If this is a love that makes him successful, if this love can make Xiao Tian happier, Chu Mingzhu thinks she may accept it more generously.But that woman regarded this love as a hurt, hurting the man she loved and treasured Chu Mingzhu so much, then that woman simply deserved to die."
I'm sorry for offending you like that just now," Xiao Tian hung his head and apologized in a low voice.Chu Mingzhu smiled a little sadly: "If I don't want to, no one can offend me." ”Xiao Tian still lowered his head, but stopped talking."
What do you love about her," Chu Mingzhu asked leisurely.Xiao Tian slowly raised his head and looked at the lake.A slightly missing full moon has appeared in the sky, not very bright, glowing with cold light, a little hazy."
As long as she's around me, I feel very content and peaceful.Just seeing her smile makes me feel like there's nothing I can't do for her.Even if she throws a childish tantrum at me unreasonably, I feel so happy, but as long as she is really angry, I will panic.I was afraid that she would leave me at any time, I was afraid to see her crying in pain, I was afraid that she was coveted by other men, I was afraid that she would doubt me, that she would not believe me, that she would not see her heart clearly, that she would make herself hurt and refuse to return to me. ”Chu Mingzhu turned her head to look at Xiao Tian, this kind of Xiao Tian made her feel so strange and surprised, "I still remember that you told me that summer, you can't love anymore in this life."
It turns out that you don't love, it's just because once your love is given, it is unreserved and cannot be regained.You must have loved and hurt before, so you don't want to love anymore.But now you love this woman again.You love her so much that you can ignore your self-esteem.Xiao Tian, is God asking you to repay your debts, and do you want to pay back all the debts you owe to all the other women who love you" Xiao Tian smiled miserably, "Maybe" He himself didn't understand why he was so constrained by Caiyue.Cai Yue wasn't actually the best of the women he knew.In terms of appearance and figure, Chu Mingzhu is more beautiful and sexy than her.In terms of gentleness and sensibility, Ouyang Qing is obviously far superior to her.In terms of intelligence and ability, Chu Mingzhu, Ouyang Qing, and Han Lu are all not inferior to her, and they are better than her.The most ridiculous thing is that even in terms of feelings, I'm afraid Cai Yue can't be regarded as the most in love with him.But things in this world are so strange and so incomprehensible.She's good in every way, but she's not the best in every way.But he just loves her and is fascinated by her.She can just make him crazy, calm him, make him not like himself.He also thought that maybe God was really asking him to pay off his debts.It's just that in this debt relationship, other people and other things are involved."
Why do I know her, she is Qiu Yan's secretary, people in the circle say that she is Qiu Yan's lover, you just said that you saw her and Qiu Yan make out many times, you even knew that she and Qiu Yan rolled on the bed, why did you still whisper to her like that, you don't know how many women in this world are willing to do everything for you, even willing to die" Chu Mingzhu was angry, sad and puzzled.Xiao Tian turned his head and looked at Chu Mingzhu, "Because, I love her and I know she loves me too" Yes, love is so unreasonable.Love doesn't stand up to comparison, but love doesn't care about comparison.If you love, you are willing to do anything, and if you love, you can accept anything."
But the person she just kissed is Qiu Yan, it's not you, she's obviously a woman who steps on two boats, she doesn't deserve your love," Chu Mingzhu was almost furious."
I don't allow you to say that about her," Xiao Tian's eyes glowed with coldness.Chu Mingzhu was yelled at by Xiao Tian and immediately stopped talking.She stared at Xiao Tian in surprise: "Xiao Tian, you actually yelled at me" Xiao Tian saw the grievance in Chu Mingzhu's eyes, and he remembered Chu Mingzhu's various kindness to him in the past few years."
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so excited.Caiyue is not a woman who has two boats on her feet.She was just a little confused for the time being, a little confused for the time being. ”He lowered his head again as he spoke, "You won't understand the suffering of Caiyue.She's so good, I love her" Chu Mingzhu was furious again, she couldn't stand the man she loved so unproductively to another woman."
She treats you like this, and you still defend her like this, I don't understand her suffering, but I know that if you are willing to give me half of her love, I will never have any ambiguous relationship with another man.""
Zhu'er, I repeat, I don't allow you to use the word ambiguous on Caiyue.And this is the last time I remind you of this. ”Xiao Tian's depression disappeared because he was bent on maintaining Caiyue, and his eyes became sharp and bright again.If it were another man, Chu Mingzhu would turn around and leave or threaten to cooperate, but she wouldn't dare and wouldn't be to Xiao Tian.She looked helplessly at the lake, where the breeze blew and the reflected moonlight was blown apart."
What will happen to you if she really leaves you" Chu Mingzhu's strong self-control made her calm down quickly again, and her voice returned to calm.Xiao Tian took over without hesitation: "She won't" "But just now she clearly said that you should let her go."
Don't you understand what she means?"
"So what, she'll come back to me eventually.I have no one to separate from her, Qiu Yan can't, even she herself can't, I will never allow her, I will never allow her to leave me" Xiao Tian seemed to have instantly reverted to the same Xiao Tian who said nothing, and his words were categorical and loud.It's just that he's definitely doing this because of another woman.Chu Mingzhu's heart cried again.When Caiyue said just now that Xiao Tian would let her go, Chu Mingzhu still thought that the woman was simply too arrogant, and actually let Xiao Tian let her go, could it be that Xiao Tian was pestering her, but now, she had nothing to say.Xiao Tian's words showed that he was indeed pestering her.Thinking about it, she has mentioned breaking up with Xiao Tian more than once, but Xiao Tian has never agreed.So this is the truth of that woman's secret communication with Qiu Yan, so this is also the bitterness that Xiao Tian has to repeatedly tolerate that woman and Qiu Yan's ambiguous rumors of various scandals, that is, he loves her far more than she loves him, she doesn't say anything anymore, just stands with Xiao Tian in the cold moonlight and the red light of the red lantern swaying.From time to time there was a gust of wind blowing, accompanied by the rustle of leaves in the darkness.As soon as Cai Yue left Xiao Ting and Xiao Tian's sight, he fell to the ground.She tried to withdraw from this love, but as a result, she lost even the ability to walk.Qiu Yan picked her up and carried her directly into the car without saying a word.The two sat down, her face was Mu Ran, who couldn't see her emotions, but she whispered to Qiu Yan: "Qiu Yan, I'm sorry that today is your birthday, but it turned out to be like this by me and Xiao Tian." ”"Caiyue, you're like this, don't think about my birthday anymore.You know, if you're not happy, I won't be happy, and I shouldn't have brought you here today. ”Qiu Yan was extremely distressed when she heard her words, she always thought about others more than herself."
It's nice here, I love it," she whispered.Qiu Yan touched her hand, cold."
I'll take you somewhere else, you'll be hungry.You have low blood sugar, you can't be hungry" She wanted to say that she didn't want to eat, but she thought that Qiu Yan's birthday hadn't passed yet, so she nodded.Qiu Yan drove back to the city.Neither of them spoke much along the way.At dinner, the two still didn't talk much.It wasn't until the waiter brought the birthday cake to the table that Cai Yue brought a smile on her face and said to Qiu Yan, "Make a wish" Qiu Yan closed his eyes and made a wish in his heart.Then he opened his eyes and blew out the candle in one go.After cutting the cake, Cai Yue took a small piece for each of them, and the two of them ate the cake in small bites.Cai Yue felt that she came out today to celebrate Qiu Yan's birthday, and it was such an important birthday as 30 years old.She can't always have a bitter face to make his birthday so depressed.She tried to smile, but she couldn't.But she still thought of the most important thing to say on this occasion."
What wish did you make" Qiu Yan ate the cake, lowered his eyes, and said very blandly: "I hope you get painless happiness" Her hand paused slightly, forced her sadness and frowned, and then she also ate the cake, and replied without looking at Qiu Yan: "Don't waste time on me anymore, it's not worth it" "Is it worth it, I have my own standards, I said that only by helping you pass Xiao Tian's calamity, my calamity can be passed" Still eating the cake, lowering his eyes, not looking at the other party."
You're not such a willful person" "People always need to be willful once in a while to live."
I put down my hobbies and ideals for the sake of my family's responsibilities and my father's wishes, and I didn't want to give up my love for the sake of reason. ”Qiu Yan's face was not excited, there was only indifference and calmness that was extremely affirmative.She tilted her head to the side, her eyes slightly reddened.For this tangled love, all three of them have suffered a lot.She didn't want to go on any longer, she wanted to end everything now, especially when she wanted Qiu Yan to get out as soon as possible.Not long ago tonight, she asked Xiao Tian to end this relationship, and now she has an urge to completely end this entanglement with Qiu Yan."
Didn't you ask me if I wouldn't be with you if I didn't have Xiao Tian, I will answer you now, if I wasn't with Xiao Tian, I wouldn't be able to be with you" Although she said it decisively, she didn't dare to look at Qiu Yan.It's just that he still hung his head and forked a piece of the birthday cake in front of him, and immediately put the cake into his mouth after saying that.She frowned, the taste of this cake was a little light, obviously not as sweet as the normal cake.Qiu Yan took her words almost without pause, "It's okay, even if my existence is just to make Xiao Tian more nervous about you and care about you, I will never get tired of it" aa2705221: