"You're just a woman, why do you have to work so hard" Sima Yi couldn't understand her life."
This king said that you can come to this king for anything, this king can help you, you want a place to shelter from the wind and rain, this king can also give you the same, and it will not be worse than him."
looked at her excitedly, and couldn't hold back the impulse in his heart, he wanted to take her away, and didn't want to see her live her helpless life in the palace again.Yi Xue's expression was faint, and he didn't answer his question directly, "I should go back, I personally taught them the songs and dances here, they are very talented, and they will not dance worse than me, Yi Wang Ye can enjoy it slowly, I will treat you to this meal today" said and left.Sima Yi didn't look back, "Except for your dance, there is no other dance in this world that can enter the heart of this king, this king just wants to watch you dance" turned his back to Yi Xue and said seriously.Yi Xue didn't look back, "Come on, please Miss Qiu Ju dance for the prince" shouted to the people on the stage, and then left by himself.The singing was flying, and the dancing posture only left a half-true figure, and a crazy person was still there.Back in the Guangshi Palace, Yi Xue was about to walk into the dormitory to rest, but as soon as she entered the room and looked at the scene in front of her, it made people crazy.Men and women's clothes were scattered all over the floor, and Sima Jun was sleeping naked on the bed with another woman in his arms.Yi Xue was completely defeated and desperate this time, before, he would never do this to her, he would not have brought women to the palace where they lived, let alone to their beds.She didn't want to get closer, but her footsteps were so disobedient that she approached step by step, and she wanted to know who it was, which woman had completely replaced her at this moment, and stayed in his heart and by his side.Is it because she doesn't love him enough or is she not trying hard enough to please him, doing too little for him, why does he treat her like that again and again.Ironic in her heart, why is it all here, she still can't let go.Finally, there is still no need to stay, this place still can't accommodate her after all, even if there is no him, she can still live in a place, and a place to sleep sadly, at this moment, Yi Xue feels that she has lost her heartbeat, has become a living dead, and really exists in name only."
Madame, let's go out" Cui'er ran in out of nowhere, stopping Yi Xue's steps.Yi Xue stopped, suddenly bent down and picked up a familiar red dress on the ground, "swoop" a few crisp sounds, the beautiful red dress was torn piece by piece in her hands, never again, willful, don't leave it for others to wear, even if it's old, she won't give it.Hearing the sound of rags, the person in the bed woke up."
Who is it" Sima Jun sat up angrily and shouted at Yi Xue.Suddenly, she saw Yi Xuepestle in the middle of the dormitory, holding a red dress in her hand and pulling wildly, "Xue'er" was suddenly shocked.Zhou Jinyun followed him up, "Who dares to disturb the palace and the emperor to rest." ”Hearing this, Yi Xue finally understood who it was, it was her again, and he said that he didn't love her, but he would rather be her every time.The torn red dress in Yi Xue's hand was in the air, turned around and ran out alone, and he didn't expect to turn back, never wanting to see him again.Sima Jun watched silently, didn't get up to chase her, and fell asleep again under the pull of Zhou Jinyun.This time, she didn't know how to face it anymore, she endured this sadness alone, and didn't go to Lingxian Pavilion, nor did she go to Qingqing and Mingkong.Yi Xue ran around the palace and ran around the palace, crying and running, and did not know where she had gone, until she came to a deserted palace, and felt tired and could not walk, so she stopped in the corner of the deserted palace, leaned against the cold wall, and fell asleep crying.From the time she entered the palace, to the time she ran out alone sadly, there was a figure who had been with her for a long time, "I knew that this place was not for you, I knew that he would only hurt you, what should I do with you" After she fell asleep, sat beside her, lent her shoulder to lean on, until the sky was slightly bright, and he walked away alone.After Yi Xue left, Sima Jun thought about it for a long time, and also thought of their past, the time they spent together, and the bits and pieces they had walked with her.Suddenly felt that it was necessary to explain to her, even if he was right, even if he was with whomever he should be, but he still didn't want her to misunderstand him, afraid that she would be emotional, afraid that she would leave.can wait from morning to night, and from morning to night, I haven't seen her, and almost all of them have been looked for in the palace, and I have asked many people, but I haven't seen her, I originally thought that she was just going out to play by herself, but she didn't bring Qingqing and Mingkong, thinking that she couldn't go far alone.Suddenly felt that something was wrong, and was afraid that something would happen to her, and the more she thought about it, the more scared she became, so she could only quickly send more people to look around, but until it was dark, she didn't find anyone.Qingqing and Mingkong rummaged through the entire palace and Lingxian Pavilion, and they didn't see Yixue at all.It wasn't until the moon hung high that Yi Xue returned to the Guangshi Hall by herself."
Senior sister, where have you been" Mingkong suddenly saw the depressed Yi Xue walking in from outside, and hurried to help her.Qingqing heard Mingkong's voice and knew that Yi Xue was back, so she hurriedly came out of the house, "Sister, don't leave me and Mingkong, don't scare us, we've been looking for you for a day, where have you gone, Mingkong and I can't find you, and I'm thinking about going out of the palace to find you again" But Yixue didn't react at all, and didn't answer their words, she walked towards the study, raised her hand and wrote a poem: The wilderness is vast, and God has mercy on Yiyan; The wind and snow are silent, and the red plum is not frequent.Forest streams, wildflowers; A touch of moonlight, not very beautiful.In a panic, I fled to this place, but fortunately, God took pity on my sorrow and allowed me to survive in the vastness.Today, I am like a winter snowstorm, silently guarding and waiting in the cold area.The person who used to keep me waiting, he was like a red plum with snow, but now, he is not always by my side.Suddenly, I wanted to go back to the forest, be the bouquet of wildflowers by the forest stream, a leisurely and romantic wildflower, and keep a quiet time for myself.But I fell in love with the moon in the sky, he was just right, but I was already incomplete.After writing, he put down the pen, "Qingqing will help me pack my things, and we will leave the palace immediately" "Where is my sister going" Qingqing asked puzzled."
Is there anywhere else I can go," Icher replied vaguely.After thinking about it, she really has nowhere to go in the palace, and when she walks on this road, the only thing she can go to in the end is the cold palace, if she really gets to the cold palace, it will be good, then even if her task is all over, she can leave at any time, this palace can no longer trap her.The difficult thing is that Sima Jun will not send her to the cold palace, but wants to keep her in another way, coerce her to stay in the palace and stay by his side, then her task is still not over."
Senior sister, what happened last night, Cui'er couldn't say clearly, in the middle of the night, we all fell asleep, but Cui'er suddenly came to wake me up and the stinky girl and went out to find someone, we have been looking for you for a day and a night, and I and the stinky girl are in a hurry, and today, the emperor also sent people to look for you everywhere" Mingkong asked."
I went out for a walk and got lost" I'm afraid that if they worry about it again, Yi Xue can only keep everything in his heart.Besides, they are all children, what can they understand, and I don't want them to understand the complex emotions in the hearts of adults.Yi Xue disappeared suddenly, and Sima Jun was in no mood to accompany Shen Wanting, so he didn't do anything for a day, except to find someone or find someone.I wanted to ask Zhao Zhengyu if she had seen her, maybe she had gone to look for him, but suddenly he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid of his questioning, and he was even more afraid that he would hide Yi Xue just like him before.Sima Jun was preoccupied, his heart was getting heavier and heavier, and his mind was getting deeper and deeper, he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, of course he didn't feel that he was wrong, he was a king, for him, everything he did was taken for granted, and he only felt that he had failed his promise to her.When Yi Xue came back, Zijun immediately went to inform Sima Jun, and when he heard that Yi Xue had returned to the Guangshi Palace, Sima Jun hurried back to the Guangshi Palace, "Xue'er, Xue'er" Before he entered the door, he shouted anxiously all the way.The palace maid of Guangshi Hall met him, "Your Majesty, Mrs. and her junior brothers and sisters are in the study" "Xue'er" Sima Jun hurriedly entered the study, saw Yi Xue, and struggled to hold her in his arms.Seeing this, Qingqing and Mingkong hurriedly retreated.Yi Xue's expression was cold, as if the whole person had lost its color, and there was no longer any temperature.Sima Jun felt her indifference, "Xue'er, don't do this to me" prayed sadly.Yi Xue moved her lips, "The emperor should let me go, you will only make me more and more disgusted." ”His hug was no longer warm to her, and she couldn't expect anything more from him.After saying that, he pushed him away.Sima Jun suddenly panicked, a little at a loss, "Xue'er, do you understand me, Concubine Xian is pregnant, I have to protect her, I can't let her child be like our child anymore, I am a man and a king, there are not only you in my world, there will always be some other things" said something completely different from his previous promise."
I'm sorry Emperor, I really can't understand you, I can understand a lot of things, but I'm also a woman, facing the betrayal of my beloved is already a pain and torture, but you still brought other women to my bed, what is this" asked him rhetorically, this kind of pain, except for those who have experienced it personally, who will understand.Thinking of that scene, in this life, she didn't want to get close to him anymore, nor did she want to step into the place that once belonged only to them, or she really wanted to have complete amnesia, no matter how she had hated it before, but this time, she really hated it very thoroughly
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