Although she was drunk, she still felt that she still had some sobriety, and she felt that she really liked to be hugged and kissed by Qiu Yan like this.She likes Qiu Yan's cold and gentle president image during the day, and she also likes his passionate and wild pure manly style in front of her.She didn't know if it counted as love, but she knew she did, at least not as repulsive as she used to.Her enthusiasm was also aroused by Qiu Yan, and Qiu Yan finally saw the opposite of Caiyue's weakness and elegance, which was almost as soft and charming as a fox demon, he only felt that even if the end of the world was coming, as long as there was this moment, he had nothing to regret.The strength of Qiu Yan's palm became stronger and stronger, and Cai Yue suddenly felt a slight pain in her left chest.It was the red cinnabar she had tattooed for Xiao Tian a few days ago.This cinnabar mark felt pain again because of Xiao Tian's deliberate stroking this morning, and because of Qiu Yan's unintentional exertion now.Xiao Tian's face suddenly appeared in Cai Yue's very dizzy brain without warning.The vows he had pressed in her ears this morning were ringing in her ears again."
I will only have you" This is the promise she made to Xiao Tian in person this morning.She abruptly stopped responding to Qiu Yan, and then burst into tears of great sadness.This is sad because of Xiao Tian's betrayal of her, but also because of her betrayal of Xiao Tian, and her apology for Qiu Yan.Even if Xiao Tian and Ouyang Qing are together, she can't be like Qiu Yan now.Not because you want to be loyal to a certain man, but because you want to be loyal to the pure and dedicated love of your heart."
No, Qiu Yan, I can't" Qiu Yan didn't hear it at all, he couldn't stop at all, and directly blocked her lips with his mouth.Her hand pushed him slightly, her head trying to twist away."
What's wrong" Qiu Yan stopped kissing her, but his hand didn't stop caressing her for a moment."
I can't, I can't," she cried, and said two "nos" in a row.Qiu Yan stopped his hand suddenly: "You still can't let go of him" "There can only be one grain of cinnabar in my heart." ”Choked up, she uttered such a sentence."
Heart, mouth, cinnabar, sand" Qiu Yan repeated the words from her mouth word by word, and then the fingers of the hand he originally placed on her left chest groped in the dark, and easily touched the cinnabar pattern that was slightly higher than the skin.His fingers stroked back and forth over the cinnabar pattern, without even needing to look at it, and in this part of her mouth she uttered the four words, and he knew at once what his fingers were touching.His eyes narrowed slightly: "He is the cinnabar of your heart, so what about me" His voice was cold like never before: "Don't tell me, if I were another man, you would lie here." ”Her hands secretly clutched at the sheets.She couldn't deny Qiu Yan's words, even if she was drunk, even if she really just wanted to take revenge on Xiao Tian, but if this person wasn't him, she would definitely not be like this now."
Tell me, do you also love me in your heart, if it weren't for Xiao Tian, would you not hesitate to be my woman" Qiu Yan's voice was full of hatred and coldness, no matter how rational and resolute he was, he was a mortal of flesh and blood after all, and he had the love, hatred and sorrow that normal people would have.At this moment, he is close to her, his body is close, he only needs a little force, he can really get her body, and she will also become her Qiu Yan's woman.But she actually came to this point and said to him "no", which is tolerable or unbearable, Caiyue couldn't answer this question, and she even refused to think about it.Qiu Yan asked this now, and she also refused to think.How could I love two men at the same time, and it was never possible.She threw the ridiculous idea out of her head as quickly as she could.Then the next second she realized her embarrassment now, she and Qiu Yan were lying on the same bed, she and Qiu Yan were doing something that could only happen between lovers.How was she going to answer his question in this situation, "Zhou Caiyue, you must have been crazy just now," she scolded fiercely in her heart.Then she pinched her palms with her fingernails so that her alcohol-dazed brain could wake up a little."
You have only been intimate with Xiao Tian for a short time, you should not be hungry for men.But you dare to say that you don't want it just now, do you think I can't tell if I even want a woman, you also love me in your heart, right, answer me" Qiu Yan's cold and somewhat eager voice sounded in the darkness again.In this situation, Caiyue really can't say that she doesn't love Qiu Yan, but she can't say that she loves Qiu Yan.All along, she didn't want to hurt Qiu Yan, so for a long time, she would rather make Xiao Tian unhappy than always wear the ring that Qiu Yan gave her.But Qiu Yan was so pressed now, as if she had been forced into a corner where she had nowhere to retreat.At this moment, a thought flashed through her mind, she wanted to find a knife to cut her heart open, and she even imagined this image very vividly in her mind."
I'm going to find a knife right now and cut my heart open.Half for you, half for Xiao Tian, are you satisfied?"
her voice was so calm that there was no wave, neither cold nor warm, as if she was in the office and said to him, "I will give you this piece early tomorrow morning."
This was the best answer she could think of when she was forced to retreat at the moment, but she never thought of what it would be like for her to listen to Qiu Yan's ears with such an almost cold-blooded answer.To Qiu Yan's ears, this was her absolute rejection of him, and it was her death to show her unchanging will to Xiao Tian.For no one can divide his heart in half with a knife.He thought that she had at least been moved by him, or that she had just suddenly become fond of him.But she could now be so reluctant to give him even a little comfort or hope, when he and she were already so cordial, when he and she had been caressing each other intimately a minute ago.She personally provoked his needs and herself, and now she herself ruthlessly extinguished the fire.The blood circulating in Qiu Yan's body cooled down instantly, "How can you be so ruthless" In a short sentence, he weakly divided it into three sections before he finished speaking.Qiu Yan's weak reply made Cai Yue react instantly, she and he knew each other very well.She regretted that she shouldn't have collapsed on the bed with him without thinking about it, and she regretted that she shouldn't have answered his question like that.But after thinking about it, maybe it would be good to hurt him like this at this moment, otherwise, there might be more harm between her and him.Her short nails pinched into her palms even harder, and she didn't think it was enough, so she continued to push harder.Only the more pain she had, the better she could feel that she would hurt Qiu Yan's heart.Qiu Yan turned over and sat up, and sat in the dark for a while before he said, "Turn around, I'm going to turn on the light." ”The room was so dark that I could barely see my fingers, and I had to turn on the lights to get dressed.But he didn't dare to look at her body in the light.She wasn't Weng Yu, and if he let him see her appear in front of him with his eyes like he did last night, he was afraid that he would force her desperately.After waiting for a while, he felt the bed move slightly, Qiu Yan guessed that Caiyue should have turned around, so he got up and groped for the wall next to the bed and turned on the wall lamp at the head of the bed.As soon as the light came on, his eyes closed unconsciously before opening them again.Turning around and glancing at Caiyue, she had indeed turned her body around, but her body was shaking, the kind of trembling that only comes from crying.He picked up the clothes on the ground and said as he put them on, "I don't think I just did anything wrong, and you don't have to feel sorry for anyone."
It's all gone, don't think about it anymore. ”Her body trembled more and more: "I'm sorry" Qiu Yan slowly buttoned the buttons of his clothes: "You know how much I want you, if I have to, you can't resist at all."
Since the current result is not your fault alone, don't say these three words to me.I have said a long time ago that even if you choose neither Xiao Tian nor me, I will respect and support any decision you make.I just hope you don't get drunk in a corner alone for anyone else. ”Her hands tugged at the quilt wrapped in front of her: "I promise you that this is the last time I will get drunk for him." ”"It's not just him, even if you're drunk for me, I'd rather not.Are you still going to stay here with Xiao Tian tonight" She shook her head, it was because she didn't want to sit like this and wait for dawn, so she went downstairs to get drunk."
Then come with me" "Hmm. ”The night is still like ink.The cold wind howled, and the two walked out of Xiao Tian's villa side by side.After just a few steps, both of them couldn't help but shiver.The strong wine made both of their heads still heavy, but the cold made both of them sober up a lot in an instant.Under the cold street lamp, the two walked towards Qiu Yan's villa.Qiu Yan's villa wasn't too far from here, so he came on foot when he came during the day.As the chaotic and cold night was about to pass, Xiao Tian's car finally drove into the villa.This was the time when people were still sleepy, and Xiao Tian went upstairs with light steps.He was full of expectations that he would see the woman he loved lying quietly on the bed.Gently pushed open the door of the master bedroom, but it was an empty bed, and even the quilt was neatly laid out, only a little trace of someone had been lying.His brain didn't react for a moment.Two seconds later, he quickly opened the door to the next room, which was also empty.Turning on the light, he sat down on the edge of the bed in the guest room, and a few hairs were obviously falling from the white pillow, and this was obviously her hair Xiao Tian's heart pulled up fiercely This night when he was not there, what happened on this bed Mobile phone: aa2705221: