She was stunned for a moment before nodding, "Okay."
The water was put and the two of them soaked in the bathtub together, the water temperature was slightly hot, and the white mist was rising, which was so comfortable that it made people drowsy."
Xiao Tian."
Cai Yue leaned into Xiao Tian's arms and called out his name with his eyes closed."
Hmm" Xiao Tian also closed his eyes, one hand on her shoulder, and the other on the edge of the bathtub."
I'm a very cautious woman.If one day, you don't love me in your heart, you must tell me, don't hide from me and be good with other women, okay" Xiao Tian wanted to say, with you, I can't love other women anymore.But after hesitating for a moment, she sighed softly, and she may not be able to believe it in her heart, maybe following her promise to her will make her feel more at ease.So he nodded and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”After a pause, he still couldn't help asking: "Why can't you believe me, I really love you, and I really want to accompany you all the time" She exhaled softly, as if she was a little self-deprecating: "It's not that I don't believe in you, I just don't believe in myself, I don't believe in human nature, and I don't believe in fate."
Who knows, I don't want me and you to end up being perfunctory, if there is no love, at least I hope we can be honest. ”When she was just a high school student, she already knew that she had to test the longevity of people's emotions by running with her every day.It turns out that the so-called "eternal love" becomes fragile and even dies in the daily mundane companionship.I've heard too many stories of betrayal and separation, and many of the parents of her classmates are also divorced, so she never dared to have too high expectations for love.So after meeting him, she wanted to be close to him and have him, but she kept carefully reminding herself that it was impossible for her to be with him.Xiao Tian tightened her into his arms: "I know what you think in your heart.Don't embarrass yourself anymore, since I can't convince you to believe in me and believe in the future, at least by now you should know that I love you with all my heart. ”She let out a soft "um".Then the two stopped talking.After a while, she suddenly said, "I looked for Ouyang Qing. ”He said "um" to know.Of course he knew that she had looked for Ouyang Qing, and he knew why she was looking for her.She looked at an art decorative brick on the bathroom wall with a slightly unfocused gaze, and said a little leisurely: "She's really good" Xiao Tian was another "um", he didn't want to deny Caiyue's evaluation of Ouyang Qing, firstly, because he also thought that Ouyang Qing was really good, and secondly, because if he denied Caiyue, he would think that he was weak-hearted.His other identity-related things can't be told to her because of discipline, and Lin Wanyun's affairs have been hidden from her because he is worried that she will overreact now, so in addition to these major matters involving principles, he wants to be honest with her as much as possible about other important matters, otherwise why would he make her trust him "Why not her" finally asked this sentence, this question has been pressed in her heart for a long time.Xiao Tian raised his head slightly, as if he was thinking, but it seemed to be fruitless.He had asked himself this question many times.The same as the result of this thought, no result "If I say I don't know, will you think I'm perfunctory to you" She thought about it and replied, "No." ”Just like her mother and her best friend Liu Yanhong strongly hope that she chooses Qiu Yan, she also thinks that compared to Xiao Tian, in fact, Qiu Yan will be an almost perfect husband, but she just wants to love Xiao Tian.As for the reason, it seems that it was because she met Xiao Tian first and fell in love with Xiao Tian first, but in fact, she can't tell the real reason herself.Just when she thought that this question was about to pass, Xiao Tian suddenly added: "Perhaps, it's because she's so good" She didn't react for a moment what this answer meant.It's just that she soon remembered what Qiu Yan said to her on the night of the "Yan" autumn and winter new clothes conference: "Could it be that my good has become my bad here with you?"
she leaned on Xiao Tian's arms, repeated Qiu Yan's words several times in her heart, and chewed and savored carefully.Then she thought that she understood Xiao Tian's words and his complicated feelings towards Ouyang Qing.His left hand around her left shoulder rubbed gently against her shoulder, which was no longer smooth skin, slightly bumpy from his heavy bites and deliberate licking, and such a scar would have been a lifelong mark on his body if it had not been lightly treated.Love needs rational irrationality, and only now the woman in his arms can repeatedly destroy the calmness he has built with reason, repeatedly induce his irrational madness, and repeatedly arouse his suppressed and suppressed desires, not only from the physical desires, but also from the depths of the soul to love and be loved.He does have unusual feelings for Caiyue because of Lin Wanyun, but even because he and she are essentially the same kind of people, both of them are strong with paranoia, fragility wrapped in a strong shell, neuroticism and self-deception because of extreme insecurity, and the courage to transcend death and pain that is difficult for ordinary people to reach, or the stubbornness that is stubborn to her, the beautiful stubbornness that refuses to compromise even to death, and the stubbornness that even she herself is not fully aware of, so they always keep hurting themselves and hurting each other.
But only each other can heal each other's wounds "Love me, love me fiercely" He suddenly said in a low voice, but he didn't look at her.She stiffened slightly, and turned her head strangely to look at him.He lowered his head slightly, his eyes looking at the calm waters of the bathtub.His side face has always made her more infatuated, a little less bewitching beauty, but a little more mature man's taste."
Love me, fiercely," he whispered again, still not looking at her, but only at the calm surface of the tub.It was a plea with a commanding tone, he couldn't look into her eyes, and he thought she would understand, and only she could understand, she rolled over and straddled him, looking at him condescendingly.The fire he had just extinguished himself, and now he asked her to light it again.He slowly looked up at her.She saw in his eyes the storm of longing to erupt under the calm, the sorrow that lingered behind the calm, and the loneliness that no one knew in the depths of loneliness, and the helplessness and fear of a man after he put down his self-esteem, he removed all the pretense he could put down, and he showed her all the fragility he could open.She didn't disappoint him, she leaned down and kissed him actively, passionately, deeply, fiercely.The water of the bath was no longer calm, it was like a lake of their hearts.The misty water vapor is constantly rising, as if the idea of love is constantly rising in the water.The splash is endless, and it is the spark of love that blooms wantonly.Wheezing and chanting are a memorial to the happiness that comes from the depths of the body, and it is also a release from the accumulated pain of the heart.The pain of the body gives birth to the ultimate happiness, like the "flower of evil" in the struggle with sin and lust to conjure up her unique holy beauty.Her brain went blank and her thoughts came to a complete standstill, making her feel like time had also stood still.When she woke up again, she was still in Xiao Tian's arms, but the two of them were lying on the bed together, with a soft and warm silk quilt on their bodies."
I just now" her voice was weak, like a gossamer."
Well, you've fainted.What do you think now?"
he reached out and straightened her hair on her forehead.Although he had just blown her hair, it was still slightly wet."
I'm tired."
Xiao Tian chuckled, "After exercising for so long, of course you will be tired." ”She really didn't have the strength to punch him with her fists at this moment, so she just chuckled slightly shyly like him.After a while, he whispered, "Girl, hug me" Every time he loved her and doted on her, he called her "girl" instead of "baby".She passed her arm under Xiao Tian's arm and wrapped it around his waist, tightening it again."
Girl, I love you" The warm light of the bedroom is not bright, Xiao Tian's eyes are like lights in the dark world, looking at her with warmth and affection.She stared at him, the corners of her mouth curled slightly, and whispered: "I love you more" He leaned his head into her arms in satisfaction, pressed against her chest and rubbed again.His hair scratched at her skin a little tickle, and she adjusted her body so that the two could fit together more comfortably.He didn't move anymore, and it seemed that this was very comfortable for him now.The two did not say another word.After a while, he fell asleep in her arms, snoring louder than usual, and he barely slept for the past few days.For so many years, he had become accustomed to sleeping alone in the darkless nights, because he didn't need to be guarded when he was alone.After having her, he was afraid of being alone.He often sneaks into her boudoir at night, and leaves before dawn, in fact, it is not necessary to be intimate with her, but with her by his side, he can really sleep peacefully.Seeing that he fell asleep all at once, she realized that he had been waiting for her to wake up with a strong sleepiness, waiting to tell her that he loved her, and waiting for her to tell him that she loved him.She kissed his forehead and hair as he usually did to her, then stroked his back and hair, closed her eyes and fell asleep slowly.Now she is like him, if he is not around, she will not be able to sleep peacefully.It was light and the two woke up almost at the same time.The four looked at each other, both smiling lazily at each other, and then closing their eyes again.Hands stretched out to each other at the same time, hands slightly crossed and fingers intertwined."
Morning" and "Morning" closed their eyes and asked each other good morning, and the two still closed their eyes and smiled slightly.They didn't speak again, they didn't open their eyes, they just closed their eyes and felt the sweetness, tranquility and happiness of the moment, they often slept together at night, but for so long, this was only the third time in so long that they woke up in the morning and saw each other lying quietly beside them.Mobile Visit: AA2705221: