills to answer his questions.When he saw that she was sad and completely stupid, he sighed and stopped talking.She was in tears all the time and crying sadly.I was tired of crying and fell asleep dizzily.With a slight difficulty, he turned to the side, pulled the thin blanket over him, covered her, and then gently hugged her and closed his eyes and fell asleep.In the middle of the night, Caiyue woke up restlessly.The concussion also seemed to affect her sleep, she didn't sleep well, as if there were always various thoughts disturbing her, all kinds of dreams came into her mind, and she woke up but couldn't remember anything.She was dizzy and uncomfortable.opened her eyes in a daze, only to see Xiao Tian staring at her with his eyes open."
What's wrong, I'm having nightmares again" Seeing that she had finally woken up, he asked softly.She didn't expect Xiao Tian to be awake too, she was very surprised: "Why did you wake up too, did I wake you up with my dream words" "Well, what did you dream about" She frowned, "I can't remember it at all."
Do you hear what I'm saying in my dreams?"
he didn't answer her, just looked at her.She was a little embarrassed when she saw that he didn't speak, thinking that she must have said something not very good in her dream, maybe she would still call him a bastard or something."
Sorry to wake you up.I went to sleep in the bed. ”As she spoke, she wanted to roll over and get out of bed.He stretched out his arm and hugged her: "Don't go, stay with me" She didn't dare to struggle too hard for fear of hurting him, but still broke his arm away with force: "Don't do this."
I don't want to get tangled with you anymore. ”"Are you afraid or really don't want to" "Don't want to. ”She replied very crisply.I remember the first time she arrived at his villa, he asked her similar questions in the car where he took her home.At that time he asked her to be his woman, she refused, and he asked her if she didn't dare or didn't want to.That time, she also answered so categorically, saying "I don't dare and don't want to".But he later learned that she wanted it at the time, because she had loved him for a long time.It's been two years, he and she went around in circles, and he asked this question like the same as before, and her answer was still the same as before.He looked at her for a moment and then sighed, didn't force her anymore, let go of her hand, and then turned over with some difficulty, and lay down on his back.She lay back on the companion bed, lying down with her back to him, her mind was so messed up that she couldn't sleep for a long time.Hearing him snort twice, she turned around again: "What's wrong with you, does it hurt?"
"I want to go to the bathroom, but I can't use my waist strength and can't get up." ”Xiao Tian is not embarrassed at all.She immediately got out of bed and ran to help him, dutifully taking on the role of escort.She was a little embarrassed to help him into the bathroom: "You can do it by yourself" "I don't mind if you are here." ”He continued to brazenly cling to her.She didn't care if he minded or not, she just knew she minded.So she withdrew from the bathroom, but she didn't dare to go far, for fear that he would need her in case he needed a hand.After solving the problem, Xiao Tian slowly walked out of the bathroom with his back back, and she helped him to lie down again.It's just that this time he grabbed her hand and refused to let her go."
If you don't lie next to me, I can't sleep.The doctor said I must rest well now to recover well, and you have to take responsibility for my injuries. ”Her brain is indeed not brighter than normal at this time, Xiao Tian's words she really didn't know how to refute, she blinked a little stupidly and obediently lay down with him.She thought that she wouldn't be able to sleep anyway, and that she would sneak back to the companion bed after he had fallen asleep obediently with him."
Why can't you fall asleep when you're thinking?"
he seemed to have insight into her thoughts, and quietly prepared to fall asleep, as if he was talking in the middle of the night."
I don't know, I don't think about anything, but I just can't sleep."
Insomnia is really irritating, and it's not a bad thing to have someone to chat with to pass the time, so she actually answered it very peacefully."
Well, that's typical of a concussion.Is there anything uncomfortable about it?"
he said, touching her forehead with his hand."
No more.What are you doing" She took his hand away with some caution, having never heard of touching it to relieve a concussion."
I'm afraid your wound will be inflamed, see if you have a fever."
He explained."
I didn't have any injuries on me."
She wondered if he was also concussed and had a memory problem."
The wound on your shoulder."
He explained.She was immediately embarrassed again.At the mention of the wound on his shoulder, sorrow appeared in his eyes again.She lowered her eyes and did not dare to look at him again.The tragedy that had happened only a few hours earlier had caused him to change his strategy towards her again.Life is too short and no one knows what will happen in the next moment.He didn't have that much time to waste, he just wanted her to be by his side as soon as possible.He suddenly got into her arms like a child and hugged her tightly: "Don't let me see you being held by other men again, and don't allow other men to be so affectionate with you."
I can't stand it, I'm going to be crazy and I'm going to kill people, you know" She really didn't expect him to do it all of a sudden and say something like that.It's just that in the middle of the night, killing people is so creepy, but he leans so weakly into her arms and whispers, so he seems to be extremely strong and vulnerable at the same time.She couldn't tell if she was frightened by him or by him, her already sluggish brain stopped working for a while, and after a while, her tears suddenly burst out of her eyes: "Xiao Tian, what do you want, are you going to force me to die" He raised his head slightly, looked at her, and there was obvious injury in his eyes: "Is it more difficult to love me again than to die" Her tears flowed more and more.At this time, she has to be busy with the work of Qiu Rui International, and she has to be busy with the clothing launch of "Yan", she has been restraining herself not to think about the matter between her and Xiao Tian, but how can she go to the training platform to follow the car and stare at her every day with illness, no matter how strong her psychological quality is, she is on the verge of collapse, she seems to have experienced the previous days of being controlled by the devil again.Xiao Tian, whether she is gentle or impulsive tonight, is a kind of persecution for her who has always loved him.This persecution finally broke her heartstrings, which had been tense, and as soon as the door of the tear duct opened, tears poured out.It's not that it's harder to love him than death, it's that forgetting it's harder than dying and what the result of loving again will be, she doesn't know at all.But she was really afraid to go through that process of forgetting.He kept wiping her tears, and occasionally kissing her tears."
I can't forget it, I can't let it go, why can't you love me again, is it like this now, don't you feel pain here" His mouth was full of her salty and astringent tears, and he stretched out a hand to caress her heart, not because of desire, but because of distress.She was lying beside him just now, and his name had been calling in her dreams."
You're so selfish, you just want what you want.Have you ever thought that what you want is a person, a living person, I will be painful, I will be sad, you will be angry and violent to me whether I want to or not, and when you want me, it will be like a snake into my body.A conscience was found and disappeared without a trace.I'm about to forget you, and you're okay to come out again, and I'm going to miss you every day obediently.You will easily say that you will not come to me again, and I will try to forget again.Xiao Tian, why don't you just find a knife and stab me to death," she yelled and cried hysterically, just like the confident and noble cocooning butterfly at tonight's press conference.Her accusations and agitation froze him for a moment, and he was still staring at her when she was done.When he finally understood what she was talking about, he hugged her again excitedly."
I'm sorry I used to be bad I thought you hated me, I thought you didn't want to see me, so I kept telling myself not to go to you again, don't mess with you again.But I can't help it, I miss you, I think you go crazy.As long as you are in danger, I can't help but jump out, but every time you use Qiu Yan to stimulate me.I'm jealous, I can't stand it, I can't stand you thinking about Qiu Yan, I can't stand you liking Qiu Yan. ”Her body trembled, and she thought: When did I hate you and when did I use Qiu Yan to stimulate you" I fell in love with you like a fool for a long time, but I didn't know anything.I'm jealous of Qiu Yan, jealous that he can accompany you every day, jealous that you always praise him, jealous that you slept with me for him, jealous that you can ignore anything for him.I possess you again and again, just because I thought you gave your heart to Qiu Yan, I, I" He was like a waterfall pouring down from a high altitude, because he was stimulated by the excitement she had just made, and he couldn't help but talk down one by one, but the more he talked, the more he felt that he was a pervert, and the more he talked, the more he felt that his psychology was a little distorted.He said so much about his unsightly weakness in one breath, and the man's self-esteem suddenly made him feel embarrassed, so he stopped.She slowly quieted down in his arms, and slowly came out of his arms, looking at him with a look of embarrassment.She had never seen him like this.She had seen his fragility when he was sad, the weakness of his whole body trembling when his emotions were uncontrollable, the fury of his murder, the coldness of his king, the wicked smile of his ruffian, and the forgetfulness and triumph of his galloping on her, but she had never seen him so shy at the moment.When he saw her, he suddenly stopped crying, and for a moment he felt more and more embarrassed and embarrassed.He let go of her, and there was a panic that wanted to escape her gaze.But now the two of them are lying on the bed like this, and he still has injuries on his body, where can he escape aa2705221: