"A month at most, a month will be fine."
looked at Yi Xue, "You are here, or go back to Cannes to wait for the eldest brother, when the eldest brother comes back, we will go together, go to the place you want to go together, where you want to go, the eldest brother will take you wherever you want, whether you want to go back to Yongle Temple or the Fairy Spirit Palace, the eldest brother will be by your side for the rest of his life, and he will never leave you again." ”Seriously, there is no half-truth.After this time, he really didn't want to lose her.He knew that Sima Jun would also be reluctant to her, but he couldn't give it to her, he wanted to continue to give her, and he didn't want him to hurt her anymore.For Sima Jun, he is the person who doesn't want to turn against him the most, and he is also the person he cares about the most and doesn't want him to be hurt the most.He really regarded him as a friend, not only wanted to protect his country, but also wanted to protect him, otherwise, this time he would not want to go to the border to march and fight for him.However, he is also a human being, and he will also have selfishness, in his heart, in addition to Sima Jun and his family, the most important thing is the woman next to him.This woman seemed to be his life, his everything.Tan Ruo Sima Jun must still have to embarrass him and Yi Xue, then the love between them, he can only throw her away in the wind, take her away and fly high, go to a place where he can't find them, and never come back.If you want to blame, blame him for hurting her too much, he has forgotten the promises he made to her and him, since he has forgotten, just let him forget it more completely, it is he who did not let her be safe by his side, which cannot be blamed on him.Yi Xue was a little hesitant, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't know how to tell him, "But I'm no longer the same person I used to be." ”If you really want to go with him, how should the two of them get along in the future, there is already a Sima Jun between them, whether she leaves or not, that person can not be erased in her heart, how to face him in the future, and face the past when he saw her with his own eyes.Zhao Zhengyu stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, his eyes were full of pity, "So what, whether it is you before or now, the eldest brother likes it, the eldest brother loves you, and it will always be you, no matter what you are." ”Hearing his words, Yi Xue nodded with emotion, she always knew that he loved her, and she also knew that he wouldn't care about her past with Sima Jun, but if she really had to face him, I was afraid it would be a little difficult."
I love big brother too."
Said softly, very seriously, but also very scared.She didn't lie, she loved him all the time.It's just that he is not the only one in her heart, can they go back to the past His warm red lips gently approached her, on her forehead, and then between her eyebrows, and her eyes kissed gently, but he didn't kiss her lips, he was afraid that it would be too sudden and would scare her.is full of affection, all affectionate, "Big brother knows that from now on, big brother doesn't want you to accommodate anyone anymore, don't accommodate me, don't feel guilty about anyone, big brother just want you to be happy." ”comforting, explaining, these are all his words from the heart.Yi Xue kept nodding her head, so moved that she almost burst into tears again.It was almost dark, and there was silence all around, except for the white snow around him, which could still shine in the dark night, and the world in the distance was all engulfed and buried by darkness.Looking at this dark night, her heart felt a little deeply hurt, but fortunately, with him by her side, she felt a faint warmth."
It's already dark, the road is not easy to walk, let the eldest brother carry you down the mountain," Zhao Zhengyu said worriedly."
The mountain road is very rough, and if my eldest brother carries me down the mountain, the weight will be unbalanced, and the body will easily lean forward, making it easier to fall."
Evaki refused.She knew that not only was she tired, but he was also tired, besides, what she said was true, and it wouldn't look good if the two of them rolled together and fell down the mountain."
Okay, then big brother will lead you."
Zhao Zhengyu gently wrapped the blood lotus with a piece of cloth, held the sword in one hand and Yi Xue in the other, and the two walked carefully towards the foot of the Tianshan Mountain step by step.Sima Jun had a fever, "Xue'er" was in a dream, and he kept calling Yixue's name.Li Bin heard his panicked voice and stepped forward, "Your Majesty, Madame is not in the palace, what do you have to say, the slave will help you" and really convinced him, he obviously loved her so much in his heart, and he obviously cared about her very much, but he didn't cherish her, hurt her again and again, and abandoned her for others again and again, and now that she is gone, he has made himself look like this, and he doesn't know who to see.Sometimes, he doesn't know whether to sympathize with him or hate him.Sima Jun suddenly woke up, "Li Bin, is Xue'er back, didn't Prime Minister Zhao send someone to find her and Zhengyu, is there any news of them?"
”He sat up and asked anxiously."
Don't worry, Your Majesty, Madame will definitely come back."
Li Bin didn't dare to hit him anymore, seeing him like this was actually really pitiful, comforting and comforting him, hoping that he would get better soon, he had been hurt so many times, even if he loved him deeply, his heart was cold, would he really come back Anyway, he couldn't believe that their wife would come back, she left in such a hurry, avoiding him, very resolute, I am afraid that she is not ready to come back.Besides, she was seriously injured this time, and she was taken away by her beloved, and if it were him, he would not have returned.But even so, he didn't dare to tell the truth, so it's good to let him look forward to it" You don't have to comfort me, I dreamed of Xue'er just now, she and Zhengyu are gone, and they won't come back. ”Both eyes were full of loneliness and sadness.I don't know in my heart that it was he who forced her down this road, and now he can use what to exchange her for turning back, but I'm afraid that she will never forgive him again.Not only Yi Xue, but also Zhao Zhengyu, he will not forgive him and will not let her turn back."
Let them go, what I owe Xue'er and what I owe to Zhengyu, as long as they can forgive me, I am willing to repay it with my life."
Sima Jun sighed, his eyes were full of gloom.Cui'er came in with the medicine, and Li Bin took it for him, "The emperor drinks the medicine first to take care of his body, otherwise Mrs. will come back and see you like this, how sad it will be" After Yi Xue left, his health became worse and worse, if he didn't take Yi Xue to comfort him, he would not drink the medicine, it seemed that there was a feeling of despair and waiting for death.Sima Jun took it over, and there was still some expectation in his heart, "Don't say it anymore, I don't want to force her anymore, I just want her to be happy."
I just want to know how she is doing, whether she has eaten well, whether she has slept well, or whether she has been immersed in my hurt and sadness for her" said very worriedly, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead."
No, with General Zhao here, he won't let Mrs. have anything to do, Mrs. will definitely eat well and sleep well."
Without him to make her upset, she would have been better off.But Li Bin didn't dare to say it directly, and he couldn't say it directly, "Your Majesty, don't worry, Madame will definitely come back to you, don't worry, give Madame more time."
It's been ten days, and I don't know what happened to the little guy in Mingkong, I don't know if Mrs. and General Zhao helped him find the antidote, they should be very busy now. ”Li Bin said uncontrollably, looking very worried.Sima Jun took a sip of the medicine and handed the medicine bowl back to Cui'er, "Zhengyu has always loved her more than me, and he knows her better than me." ”His eyes were full of resentment, and he looked particularly haggard.But even so, he knew that he still couldn't complain about anyone.Li Bin didn't want to talk nonsense with him anymore, these days, he only has his holy lady in his heart, and the topic of conversation revolves around his holy lady every day.One will say let her go, and the other will be reluctant to want her back, which is really helpless.stepped forward to support him, "The emperor just finished taking the medicine, let's rest early, when the fever subsides, there are still many important things waiting for you to deal with" In the past, when Yi Xue was there, she was helping him take care of the government when he was sick, but now that she is sad to leave, even if he is so sick that he can't get up, no one can help him.Maybe this is called the evil of heaven can still live, and the evil of oneself can not be lived Sima Jun coughed twice with difficulty, and lay down gently.Seeing that he was lonely and very sad, "Does the emperor want Concubine Shen to come over to take care of you, Concubine Shen has come a few times today, but without your orders, the servants dare not let her in." ”Li Bin suddenly asked.Yi Xue is gone, and now in his heart, there may only be Shen Wanting, "No need, except for Xue'er, I don't want to see anyone." ”Sima Jun closed his eyes, perhaps because of a fever, and fell asleep again not long after lying down.Zhao Zhengyu and Yi Xue finally went down the Tianshan Mountain in the dark, and at this moment it was dark all around, and the two of them almost followed the path of memory step by step.Zhao Zhengyu led Yi Xue to walk in front, and he didn't pay attention several times, and his face hit the tree, and Yi Xue also hit him.Wrestled a few times and stumbled all the way, but it was Zhao Zhengyu who fell the hardest every time, because every time he fell first, Yi Xue was pulled by him and fell on him.Seeing that there were already lights in the village, Zhao Zhengyu accidentally fell again, "Big brother, are you okay" Yi Xue also fell on top of him, and asked distressedly."
It's okay, what can happen to the eldest brother."
Afraid that she would be worried, Zhao Zhengyu comforted.got up and gently rubbed her head twice, "It's just a fall, it's not a big deal, don't worry" pulled her and continued walking.Finally arrived home, Qingqing vaguely heard the cold and shivering footsteps of the two of them, and hurriedly stepped forward with a lantern, "Is it my sister and son" and asked in a low voice.I didn't expect them to stay up so late today, which made her worry for a long time, afraid that something would happen to them, and as soon as it was dark, she waited for them at the door with a lantern
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